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Been very busy with new slaves as I wait for quietone to finalize hur divorce and become my full-time property. In the mean time I have added a picture of Andrea, who I will be using harshly very soon |
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I am checking that this journl is still working |
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I am checking that this journl is still working |
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slavish4u2 on 10/13/15 at 6:45 PM:
I have read this many times, will i truly be a creature, that is hard to fathom, i want to be created, if Your words are true, i will reach the highest point of my life. I feel you can read my mind, say what i am thinking, know how i feel, it intoxicates me. It makes look at Your Cock more and more as it becomes etched in my mind. I see it in my mind all day, exactly as it look on here
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here is the latest message from my newest worshiper
| slavish4u2 on 10/13/15 at 8:31 AM: |
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I have no choice but to do what You command My Lord God. My soul, my body, my mind belong to You. I am Your slave, I am Your property. I will not touch anyone, I will not cum without Your approval. Right now, i must admit, I AM feeling mindless but i hope this will pass. I am obssessed by Your cock, I am mesmerized by Your balls, I need you |
I am still looking for a young girl (biological female) to be trained in this damneder |
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New supplicant seeks to worship me as hur God. i will be updating hur transformation as it goes forward
| slavish4u2 on 10/12/15 at 9:05 AM: |
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Thank you my God. I crawl to Your feet and lick Your balls, licking them , sucking and worshipping them with all of my heart and soul. Your balls own me, your cock owns me. They are greater than i could ever be, they rule my life and my every thought |
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All life is in flux. sissy michelle is no longer under my tutelage. i wish her happiness and success as she moves forward with her life. at her request I am taking down her photographs. i am presently working with a potential long term slave and I will be posting photos and correspondence from her shortly. |
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Here is the next step in sissy michele's training. This was sent to hur about hur hands on training which begns next friday
I will expect you to be dressed and in full make up and on your knees when I arrive with the door unlocked. I will text you when I get there so you can unlock the door and get on your knees just before I enter. I will lock the door behind me and at that moment you belong to me. You will be on your knees in slave position 1, this is on your knees, knees far apart, hands behind your back, head down looking at the floor. You will say nothing until spoken to. I will put my hand out and you will kiss it and then you will say your prayer out loud to me. When you are finished with your prayer I will slap you across the face hard (like the little whore in the GIF) and you will say "thank you Lord" and then kiss the hand again. I will continue to do this until you are in tears at which point I will undress and let you greet me by licking my balls as in the photo. Once this greeting ceremony is over I will want to take a shower to get clean. you will undress and get the shower going at the right temperature, warm but not scalding hot. You will undress and then get into the shower and wash my body, make sure you have clean sponges and a good quality body wash, you will clean all parts of my body, this will be a normal duty that you will perform for me regularly. Once you have soaped and washed my body you will clean my asshole with you tongue. You will thank me for allowing your disgusting tongue to enter my holy body. I may need to piss at this point in which case I will tell you that I need to piss. You will place the tip of my penis in your mouth and I will take a long hot piss. You will do your best to swallow my holy water as this is a form of communion with your God. I expect you will not be able to swallow it all but you will make sure you swallow as much as possible and then you will thank me for allowing you to have my holy water and beg forgiveness for not swallowing it all and you will promise to do better in the future until you can swallow every drop. I will then get out of the bath and you will dry me using your best quality towels (if you do not have any good quality towels go to the local mall and buy the best quality available). These should be reserved for my use only.You will dry me all over my body from head to toe including my crotch and ass. Then we will begin your training in earnest.
Make sure you are clean including your pussy and that there is not a single hair anywhere on your body, your face should be as smooth as possible as well. I will inspect you carefully and any violations of this order will lead to punishment. I will expect complete obedience and obeisance . If you hesitate or resist I will leave and you will never see me again. The words "no" or "I can't do that" or "please don't do that" are not to enter your mind. You are to be mine body and soul or you are to be left alone in the wilderness to wander as a stranger from your God.
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Here is a morning note from my sissy michele. As you can see she now yearns to be completely under my control and to give hurself to me. She has now accepted me as hur GOd and she worships me and has renounced all other gods
".Its time for so much Master. Fucking me for sure. I say that knowing I never have a say in when you do fuck me or use me i whatever way you feel the need to My LORD. I long day and night to be on my knees in front of my GOD Sir. I read your messages and the plans you have for me Sir. You know I can be so much more once you collar me and teach me to let go and live through you Sir. I do wish I'd have been there with you when that feeling came on Master. Its where I belong my Lord. Its where I want and need to be."
She included a cute drawing
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Allowed sissy michel to have an orgasm as I instructed hur on Yahoo. Here is hur thank you note
"I do thank YOU my LORD for the chance to clear my mind and body and refocus on what is most important. Giving myself mind and body to YOU my GOD."
She now worships me through daily prayer. she is my greatest accomplishment.
This should be the goal of all dominants when training slaves and the goal of all subs when being trained
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From sissy Michelle this morning
"My period is over so I am no longer wearing a pad Sir. But what a powerful feeling and training object that is. I hope I get a longer lasting one next time" |
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Sissy Michelle is beginning to feel the effect of my methods
"Sissy was next door with a friend for 50th BD party.. It got so strange standing around all them and had to come home. I was there with panties on with a mini pad on and my mind went off. I can't explain except to say I cam in my room and had a sexual experience on my bed. I was humping my ass back head down on the bed. I was thinking of all you have wrote. I feel as if I am under your control and I couldn't not get any control back. I have never felt like that, Like now even Sir. Sir I indeed need to spend some time with you. I need that very badly my MASTER and LORD. I feel you now. I am weak and need your guidance MY LORD. "
And then later she wrote
"Master I have to say lately I get looks that seem to say ITS NO SECRET SISSY......I can't explain it but to say they are looking right at me and seeing into me or something."
She is changing and becoming what I want hur to be |
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From Sissy
"I just returned from the dollar store with pantie liners and tampons. I have my first tampon ever in my pussy now. The feeling is like no other I ever felt. And the little string hanging from my pussy. Oh my I am so thankful you made me do this Sir A shrine to you. Master Candles, your cock pic, my praying to you which I do not only every morning and evening. But also before and after I write you My Lord. Your cock is amazing and I want so much to slobber all over myself crying and licking and sucking on you oh lord Rory Sir" |
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From sissy Michelle my new subject.
"I am so horny my clity hurts. I have not had release in so very long i am out of my mind. The percum just roles out of my clity Sir. I know you can change me Master. Give me purpose and show me what I am dieing to be inside. I have to have it and you know it Master. I need to do this for me as I do for you Sir. You know unlike many others how to show me the way. I am losing my mind and body here Sir.
I truly should be on my knees praying to you and all the rest today Sir. Submiting to you and your will and way Sir. But I'll be in the place I have to be when I am knelling in front of you Sir. Oh my gosh this is hard to write Master. My mind is such a blur after reading your message".
She is beginning to bend to her natural place in the world |
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Here is a taste of what is happening to my new piece of property
"Bend me over and fill my sissy pussy as I beg for release. Cumming together as one. You seeding my sissy pussy and marking it as YOURS. And in that moment when I need so badly to get release. You'll make me tell you everything. Break me and take total control of me. Oh gosh that is such a powerful thought. You do know what your doing Sir. I beginning to feel your power over me from just what I have done so far.
Master your going to have to lock my clity up sometime soon. I don't have the will power to not cum when my sissy mind is a blaze as it is now. I trying but oh hell its hard Sir.
I woke up this morning think about being on my knees with my sissy mouth open waiting for your piss. I thought for a moment I wet my panties. But i only spotted them Master."
sissy mchele |
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I have taken a new sissy slave for training, hur name is Michelle. I am hur lord and master. i will be posting some of her training here. |
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Quietsub has requested a hiatus from training because of health issues which I have granted until January 2016. In the meantime I am open to new applications from both men and women |
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She is away on business but sent this to me today
"Thank You Master for letting me serve You and i pray that You will use me for Your pleasure . .. . i too desire that training, intense and necessarily debasing . . .. in the past Sir once i was hooded and bound and left in a closet one evening . .. it was very intense and i think that isolation in shackles can quickly move the needle with me . .i do not know if that is even possible or necessary or conceivable . . but that event stayed with me a long time . .to this day . ..water sports are intensely degrading but clearly show me just how low i am and how submissive i am in front of Your Superiority that too will be difficult and necessary . . i am bared in front of You, exposing my weaknesses Master . . .
Your gurl
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Yes Master i understand . . .this is a surprise and after a moment i realize of course that i need this exposure and tearing down . . . to see myself in a mirror in a way . . . it is just another important step in tearing me down .. . reducing my csociety induced ego .. than You Master for taking me and thank You for the pain and discomfort i feel . . . .thank You Master Rorymor
Being Your gurl gives me comfort, being humiliated infront of the sales girl is not something i look forward to . . . but i know that i need to lose any thoughts of being a Man again . .this will help . .. .writing those last words about losing hope of being a Man again . |
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I have ordered quietsub not to cum and here is the effect, quite gratifying.
"I am dripping master . . i havent come in weeks ....and i almost lost it today .. as i schanged clothes when i got home i lay on my stomach on the bed and just the pressure through my panties and the decision i made to just accpet what i am . .i began thinking about Your hand on my mouth as You enter me from behind .. and i began to feel myslef ooze alot of precum, i rolled over and ate it all not having any orgasm" |
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Here is another communication from quietsub. As you can see she has surrendered to her sub side and to me. i look forward to training hur into the perfect slave for me.
"Master -
i want to be Your gurl,, i want to dress to excite You . . heels and stockings . . whatever You want . . .be Your gurl . .service You like You want . . .focussed completely on Your pleasure . . . and being taken completely by You . . .i think about Your kiss and melting into You Master"
and here is my reply to hur
"Wearing panties, garters, stockings is not so much about exciting me as it is about conditioning you. In time you will be more than just my gurl you will be my property, completely subject to my will, focused totally on being a reflection of my will. I will of course use you for my sexual pleasure but owning you, having molded you, having destroyed the male ego that has been forced upon your true self will be my greatest pleasure. To know that you exit just for me, that the thoughts of me completely fill your mind, that you are prepared to do what ever it takes to please me even before I ask you to, that is where I am taking you."
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I ordered quietsub to make sure her cock and balls were tucked when wearing panties (which is to be all the time). here is her reaction. You can see she is making real progress
"Sir, it is tucked and wow . . . i never realized how much a bulge in my jeans defined me . .now that they are flat fronted and smooth . . well it is even more emasculating .. the panties were hidden . .. , but this is essentially showing the world i have no cock or balls ... it hurts its profound . . still processing these feelings" |
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As promised I will be posting the progress of my new trainee here for all to read as well as posting hur photos. Here is what she had to say after our first meeting/
"Being pantied as You ordered and expected has also helped. i am aware what i am all day and now very comfortable and happy in my new role, and i can see how my life with others will undoubtedly change. i was excited but in an inferior sense, there was the soft feeling around my clit, but no male excitement, no full erection, in fact it was more difficult to get hard, but being soft and flaccid, while a bit unsettling felt a bit more natural. Somehow being flaccid was more calming and exciting at the same time, i felt my walk a bit different as the panties hugged my hips . . .i felt a tingle way back at the base of my cock . .well maybe further back.
It was not easy nor natural to pee standing in panties so i sat . . . that too was more natural.
The thought of being harshly trained by You, hurt, crying, debased all seem to be now a painful but natural next step . . .trusting You to break and remold me. . your understanding that there will be steps in both directions helps me accept the future. Your wisdom and strength and compelling and undeniable. Please Sir accept me as Your trainee until i can make myself worthy as Your slave".
As she makes progress I will post new journal entries. If you have comments or suggestions feel free to send them to me. |
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