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I am looking for my master. This is something that I have wanted for a long time but been unable to find. I dont want an equal but instead want to find an older man that I can accept and respect as my superior at all times. I dont have a long list of fetishes but instead wish to give myself over to another man to service his needs and pleasures - not just sexually but even in general life as well I dont understand why, but I have always had a profound desire for submission and even for humiliation and situations of vulnerability. This is at odds with my public character and it is not something which I discuss with others. I feel the need for a leader who will push me to do things which I wouldnt normally do - and for someone who likes to play gamesactivities which would mould and change me to suit them. I would love to find someone who would increasingly challenge me to surrender control of myself and submit to them - physically and psychologically. It is impossible for me to explain why I have these feelings but I have just had to accept that I have them and to hope that there is someone out there who can use my feelings to their advantage.

As for myself I am in my late thirties, single, fit and healthy, educated and hard working. In spite of my desires for servitude and submission I am a highly functional person and have generally suppressed my submissive side - it is a private part of my character to be unlocked by an appropriate dominant man. In return, I can offer loyalty, a good attitude and I will work hard to learn how to satisfy you. I am open to whatever activities you deem appropriate and am flexible to learn and adapt. I dont specifically desire sessions of physical torture but instead accept that these may be important tools and activities to help promote my discipline and training. Similarly, I accept that psychological and physical techniques would be employed at your discretion. Eventually, I would hope that you could become proud at how much I can eventually surrender myself to your will. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this - it probably wont have made much sense to you but maybe someone will understand me. Also, I realise that many people like to communicate extensively online but my preference is for something in real life - so ultimately I would like to meet up rather than just exchange messages