1/6/2018 2:13:13 PM: That evening I get a text from Big John, he has ordered my toys at a fetish shop on the other side of town ask for Leroy. i am to pick it up before i go to his apt. That morning i prepare my self for bigJohn, making my body hairless, telling my wife i might be a bit late tonightI am nervous and super hard for my meeting. I find the sex shop in a real bad part of town. I circle for a few times thinking about changing my mind, but the thought of disappointing  BigJohn's and and his beautiful cock. I park the car and enter, the place eases sleaze  with all kinds of people a meeting place of undesirables. I go to the window and in the most timid voice I ask for Leroy I say BigJohn sent me He laughs and says You must be the white cocksucker slut in a loud voice, that gets everyone's attentionHe orders me to enter and says my box is in the back. As I walk to the back of the store he follows me in. Half way in he grabs me and pushes me on my knees, He is a big black man and forceful. Before I know it he has his cock out in my face. 'Suck it whiteboi as a favor to BigJonn, I act on instinct and take his cock in my mouth, another monster, he moves my head back and forth as he fucks my mouth. He finally explodes and tells me not to swallow, he wants it to drip down my face as he takes a photo to send to BigJohn.He tells me I am OK but needs more training. He then calls in Juan and has me suck him off, but the end of the morning i must have sucked off six guys all photos for BigJonFinally with my box of toys and my mouth in pain allowed to leave, my life is finally changed

8/14/2016 6:07:44 AM: I rush to the basement and call Big John as he ordered. Over the phone he orders me on my knees, i do that immediately, tells me to take out my little clit and orders me to jerk off. Telling me that will be the last time i get that pleasure.I am to report to him at his apartment tomorrow and purchase a Chasity harness before i arrive and to be cleanly shaven, because i will become his Bitch, He hangs up and i clean my mess and realize my life, my whole is about to change

2/8/2016 4:49:47 PM: I take the paper put it in my pocket. I feel the whole coffee shoppe. Knows what I did. Go to my car, my ass feels like a 10ibch beer can is stuck in it. The drive home is agony, can't sit it HURTs fucked with no lube by a monster dick. When I get home, tell my wife need to go upstairs, got stomach pains. Go in the bathroom, and jerk off soo excited. The feeling were so mixed, sissy slut, whore, made the big man cum. Took a quick shower trying to soothing my on fire ass. That night I was in fantasy land thinking of my performance, hoping big John enjoyed my ass and oral talents. As my wife took here bath I texted Big John, thanking him for the day and asking if he enjoyed me. My dick was never oo hard, even doing the good days of my marriage. He orders me to ca look l him. Go to another party of the house and call.

1/19/2015 11:01:10 PM: A FANTASY In the local supermarket, getting some food. Without thinking bump into a large Black Man with the most beautiful blue eyes. We smile at each other and move on. Few isles later we meet again and share some quick words. At check out we see each other again and  a smile and some small talk. As i follow him out to the parking lot he stops and asks if i would like a cup of coffee at the Double D. I totally agree and we move to the coffee shop.He tells me to grab a table in the corner and he moves to get us our drinks. As he comes backs he slides in next to me, not across, a bit odd but i see he is a person of control. Does not ask me how i like my coffee gets me what he is drinking. We chat for a bit asks me my name and i saw william, he smiles and says like little willy. He boasts well i am big JOHN. in a few the chatter and laughter stops. With a stare he orders me to unzip his pants, i am mesmerized by his stare and quickly obey. He commands meet BIG JOHN and ply with him. i am like a puppet i obey and stroke his huge member. it starts to grow as i stroke it, i start to get goose bumps and getting excitedNow he orders me to the bathroom and to get the large handicap stall. get undressed and wait for him. i am nervous as hell but quickly obey. Minutes later i hear a knock and i open the door. he commands on all four, i obey and he drags me by my hair to his bulging cock, now suck slut, i am now in sub-slut-space. i suck and lick like a kid with a lollipop. He orders make it good and wet.He forces me up and backs me up to his lap, in a single motion he is fucking my ass. No lube just saliva hurts like hell. and i feel like he is going to split me open. the pain and pleasure is unbearable.in a few moments i feel a warm wet stream down my leg as he pumps away. He pushes me back to the floor orders me to clean him, i take his still hard cock and lick it clean. finally he gets up, zippers his pants, orders me to get dressed and return to the table. My ass hurts sooo bad, but i return to the table, to find he is gone just a slip of paper with a phone number signed BIG JOHN                                           To be continued 

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