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If you clicked on my profile thinking that the name "FatUglyOldBrute" was something of a self-deprecating joke, I'm afraid not. I am truly a fat, ugly old brute of a man (53 years old, 6'1", 335 lbs). And I know what you're thinking, if that is true then what WOMAN in HER right mind would want to have anything to do with me. And of course you are right about that! No WOMAN in HER right mind would want to have anything to do with someone as perverse and repulsive as me. But fortunately, I am seeking a WOMAN who is NOT in HER right mind, a WOMAN who is truly as sick and twisted as I am! I am looking for a FEMALE slave to utterly and completely dehumanize. I am not looking for a "HER" or a "SHE", but an "it", a "thing", a piece of property for me to use and abuse as I see fit. I know there is no such thing as a "no limits" slave (hell, even I have limits), but I do require a slave who will accept my limits as HER limits. I know that this is likely to appeal to very few (and quite honestly, possibly NO) FEMALE slaves here, but I am hoping to find that one slave that truly wants to live as nothing more than an for its owners use. Among my favorite kinks are the following:

1. Piss drinking
2. Ass-to-mouth fucking (this is my absolute favorite activity)
3. Rimming
4. Toe sucking and boot worshipping
5. Rough and painful ass fucking and raping
6. Spitting (especially in the face!)
7. Tit and ass beatings that leave heavy bruises and welts
8. Public humiliation
9. Face slapping
10. Collars & Leashes
11. Choking
12. Biting

13. Having videos and pics of you being used posted on the internet and showing your face

14. Bareback fucking

15. Verbal humiliation and degradation

If you've made it this far and are interested in knowing more, email me and let's talk. I am hoping there is a slave out there as depraved as me who truly needs, and craves this kind of use and abuse. If that is you, then send me an email and tell me a bit about yourself. PS: For what it's worth, I finally took "the test" and the results were as follows: == Results from ://bdsmtest.org/ ==
99% Dominant
99% Degrader
98% Sadist
96% Master/Mistress
93% Voyeur
91% Owner
87% Rigger
80% Primal (Hunter)
77% Brat Tamer
72% Non-monogamist
70% Experimentalist
66% Exhibitionist
60% Daddy/Mommy
44% Ageplayer
4% Vanilla
3% Masochist
3% Switch
1% Submissive
1% Degradee
1% Girl/Boy
0% Slave
0% Rope Bunny
0% Brat
0% Primal (Prey)
0% Pet PPS: I hope the constant capitalization of the words FEMALE, WOMAN, HER and SHE made it clear I am only looking for FEMALE subs/slaves! I have no interest in males, CDs, transvestites or transgenders. If I may paraphrase a Seinfeld episode, "not that there is anything wrong with those", they're just not my thing and not what I'm looking for.

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11/1/2023 4:28:00 PM

Car accident update #1 – The Good, The Bad and the Ugly!

Well it’s been about seven weeks since my car accident, so I thought I’d give an update on how things are going.

THE GOOD news: The fracture of my L-3 vertebrae has healed quite nicely, so that issue is pretty much behind me. I also got a copy of the police report and the witnesses who saw the accident all agree that the other driver blew through the stop sign without slowing down, so there really is no question as to who is at fault.

THE BAD news: I have still been experiencing a fair amount of back pain despite the healing of the fractured vertebrae. Because of that I went in for a more detailed MRI of my back last week and it shows that my L5 and S1 vertebrae are now slightly out of alignment. This “slippage” is referred to as Spondylolisthesis. Fortunately the slippage in my case isn’t too severe (the more severe cases often require surgery to fuse the vertebrae) so we are starting physical therapy and exercises to strengthen the back muscles and relieve the discomfort. Hopefully in the next 6 to 8 weeks I’ll see my back pain greatly improved.

THE UGLY news: My attorney friend has been looking into my case for me, and unfortunately the other driver only had the state mandated minimum personal liability insurance of $15,000. He also did a preliminary background check on the driver, and she is essentially broke – little income, no assets and a huge amount of debt, so I am not likely to get very much money from her in any settlement. I will have to try and pursue a more reasonable settlement through my own insurance’s “un/under insured” provision, but I’m told that can be difficult and will take a while.

Oh well, hopefully the next update will be nothing but good news!!! 


10/28/2023 12:43:12 AM

EARTHQUAKE!!!

We just had an earthquake roll through San Francisco about an hour ago. It wasn’t very big, 3.9 on the Richter Scale, but the epicenter was in Millbrae near the San Francisco Airport, which is just south of where I live in The City.

It sent a pretty decent jolt rolling through my home. Now I was here for the 1989 Loma Prieta earthquake (which was scary as hell), and this was NOTHING like that, but I and a couple of friends I’ve been texting with agree it was definitely one of the more intense earthquakes we’ve experienced here in The City since 1989, and for a second or two it had me spooked. Thankfully it was over quickly, and caused little or no damage that I’ve heard of yet.

Now back to my regularly scheduled Friday evening programming


9/20/2023 9:59:24 PM

Looks like I’m gonna be out of commission for a little while…

About a week ago I was in a car accident. Some lady blew through a red light at an intersection and t-boned me at pretty high speed (the officer on the scene estimates at about 45-50 mph). Thankfully I was alone in the car and the impact was on the passenger side rear door so I was spared the worst of it, although when I see photos of my car that my friend took at the impound lot I shudder to think what would have happened to anyone sitting on the rear passenger side of the car (the car will no doubt be written off as a total loss).

Injury wise, I smacked my head on the driver side window pretty hard and had a brief loss of consciousness, but that wasn’t too serious. The only other real injury I had (besides my whole body being sore and achy for a week now) was actually a fracture to my L-3 vertebrae!! That sounds scary, but luckily the fracture was on the Transverse Process of the vertebrae (see photo below), so it wasn’t anywhere near the spinal column and there was no real threat of paralysis of any kind (although I can tell you hearing the words “fractured vertebrae” from a doctor in the emergency room can be pretty disconcerting).

However, it’s still a pretty serious injury, and my back is definitely hurting! There’s not much they can do to treat it, but the good news is that if I rest and I’m careful, the fracture should heal on its own in about 6 to 8 weeks.


I won’t be online much the next few weeks as I work on recovering, so don’t take it personally if I don’t reply to any message right away, it’s nothing personal.

Take care and drive safe!


8/30/2023 11:31:10 PM

I learned an important life lesson today!!

Today I went to do my one day/one trial jury service here in San Francisco. Thankfully, it consisted of just sitting around in the jury room all day and never being called in to a courtroom. To kill time, I usually bring a book to read in situations like this (I’m one of those old fogeys who still reads hard copy books and not digital books).

Anyway, the book I’ve been reading lately (re-reading actually) is William Shirer’s sprawling, 1,250 page “The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich – A History of Nazi Germany”.

It’s an excellent book, but what I learned today is that it’s probably NOT a good idea to crack open a book in public that has a big old Swastika on the front cover. Within the first half hour of reading it while we were waiting for groups to be called in to a court room, I got a whole bunch of dirty looks and evil eyes from some of the other potential jurors in the room. I pretty quickly ended up putting the book away and instead spent the day surfing the internet on my iPhone like everyone else!


7/29/2023 5:00:31 PM

Dumb? Stupid? Bimbo?

Do guys really want a woman who is dumb, stupid or a bimbo? Now I like my women to be many things - masochistic, submissive, nasty, raunchy, depraved and kinky as hell - but I can’t see anything appealing about stupidity, especially the kind of pretend stupidity I usually think of when I hear the term “bimbo”. Now I’m no intellectual giant myself (nobody would EVER mistake me for Albert Einstein), and I don’t expect that in a woman I’m involved with either. But I can’t imagine being intimately involved with someone, even casually, who wasn’t at least reasonably intelligent. I mean, life can’t be 24/7/365 BDSM, so it would be nice to have someone you can talk to about current events, politics, history, science, religion, music, books, film etc., even if she’s naked, leashed and collared while you’re doing it.


5/18/2023 7:05:35 PM

I just came across perhaps the most important and exciting medical study of the last decade (and perhaps of all time)!

Bras Make Breasts Sag, 15-Year Study Concludes

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/259073#1

“Wearing a bra does more harm than good - it does nothing to reduce back pain and weakens the muscles that hold up the breasts, resulting in greater breast sagging, Jean-Denis Rouillon, a sports science expert from the University of Besançon, France, reported after a 15-year study.”

So ladies, do yourselves (and us guys as well) a big favor and ditch your bras and set your titties free!!


4/17/2023 7:18:05 PM

Sleeping Naked - the key to a good night's sleep if you ask me!

I have NEVER understood why anybody would want to sleep in pajamas or any other type of bedtime apparel. I have slept naked for as long as I can remember (even as a kid), and I insist on it with any woman I'm with.

For me it’s a combination of comfort, the feel of skin on skin contact and of course the unfettered access to my woman’s body while in bed that appeals to me. But I just read that there are some real health benefits to sleeping naked. So if you aren't already sleeping in the nude, now you have no excuse not to!

https://greatist.com/health/benefits-of-sleeping-naked


10/7/2017 8:26:13 AM

Looks Can Be Deceiving...

Or to put it another way, you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover (no matter how fat and ugly that cover is).

A women recently emailed me saying she came across my profile and was very interested. So after exchanging a couple of brief emails, I asked her if any of the activities I list in my profile were hard limits for her. In response she sent me the following email:

No ATM
No Bruises
No Blood
No Damn stinky illegals!

At first I thought the last line about "illegals" was some kind of weird joke.  But then I looked at the rest of the pictures on her profile and I noticed one pic of her wearing a MAGA hat and another pic that had a confederate flag in the background and I realized she was being serious, or perhaps more accurately she thought she was talking to a kindred spirit who would appreciate that kind of "joke".

In response I emailed her the following:

Sorry, I'm not interested. Although I don't have a problem with a woman who is not into ATM, bruises or blood, I do have a problem with a woman who would write "No Damn stinky illegals".

Now I may indeed be a fat, ugly, old brutish man who enjoys using and abusing women (women who consent to and crave the kind of abuse I detail in my profile), but please don't assume that makes me some kind of right wing troglodyte. Outside of my own personal consensual BDSM relationships I am at heart a true "bleeding heart liberal" who is proud of my "San Francisco values"!


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 Age: 20
 Minneapolis, Minnesota