8/19/2014 7:37:05 PM: Daddy had me buy an extra large anal plug to stretch my pussy really well. I can't wait for it to arrive!

8/1/2014 10:36:04 AM: Daddy and i met again yesterday for another training session.  i was instructed to arrive wearing my lingerie, chastity cage, and butt plug. When i arrived i got on my knees and knocked on the door.  Daddy let me wait outside for a while, on my knees, as cars passed by... the time seemed to go forever until the door opened and Daddy let me in.i was instructed to strip off my male clothes and kneel while he placed on my collar and leash, and pulled me upstairs.  There, he took photos of me and wrote degrading things on my body.  i then was given the privileged of taking off his pants and worshipping his hard cock. i was told to get a condom, lube up my pussy, and get into the slut position.Being a true slut, i put his condom on with my mouth, lubbed up and got into position on the bed.  He then gagged me and blindfolded me, before shoving his cock inside me and fucking me mercilessly for as long as i could handle it...  After fucking me, he had me clean His condomed cock with my mouth... The knowledge that i was now an ATM slut was both hot and disgusting... but as a true sissy slave, i didn't have a choice, and THAT made my clitty soooo hard!Daddy then cuffed me to his shower, where He used his crop on me. Next i was told to kneel as he pissed in my mouth - then shoved his hard cock down my throat and began fucking my face.  He treated me to a lovely (and huge) reward on my face and tongue.Thank You, Daddy for the wonderful date!

7/29/2014 9:04:43 AM: Today's email to Daddy: i wake up thinking of You, of ways to serve You and please You. Throughout the day my thoughts go to You, how eager i am to obey and submit. in the evening i eagerly devour Your emails, so happy that You're thinking of me and writing me... i cannot wait to submit and obey on Thursday. You will see Your sissy slave slut transition more and more each time i serve You.... During our last encounter, while You were laying on the bed getting Yourself aroused, i should have been using my mouth! thoughts like that are how i need to think and i'm sorry i did not do so. The thought of having no limits both scares me and excites me! i love the fantasy of being 'forced'... being bound, gagged, with no ability to say no or stop as You continue fucking my sissy hole into submission... that makes my clitty rock hard at just the thought... Humiliation and degradation like You pissing on my also has makes my pussy ache! You mentioned that You may expose me... to whom and how? that also is erotic... But, is the fantasy as good as the reality? i'm willing to find out! my fantasy for our meeting on Thursday, as i was pinching my nipples and rubbing my pussy last night: i arrive wearing my plug, chastity device, and the outfit You chose for me: my black and pink top with white stockings... if i can get away with it, i will have that on under my male clothes... i arrive, get on my knees and knock on the door - how erotic and submissive to be waiting for You on my knees outside of Your door! Thankfully You're place is pretty private. You open the door (maybe making me wait a bit?), i crawl to You and remove my clothes. You collar and leash me and lead me upstairs, where i use the fleet and You apply my makeup - hopefully with hot pink lipstick that i just purchased... i then put on the new wig, breast forms, and whatever else You choose for me to wear. Once dressed, i drop to my knees again and wait for Your instructions... hopefully that includes worshipping Your cock, getting You nice and hard before You decide what is next...

7/27/2014 11:10:02 AM: Last night my wide had has a few glasses of wine and asked me to have sex (for the first time in 3 months). Although my clit was rock hard and my body wanted to so badly (I haven't cum in over 2 weeks), I told her not tonight. She got mad and rolled over and was asleep in minutes. I knew Daddy's control over me was so powerful. I began fingering my pussy. I was dripping cum, but never allowed myself to orgasm )although I was shocked how close I was just from fingering)!!

7/26/2014 11:12:04 AM: Ominous note I almost missed from Daddy: 'I will decide when and where to expose you'... that obviously implies that i will be exposed, in some form or another... i wonder where, when, and how He will do it?!??