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Subkayla02
| Pan Female, 23, Tupelo, Mississippi
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I actually got introduced into this lifestyle at a young age. It wasn't by choice when that happen. Now its hard for me to get out of this lifestyle because all I feel the urge just to seek approval and please people. Though at times while I'm doing all of that I get hurt in the process. Though I have falling in love what happens after being used and hurt, the comforting is what I have crave. I willing to go through all of that just to feel those few minutes of love. I have seen alot in my life. If you want to collar me you should know before you put that collar around my neck and that is I do have a scars on both of my wrists and a couple on my ankle as well. Before you/y'all judge me because of those scars, just let me say this those scars prove I have walked through hell several times. Don't judge me because of my scars or my past. I am a college student who plans to return in the Spring and I also have a full time job that requires me to work late into the night. I am shy at first but once I get to know you, I will break out of my shy phase and get wild. Yea, I'm kinda random at times. As you can tell by profile that it jumps from one subject to another. I am somewhat well behaved, if I break the rules it's not on purpose.
Message me if you have any questions, it may take me awhile to read the message but I will respond to you as quickly as I can.
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10/18/2014 12:13:23 AM: I don't know what to say. In all honestly I am freaking numb! Part of me just wants to cry. The other part wants to go back to my bad habit and just pick up the razor and don't still I have had enough or I'm covered in red which ever comes first. Suicidal no! Just tired of trying and end up screwing things up in the end. Happiness is also a joke in my world now because the little bastard gets killed every single time I get just a lil happy.
10/15/2014 4:50:27 PM: I haven't posted in awhile but anyways a lot has happen. Got in engage to a beautiful woman and then she ripped my heart out on April 1st by breaking it all off completely. So I'm single and it kinda sucks at times.
9/26/2013 11:55:26 AM: Seriously need some friends. Lost all the friends I use to have.
9/25/2013 11:44:25 PM: Kinda sad. The people I really enjoyed talking to are gone now. ;(
9/24/2013 10:52:22 AM: Sitting at the lake after being turned away for trying to go get some help. I have about lost everything thanks to this damn problem. I just wanted to get some help to stop all the bad memories. ;(
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