12/22/2017 2:08:39 PM: Anyone want to buy a cute girl some Christmas presents? Hehe. Tis' the season for giving. ;)

6/23/2017 2:21:19 PM: *****     BOOBS ----- BOOBS ----- BOOBS     *****Now that I have everyone's attention, it is time for another one of my probably now famous rants followed by one of my probably now even more famous wish lists .I am getting tired of the typical guy messages (be the the first message sent, or 3 or 4 messages down the road ) requesting to see my breasts. I am a crossdresser, I do not have breasts . They are just not there. Had a so called Dom call me out saying 'Well all crossdressers have breasts, because they are trans' . Who didn't take to kindly when I basically schooled him on the fact that many crossdressers start dressing young enough that there is no way in high school or jr. high that you could just POOF have breasts. That many crossdressers are like me, and we just wear womens clothes, sometimes wishing we had breasts. Sometimes not. And that just because some Trans are crossdressers, not all crossdressers are Trans. He then went into the whole spiel about how I had no idea what I was talking about and then saying I should have more respect because A) he is a Dom, and B) was about 15 years older than me so clearly he had more experience and knowledge. Of course I haven't heard from him since thank goodness. But this got me partly thinking about some of the other things I have thought about myself as a crossdresser, as a male with a female side, and just about my sexuality and body image in general.I am by no means curvy. Not the sexiest girl out there that's for sure. I have come to terms with that. When someone on a site like this says my but is too flat, I just comment that yes it's rather small, but that's how I manage to fit into some cuter panties that other girls can't. But all that being said. I am okay overall okay how I look. But that doesn't mean I don't wish I looked different sometimes. As proceeded by some of my recent journal entries and whatnot explaining that although I plan to never ever fully transition, never get implants and the like. I wouldn't mind taking some natural/organic supplements to help me possibly grow large A Cup or small B Cup breasts, as well as maybe hips and a booty. I don't need any criticisms about doing it this way. Nor do I need people telling me just to get HRT. The natural/organic supplements that I have looked up, investigated, and spoken to Trans friends as well as doctors with. Are basically just the natural form of HRT. So please. Don't waste time. All this being said. The past few days of dressing, talking with people. And just thinking about my current situation and whatnot. As well as a recent boat load of Emails asking about my breasts (side note, seriously, what is it with all the men from Florida recently wanting my attention?). Which led me to create this recent wish list.I at one point had some small breast forms. Before getting married but while I was engaged I realized at least while moving I would have to get rid of them. But have regained an interest in them. I made this list with several different types, sizes, kinds. All in hopes that I could get 2 or 3 sets of each cup size (A-DD Cup I believe) in hopes to be able to experiment as well as swap out when one set of breast forms needs to be cleaned or wears out or something like that. I always felt comfortable with the A and B cup breast forms that I used to own. Because I felt like they fit my frame and body type best. But when I was younger and still about the same size/body type I had a friend who had me try on some DD Cup breast forms and tell me I was sexy and way more attractive and that if I ever considered implants I should work my way up to a DD. I don't know how I fell about that. But again. I am wanting/willing to experiment.So here is the list     .....     http://a.co/ephFv81      .....     . I don't know why amazon doesn't let you sort lists by price anymore. Kinda is ticking me off to be honest. But all that said. I tried to make sure none of my sets of breast forms that I added where more than $50. Many are a lot less than that. But from experience, the really inexpensive ones don't tend to last long. So while looking and considering just bare that in mind. And it you are just going to look at the list and tell me 'Hey you should order these ones'. Please don't waste either of our time. Being a stay at home parent essentially on disability, I do not have the money to order these things. My profile describes what I am willing to do should you order any items from my wish lists. But also in being tired of guys saying 'show me' or 'get these ones' I am going to emphasize that if you really truly want to see me wearing something, in something, or anything like that. I am not simply going to go out and spend money just because you want me to do something for you. So it's only fair that should you want to see me wearing breast forms or an outfit, that you can get them for me and I will wear them and take pictures for you. But I am not going to do everything.Anyways. That's the end of my rant. I feel better now.

5/17/2017 10:22:01 AM: So  I know at this point I have failed updating my profile for the whole 'New Year, New Me' thing. Still kind of working on that. But have been exploring some of my other fetishes/fantasies that I am slightly curious about. Now I haven't had much luck with any of my amazon wishlists to this day. But maybe this new one will catch someones attention and get the ball rolling on a few things. So, without further ado, I present my SissyBaby/ABDL/Feminization wishlist. Feel free to take a peek, offer suggestions on things to add, and maybe get me a present/surprise if you feel so incline. ;).....http://a.co/1NmZKyH.....

1/5/2017 1:42:13 PM: I think it's about time for the whole 'New Year , New Me' kind of thing. Which will probably come in the shape/form of a profile revamp. Not that half the people on here read profiles. But still. I will/am looking to start a more proactive approach to my 'partial transition' and of course will still be looking for help with this. But hopefully I will be able to explain better and get some donors/investors/etc/whatever you want to call them. But to all that view my profile and journal on a regular basis be on the lookout for the change in the next week or so. Also I added some new items to my Amazon Wish Lists, which I plan on re-organizing as well. So feel free to take a look and maybe get me something for a belated Christmas/New Years present if you feel so inclined. :)

11/1/2016 1:17:13 PM: So, never got my Harley Quinn (orignal, not suicide squad) outfit/costume for Halloween. But already started thinking about next year. Anyone who wants to help. I am thinking something along the lines of ABDL SissyBaby. Might make an amazon wishlist if anyone shows enough interest. :) .