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frigidcunnt
| Hetero Female, 24, New York
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New York 5' 2"
105 lbs
24
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Caucasian
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9/2/2016 5:40:29 PM: I dated a new man this year. He was charming, he was good-looking, he was successful, and I thought things were going well. But every time I tried to stop him from touching me he got more annoyed. Once I woke up to him undressing me and we had a screaming fight. He said any normal girl would have let him. We dated for eight months and we never had sex, we kissed on the mouth a handful of times. Then last weekend he told me I could let him fuck me or I could leave. I genuinely thought about it but the thought was too uncomfortable. When I was going to say no he pinned me to the wall by my throat and ran his hands over me. I kneed him in the crotch and ran out. Maybe I just am not meant for sex, maybe I need someone who's okay with never getting access to my body.
9/26/2015 10:23:28 PM: I've wondered if I'm a lesbian, but I'm simply not attracted to women, either. My ex was almost certainly right about one thing: I'm an impossible-to-please control freak.I don't know if I want to let go or even if I want to want to. It's like there's something missing in me that normal women have, that lets them lower their standards and allow men to touch them, leering, selfish men.
9/14/2015 5:30:15 PM: Maybe my problem isn't me at all. Maybe it's just that I've never met a single man I wasn't better than. That's what I'm thinking whenever I turn men down - it feels like I'd be lowering myself to let any of them touch me. Men are disgusting, stupid creatures and I'm better than all of them, why should I let them touch me? I hate them.
9/12/2015 8:02:12 PM: Last night, I decided I would try loosening up a little.I put on an absurdly short red dress with an alarmingly low neckline, my highest heels, applied enough makeup to look like a whore, and went to a local bar. Every time a man approached me, I got more annoyed. Men are obnoxious, the way they leer and flirt. Finally I let the least annoying one buy me a drink. And then I braced myself and let him buy me another. He was staying in a nice hotel. Many drinks later, I went back to it with him. I was drunk enough to let him kiss me in the hallway outside his hotel room. When we got inside, he offered me some wine, which I gladly accepted. I figured the drunker I am, the better chance I'll go through with it. I flirted. I leaned down and 'accidentally' let him see my breasts. I started to cross my legs and then laughed and said, 'oh, no, I can't do that or you'll see I'm wearing crotchless panties.' He wanted me.I let him kiss my shoulder, I even let him start to cup my breasts through the dress. But... as soon as I felt his hardon against my back, I froze. I left him like that, drunk as I was on all the alcohol he'd bought me. I couldn't do it. I just grabbed my purse and left while he kept asking what was wrong. He seemed angry.It was still the farthest anyone's gotten since my ex.
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