Here's the thing.. Yes. Master/Sub relationships often have a physical level of violence in them. Floggings, rough sex, choking etc..

If you release a Slave, or you are so horribly abusive to them that they are in danger of their life and they leave you.. That is your fault. If you pursue that woman afterwards and continue to cause them harm, I will cause -you- harm, if it happens near me.

Period.

I also thought I'd add this one.. Just because it comes up so much.

"Now Jacob.. You're young. Only 24.. Why should I waste my time as an older sub/slave, who is between 24-40?"

The answer? You shouldn't. If it's -clearly- a waste of time without even speaking to me and getting to know me.. Then I'd proooobably not bother anyways. I have no issue playing with older, or younger women. As we all know, men have penises. These function as decision makers. Annnd since I'm arrow-straight (cue all of the lifestyle-bashing) if you're a female and we click.. I'm probably happy to make your acquaintance.

Seriously. Half of the 'older' subs/slaves have in their profile how they want an older such and such. And then four.. five.. six months later they say what a shit time they had with that guy/guys/girl/girls/orgy/farm animal, whatever. And I'm sitting here, thinking to myself, while also thoughtfully tapping on my chin, "Well hey.. You live ten miles away.. There's all sorts of things -we- could have done together.. I also don't have a track record of treating women like absolute shit.. Now if I could just.. work out the math.. On how this might have worked.. Oh right.."

We're all here trying new things. No one can lie about that. If you're here, you can be a 30 year veteran.. But you still want to try new things. So stop pussyfooting around and try some younger meat. Seriously, before I go bad.

~Doc

Here's a brand spanking new journal entry. Since those who have been blocked can still read my profile.. If you're wondering why I blocked you, it's probably one of the following reasons. You can get offended.. Or you can move the fuck on. Read my profile and my other journal posts. If you feel I blocked you unfairly, please feel free to make a new profile and harass me with it. Wasting time is my favorite game.

List of reasons..

You and I had a great conversation, and you made me specifically set aside time for you to call me, or chat with you.. And then I didn't hear from you for three months. A week.. two.. I can understand. Shit happens. Flaking? Nahhhh

You did the above several times over the course of three months. Flaking.. it's bad for my skin, and my wishes.

You turned out to be completely different from what you made yourself out to be: I will provide every bit of verification info I need to, to let you know I'm not a 60 year old perv. I'm a 25 year old perv, with a security clearance with the DA. Feel free to look me up. It's not a boast if it's true. I don't care what you look like. I honestly couldn't give a shit. I'm not in perfect shape.. But if you show me twenty pictures of what you looked like 'Before I got pregnant', or from what turns out to be five years ago, and you're completely off the mark? Hey. Pregnancy weight is hard to lose. I helped eight female soldiers in my unit with PT after their pregnancies. And not in the sexual way. I know it hurts. But be UP FRONT ABOUT IT. Christ almighty.. No matter what a guy says, he has a dick, and a pulse. He'll talk to you. It might not lead anywhere, but I'll respect you more for honesty.

You happened to lie to me, and I caught you on your lies.. And I turned around and called you on this. Profiles in NC that contain Slaveann, or Patricia something or other, or Everett. Women from Statesville who is the same guy harassing people repeatedly to get money to move out there. All of your profiles. Blocked.

If I clearly and obviously tell you 'Hey. That's a great opinion. I respect that it's yours. This is mine as well.' And you, as a dom/domme/switch/sub/slave/ whatever you are, tell me my opinion is wrong and I'm a moron? This is where I get a teensy bit upset.. My response is very simple. Go fuck yourself.

Now a very common one that I've gotten complaints about is 'But Jacob/Macharius/SuperMedic/Batman/Jesus/Satan/etc.. -You- messaged ME. I didn't even get to replyyyyy..' Well.. There's probably a reason for that too. I understand if you don't reply right away. Hell! I understand if it takes a week or two to sift through all of those assholes sending you messages. But if I've pinged you on occasion over four or five months, and you are showing as having read my messages and are ignoring them? Hey. That's great. There are another three billion women in the world. I'm just going to tidy up by blocking and hiding you.

Now the rest of you are thinking to yourself 'Wow Jacob.. That's harsh.. But here I thought you were that kind and patient sort of Dom..' YEah.. I am.. That doesn't mean I'm immune to idiot Internet trolls. I can't paddle them into submission.

No dominant can ever claim they cannot cry. They cannot claim that nothing affects them, or that they are harder than steel. I finished six years in the army as a medic. When I was stateside it was boring, clinical work. When I was overseas it was long periods of walking punctuated by screaming, bloody work.

I woke up a few hours ago from a nightmare. My buddy had been playing his guitar, singing, and stomping his foot to the beat. It didn't translate well in my nightmare. When I went back to my room to sleep, he started playing 'The Fray', How to Save a Life. I bawled like nothing I have in a long time to that song, and went in and started singing with him.

I don't know why I wrote this. Many of you will likely find me to be a weak Dominant because I put this in my journal, but you know what? I don't care.

Really.. I must be completely stupid for believing this.. If you are wanting to relocate into my house hold, I feel you should provide some sort of confirmation you are who you claim to be. Be it via video and just waving and saying hello, me DRIVING/FLYING out to see you so I can confirm.. Or hell, even taking that thing called a cell phone and taking a picture of you holding up a sign with a message I tell you to write.

Honestly? Do women/men pretending to be women think that all men are stupid enough to shell out money to relocate them without a single inkling of who they are?

I do not rant. I am expressing my opinion, directed at no one in particular. If you begin a conversation based on expectations you would like to see met, and someone exceeds them, wonderful.

If you however, start a conversation and are not pleased where it is going, by -all- means speak up. Do not let it sit and fester inside until you are no longer enjoying the conversation. This tends to lead you to simply stopping contact with a person, and leaving them wondering, "What just happened? Why are they gone?" Without any idea why you are upset.