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WildCard58

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I am wildcard58,

Would like play partner thats fun has a sense of humor, can have an intelligent conversation, enjoys nerd tech and Sci-Fi. Yet playful and dress the part for most situations.

Hopeful to connect with a BBWDomme and or TSCD Switch leaning toward or having Dominate Sadistic side Switch that enjoys Bondage, KeyHolding, Humiliationand Queening to gain submission and most of the Interests I have checked.





NO DRAMA OR GAMES JUST ADVISE AND KNOWLEDGE EXCHANGE AND MEETING NEW FRIENDS WITH LIKE IDEAS.



CHECK INTERESTS AND SEE IF THEY MATCH MINE, IF NOT DONT WASTE BOTH OUR TIMES...






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9/17/2017 2:42:46 AM
Will be re-writing my profile soon since I have been abandoned. Reevaluating my life at this point. O More to follow.

9/16/2017 4:42:38 AM
I appear to be a abandoned Mistress and her vehicle are gone. I see no sign of her on the internet. I hate this feeling... lost in purgatory....

8/13/2017 4:49:04 AM
Mistress has decided she no longer wants me. I am useless to her sexually and am only allowed to live in my closet until a new owner is found. Or six months which ever comes first. She has taken up a new interest and have  had them moved in. Hopefully my new owner is sadistic and cruel. Mistress still has me on a workout regiment in order to make me attractive to the new owner. Mistress will retain all of my possessions except for a bare minimum and one vehicle to relocate.

6/16/2017 7:10:10 AM
Mistress is really sad I guess Lady Maria has decided to move back home, because of more family matters. Mistress is packing Lady Maria's stuff and only called me to carry the box out as she finishes each one. She's real quiet, I wish I could hide. Because I'm her only target when she goes off now.

6/12/2017 4:02:35 AM
Well heard nothing from Mistress or Lady Maria. I don't dare try and call, got cane strokes to match the number of times I tried and call her. Still got a welt back there.
 I did contact a TS Domme to get more details of what possible I might be in store for. And basically got nothing. Very short answers, gave me the sense the really weren't interested, but want me to come to them. Which was not a problem if I knew where, where was, airports, hotels, shopping, and most of all safety and privacy. I have ton of questions and would like them addressed before I/we go further. I just may have to reside to Mistress's plans of her picking out and getting Domme friends for my further training.
 Only worried because I have work later today and can't get out of these cuffs or lose that damn bowling ball. Noticing a few more people peeking when Mistress is away. None of them looked like the guy that picked her up. A few I can't tell cause your in costume. Oh well sit and wait time.

6/11/2017 3:28:44 AM
Empty house again. Mistress has tasked me with putting in an entry for today or lose my balls. Not sure how to put my feelings into words. I can't believe what happened today. Mistress had something up her sleeve but I didn't know what. But I sure found out, it has left me feeling betrayed, helpless, and extremely humiliated. Mistress had her boyfriend come over to our house and pick her up, for their date. She made me carry her bags to the entry way while I was all cuffed up and dragging the ball which is and has been all day locked to my nuts. She and her boyfriend left around 5 this evening as did Lady Maria. I don't know if they are all together or if they dropped Lady Maria off. What I do know is my Mistress/wife is with another man. She has kept me cuffed up all day and I just got my hands in front of me, so I could make this entry and upset Mistress. I've only napped off and on, because my mind is racing wondering what she is doing and getting the same picture in my mind of her having sex with another man. She even brought me to the door naked, cuffed, collared, and hobbled, when he came to get her. She introduced us and I could see the laughter in his eyes at my situation. I know she got a laugh out of the intro and was smiling her evil smile. As one last humiliation before she left, she reached up under her dress and took her panties off in the doorway with her boyfriend standing right there grabbed my balls and squeezed and shoved the panties into my mouth. "I won't be needing these" she said as grabbed her boyfriends hand and closed the door. I could feel tears beginning to swell, I used to never cry, seems like that's all I do. I don't feel She is my wife or me her husband. More like a wounded animal she enjoys torturing.
 Also my days are counting down to locate a TS Domme to train me as a sissy. After what little looking I have done if she really is gong to change me into a cross dresser I think I want to be a rubber girl doll. But so far not getting any answers back from any of the one I have contacted. All the others that sound like they would do what Mistress wants are too far away. And most of Mistresses girlfriends really want to see me castrated and I'm sure some of the guys she's talking to would be more than happy tp help her. I am so fucked. This is not what I wanted at all. But she has become too powerful for me to fight back especially mentally. Plus it doesn't help she hints at blackmail if I protest anything. I know this entry is for her followers and friends to humiliate me more. I don't know how much more I can take. Or what her plans are. I did find a bunch of airline bookings she jotted down , so I can only assume she's planning a vacation with her boyfriend.

6/5/2017 5:30:22 AM
Mistress finally called and said she would be home in a day or so. And she might be bringing her new friend to come stay here. That the house better be spotless and the pool cleaned.

6/3/2017 7:16:01 AM
Empty house. No Lady Maria and looks like her things are gone. And some of Mistresses clothes are gone too. I hope she's headed to meet up with Mistress. Still can't get her on the phone goes straight to voice mail. Feeling pretty empty now.

6/2/2017 7:14:44 AM
Two days now, no Mistress. Even Lady Maria seems worried. She too is short with me. Plus she doesn't have the keys to my chastity. Constantly looking out the window ever time a car drives by. I hope Mistress comes home soon.

5/8/2017 6:45:38 AM
I think Mistress is planning on giving me away. I'm only allowed to go to work and back. This was the first weekend I was allowed to walk what used to be my house. Mistress and Lady Maria have redecorated almost everything. Mistress mentioned she wants me to start shaving me whole body now, not just my useless dick and balls, armpits and chest, but legs and arms too. She's says she's going to give me to a Transgender Dominate that will forcibly turn me into a girl. And she wants to watch the whole thing and I'm sure Lady Miria will be there too.

4/23/2017 1:47:32 AM
Mistress and Maria are spending more time together. I am no longer allowed in Mistress's bedroom. Maria looks like she has moved in. All my stuff has been removed and put in the guest bathroom after she ordered me to remove the mirror. Going to be tough shaving. My room now is at the other end of the house. She had me flip the lock and add a deadbolt on the outside of my door. It's got carpet in here. My bed is a thin mattress that fits across on the left, and the bondage chair on the right. I can't hear them in the house most of the time. At least the wifi works tonight. I'm put in my room if I'm not doing housework or chores.
 Mistress has instructed me to write down what I did this week. I am now only allowed to wear female panties that Mistress or Maria pick out. They want me wearing them all the time now. Mistress says my naked penis offends Maria. She also makes me go get the mail in my new panties and one of her old robes and slippers. It always seems like there is a neighbor out everytime she sends me. Guess I have bad timing.
 I feel horrible they made me try on a few woman's swimsuits and woman's shoes. One pair was too tight and the other fit ok. The ones that fit were open toed with about a 2 each heel. Tough to walk in a straight line. Then they made me try on a woman's bikini and it barely fit. Mistress made me go with Maria outside to do my pool chores and yard work. I did the work Maria and Mistress sat on the porch talking and giggling. Maria did bring me a drink a couple of times. Maria seemed busy takng care of the Mistress's needs.It was hot today Got more wood down into the dungeon shed. Maria and Mistress seemed to be going in there a lot while I'm doing my house work. At least Mistress is always smiling when they come in.

3/22/2017 1:35:09 PM
I REALLY screwed up and I didn't even know it. I did figure out it must be a DNA flaw. I'm too much a flirt. She spanked my balls and slept on it. I could take the spanking better than the ultimate punishment. She's not going to play Mistress anymore. I feel so lost. And alone. I've said Sorry a thousand times but it's not changing her mind... What to do?

3/16/2017 9:42:38 AM
Pool bead blasting and total cleaning completed. Mistress Princess is ready to start hosting pool get together's  with a few of her Mistress friends. I can only guess my roll on those events. She already has me practicing in wrist cuffs, ankle hobbles and chastity. The chastity is 24/7. She's considering the parachute and weight set. She had me out today skimming the pool in only those items. She stayed under the porch and directed me. I don't think the neighbors could see, but she did let come in when we noticed a helicopter not too far away flying around. At least no cops. But still made me feel very humiliated. Wish she would have let me do my choirs in the dark. No reward again today. It's going on a month again. She makes me cross off the days on the calendar.
 She seems easy to piss off since our temp sub moved on and hasn't even contacted her. In my kennel is at the foot of the bed, from the sounds of things I thought they were closer. Anyway she mentioned she's talking with another girl that wants to be submissive daughter. Maybe that will put her in a good mood. 

12/12/2016 3:46:18 AM
Almost fully recovered and don't blame Princess. It was and accident. Always remember your willing partner is your responsibility. Be safe and Happy Holidays.

10/30/2016 8:58:19 AM
I forgot to fill Mistress's SUV with gas Friday, and she's locked me in a parachute with a short chain attached to a bowling ball. I can't even stand up. Knees are killing me, tile floors are rough. My balls really ache. And she keeps smacking them inside the parachute. I think she's trying to kill them off. Guess it could be worse she could have gotten batteries for that shock collar she puts around my nuts. That frigging hurts bad!

10/20/2016 9:17:08 AM
Mistresses online slave ended up being extremely needy and could not mix vanilla, roleplaying or real life. Ended up being a name caller and called us rude for not being on all the time for her. Even called us fakes. This steel cage locked on my penis isn't fake. Anyway Mistress broke off contact with this person and read the support suggesting we use the block feature here. Some of Mistresses other Mistress friends says this happens all the time. Mistress is going to be on her other site to keep in contact with her friends. 
  Mistress is setting up a meeting with one of Mistress friends near where she like to go shopping. So guess I'm getting reservations to the Hilton this weekend. Hope she takes me with.
 Yeah she said yes. But I have to bring the kennel, crap! Looks like I'm gonna have some alone time.
 Mistress's calling more later,.

10/18/2016 5:39:48 PM
 Mistress has taken on a female sub and made me watch while she is online with her. The new sub has not sent a picture. Mistress's other Mistress friends told her she should require her to send a picture. Of course I don't have any input. Mistress told me to book reservations for the hotel in Tucson because she needs to go to Costco and Sam's club. Wonder if she's meeting that new sub. Probably need to bring the kennel. Hmmm could it be for the new sub? We'll see.

10/14/2016 7:47:31 AM
Mistress is pissed she was messaging one sub that sounded too good to be true and it was. Because the profile has been deleted, when she asked if she could talk to them over the phone. I tried to warn her not all people are real here. Then the same thing happened again the same day. She swears if she ever really met these women she'd sew them shut. But at also the same time, she's had about a dozen men contact her for a position with her. She wants me to start investigating the local Kink clubs to see if meeting people in person would be better. So I will be on other sites to find out more.

10/12/2016 4:56:27 PM
 Mistress Is in dialogue with several slaves and subs. I don't know what she has planned. Nervous and excited at the same time. She says they are all girls. I know she gets bombarded with dozens of males hope she's not planning on replacing me. We talked about getting me some help with some of the bigger chores around here. Also my need to learn how to cook besides on the grill. She did let me see the messages and profile of some young slave that sounds too good to be true. And too young and too high of maintenance for what Mistress and I talked about. I hope she can get to get a hucow/pig girl as sub. Like I get a choice....NOT. 

10/9/2016 10:21:24 AM
Important tip DO NOT hang a picture crooked with Mistress Princess especially if she gets new toys in the mail. She lit my ass up and when your standing on a ladder there is no where to go but down. Also the weirdest thing every camera in the house the batteries are dead and won't recharge. Along with the phones updating the cameras stopped too. Guess we'll be headed to go see them V guys/gals today about these phones.  

10/6/2016 8:58:38 AM
Back from short va-ka only got to see 8 hours of Vegas but Mistress had fun and got some shopping in. She to mercy on me and completely drained my balls to the point they hurt. She wouldn't stop until I was in total pain, and I was shooting dust. In fact my balls still ache bad right now. She had me looking like a bad prom date when she milked me in a piledriver position. OMG! That was my first release in months.

10/4/2016 7:48:29 AM
  In the middle of Vegas locked in a kennel, in a closet, locked in a hotel room. Mistress also keeps my clothes locked up in suitcase and only she knows the combination,  Mistress is gone for hours doing who knows what or who. She brings me food, but no utensils. When she does let me out the beds have a metal thing all around the legs she chains me to a heavy table with just enough chain to sit up but not enough to stand. Big day ahead getting tattoo as her property. And another surprise, she won't say.

10/2/2016 3:48:17 AM
 Ready to take Mistress on her vacation. Mistress did confide she should have had a couple of female domestic subs/slaves to finish unpacking the house, so it would all be done when she got back. That got my intention. But she also said I'd be on a shorter leash and tighter chastity, possibly with spikes inside. ;-( 

9/30/2016 10:47:17 AM
Let me rephrase the question. Can anybody recommend a play dungeon rental or theme hotel in Las Vegas? 

9/29/2016 7:16:30 PM
Anybody know where we could legally rent a dungeon for play in the Las Vegas area? Mistress gave permission to look, she said she's tried. If you know send us a link or message.

9/25/2016 8:30:32 AM
Where do the these people come from that devise all of these torture devices? And who tests them? Mistress's newest toy is a spiked parachute. At afternoon's end She had over a pound pulling and perforating my testicles and scrotum. But the worst was when She added the leash. After a few hours in that "meat tenderizer" I was gratefully happy to be released. She put me back into chastity and back to putting things away. Todays a new day we'll see what happens. I did get started cleaning the playroom up. I have to get in there and measure things. Wonder what She has in mind today? 

9/24/2016 6:36:51 AM
 New change in our routine, I'm allowed to remove my clothes inside the door way of the new house. Porch is visible from 3 sides (don't want to scare the vanilla straights). Temporary collar hangs on coat hook along with leash. Then I have to crawl over to Mistress on my hands and knees (thank goodness for carpet). The usual coming home from work kiss has been replaced by at least 1 sharp smack on the ass with her long riding crop and it's not with the tip. That smack automatically clears my mind of anything I have to say important or not. Then comes the service or worship or list of chores before bed she requires done until being ushered to my sleeping area.
 Second week of work unpacking the rest of the house. I think the boxes are multiplying. Also have to make a dump run and run to thrift store to donate more of my clothes. She's decided I get one small dresser that doesn't match the rest of the furniture. She had me outfit it so that a metal bar slides down thru the handle and padlocks at the top. You can't open it more that a half inch, no chance of getting your hand in to pull anything out.
 Don't know who she's getting tips or advise from, but they sure cover all the bases with her.

9/11/2016 2:44:52 AM
I now have my own individual account (MPrincess147) for the Dom Sisters that wish to discuss training techniques I should be learning to use on wildcard to make him more submissive to me.

9/10/2016 5:28:25 AM
Oh subhubbie guess what came in the mail yesterday. Yup, that dog collar that shocks. Guess where I'm going to put it baby? LMFAO!

9/6/2016 4:46:05 AM
Things seem to be falling back to our new norm. subhubbie is off on business. He has to check in and display his numbered chastity lock. Other Dom females interested in conversing with subhubbie wildcard may do so thru here so that I may monitor his activities.

9/2/2016 8:51:08 AM
 subhubbie and I are back to normal what ever that is. lol! He has a business trip Monday for a few weeks. But he's back under key again where he belongs. Wish I knew a Mistress or FemDom couple to put him back under metal lock and key once he lands instead of plastic. No matter he has to send pics on his phone back when he's off work with date and time. I missed being a BRAT.

8/8/2016 2:34:12 PM
As "wildcards" Mistress I will be making all further entries for my pathetic subbie. Kind of hard to typed with mittens on behind his back. Ta Ta....

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SecretHoles
 
 Age: 21
 Atlanta, Georgia