Update

I do not think I can find out what I am looking for, if lucky, She will find me. It turns out that BDSM is much more complex than I ever thought, it is more like a spiritual thing rather than a physical one.





FemDom means different things to different people, and there is no rigid definition that can encompass the wide array of desires and thoughts of all lifestylers either Dommes or subs.

For me, FemDom is a deeply rooted state that most probably I was born with. It is much more than being a mere kink or a group of fetishes that make sex hotter! It is a state of the mind, a pattern of feelings and a special taste.

The word Mistress itself shakes my being like an earthquake whenever I hear it or read it, like it abbreviates a lot of my inner feelings and desires. I can not describe my desires as they have no description, but I can say that for me, things start in the mind, a meaningful whipping is a one in which the whip lash hits the mind first, a one in which the mind senses the pain before even the whip touches the skin, if you know what I mean!