Current status : UNDER CONSIDERATION
To say it has been a "hell of a year" would be a gross understatement. There have been few highs but many many more lows. I'm finally getting through it and I'm looking to move forward. I want to make a connection with someone. Meeting people is soooo hard especially when I have particular itches I'm looking to scratch.
Once upon a time, I defined myself as a submissive masochist. I'm still submissive and I still enjoy pain. I just don't use that to define myself anymore. I'm just a woman who likes those things very much (a hard lesson to learn.)
I'm 41 and to be blunt... I'm lonely. I'm want that something "more." I'm not a fool... I don't expect my life to turn out like a 50 Shades sequel. I guess I want what anyone else wants - someone to share a connection with. :-/
I'm NOT interested in playing with:
Poly relationships
Men who are currently married
Men who are old enough to be my grandfather
Long Distance flings
some randoms:
My career is very important to me and sometimes I have to make the tough call and put it first.
I enjoy reading.
I knit and crochet (lol)
I'm addicted to the internet and I play mmo's!
I have a tendency to be a hermit unless persuaded to go out.
I have a social anxiety issue at times.
Though aspects of myself have changed, I believe that the deion my former Dom wrote of me is still very accurate. You can find it in my writings.
Thanks for making it this far. I do love discussion with just about anyone so feel free to send me a message.