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Eslavegirl
| Hetero Female, 64, Westminster, Maryland
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Seeking Dominant Man with principles and integrity....just to clarify girl does not do LD or online and has no interest in relocating.
i am also known as zamarra...i seek a LTR. i work hard. i like yoga and poetry and movies. Love to go to dinner and tea, enjoy wine on occasion.
i erased the BDSM test as it is old. i am not interested in humiliation or degradation.
i always love a gentleman and manners.
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12/27/2023 10:48:04 PM: The apple and the tree, or is it the seed?
The bloom speaks, longs to be seen, tho
The shadow will eat the tree, what needs
Feeds what grows, and a girl sits, knows Time's teachings make karma sow...
zamarra
12/28/23
12/27/2023 10:26:47 PM: Sadness flows like water.
It takes the shape of change,
As tears, as rain, as the sea
Rocking me into memory
Of being carefee, happy,
Riding those waves, bouncing
With the crest and fall as
Seagulls squawk loudly
As we remember Jonathan
And that book, Illusions, as
i grok understanding into
A moment where no reason
Finds me riddled by grief
And the answer resides
In a heart been broken
So many times, only the few
Dare touch its fire for it burns
Red and raw beneath the scars
And there is a wall between
Me and you i work at breaking
So i can share what's true.
zamarra
12/1/23
8/22/2023 1:44:05 PM: 8/22/23
Didn't know could post again...my my....my writing is elsewhere all of it but feeling shy here....i will have to pick a poem.
The choice was random.
It is heavy, this life:
A mountain
Won't move.
The sun burns.
Carrion feeds
Vulture needs.
Somehow we go:
Wings grow,
Living show
Of how we know
What we sow.
Waves come crashing:
Moon shadow
Pulls and pushes,
Half or full,
The tide hits
Ebb or flow,
Force let's go...
We stand
Together
And alone,
We stand
As One
And two,
We stand
Because
We can...
We stand
On land
Even though
Life hits hard,
We stand...we stand...
We stand,
A Muse,
And a Bard,
We stand,
Unable
To sink
In this crisis
Of quicksand.
August 2023
zamarra
7/3/2017 11:27:12 PM: Surrender and yield, to listen and obey.Mistakes may be made that level a path.His way becomes clear, choice, His will.When nothing is lost, nothing is gained.When All is His need, meaning creates the deed.Forget about winning. This is not a game.Others may come, touchstones with faces.Remember His hold never let's go;Because He does not grip or use force,Ease is the comfort of being His desireFor all a slave may need, His pleasure,Burns her only fire as His attentionGrows into the only reason to be, why a girl breathes.
eslavegirl
6/5/2016 12:50:22 PM: A slave’s Lessons on Being a slave
This slave has learned many things from many different people, and is grateful to each one, even those who misused or abused her.
As much as a Master should never act in anger so a slave should never speak when she is in her anger. A slave should master her emotions enough to be able to contain them.
This is something this slave is far from Mastering but hopes to learn.
In M/s a Master and a slave is defined by his or her role. So even if a Master is wrong he is right. And if there is another individual who may know more if he or she is below an individual in rank that individual cannot be deferred to in any way.
Principles must rule. A slave must always obey the Master if owned. If not owned a slave should honor and show respect to another Master given no abuse or misuse or disrespect has been shown to the slave at all times.
Protocols and rituals matter in any dynamic but are unique to the dynamic. What works for one leather family or one Master/slave may not work for another.
For this slave, serving a Master is the highest honor she can have and yet it is the rare Master she can serve with all her heart for she must love and be devoted to a Master to serve Him. This slave has found it can be dangerous to be a slave for many who take the title do not embody what this slave considers necessary for any Master.
A slave must live and be ruled by her gratitude and joy in serving.
Kink and sex may have nothing to do with serving. To this slave in her very limited experience they are a gift or reward or perk of serving.
For this slave, there is no negotiation when owned. Any Master this slave would serve would never hurt this slave without purpose or intention. In the courtship and getting to know each other any and all concerns would already be known and respected.
Obedience is first and last rule of being a slave and serving.
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