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want ....
need....
hope for.....

One...

to serve....
with devotion and love....

i am not easy but i am worth it......



He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects his deepest vision of himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience a sense of self-esteem. The man who is proudly certain of his own value, will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer--because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement. Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged

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7/1/2017 2:18:36 AM
Preparing to go to California for "The Classic"... Will be nice to be on the other side of the country *smile*

7/2/2016 10:27:29 PM
Won't let me edit my profile.... Have moved to Villa Rica Ga!

4/19/2015 1:47:35 AM
Recuperating from another grueling tax seaon... Current musings... there has to be a better way to survive.... Why are the interesting ones married.... I just can't be second again.... better to be alone...

1/30/2015 10:32:59 PM
Laissez les bon temps rouller! Happy Mardi Gras....

1/13/2015 3:53:52 AM
Thank you to all for the encouragement and good wishes... On the mend and hope to be 100% in a few weeks....

1/3/2015 12:15:37 AM
Happy New Year.... Delighted to be getting out of a week long stay after an ER visit... minus a gall bladder! Looking forward to being home for my birthday and Mardi Gras!

11/27/2014 4:06:44 PM
Happy Holidays!

11/27/2014 4:06:44 PM
Happy Holidays!

11/27/2014 4:06:40 PM
Happy Holidays!

11/10/2014 6:32:10 PM
I strive to have patience... to look for a lesson learned... to accept life as it comes... And there are the times I fail miserably.... I can only pray to make it through....

11/3/2014 9:39:44 PM

Sex With Capricorn:

Capricorns have stamina, lots of it. They like nice, classy surroundings and a comfortable atmosphere. In the bedroom, they will last all night and want some more. They are very physical and good at what they can do.

*smile*


11/3/2014 12:06:56 AM
A friend posted this quote... I believe there are times we all have to be reminded: "There are people who can walk away from you?let them walk. I don?t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you? Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. And it doesn?t mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you?ve got to know when people?s part in your story is over?" ~ T.D. Jakes

10/9/2014 6:25:40 PM
Still in search of a position.... Patience is difficult at times but it is something I have learned through practice.... I know it will work out - still there are times I wish the universe would hurry up *smile*

9/19/2014 4:18:42 AM
Interviewing today for a position near DC.... Wish me luck!!!!

8/3/2014 7:24:58 PM
my last entry may have given the impression that i am difficult......

i am not difficult but most men find that i am opinionated and strong - they would prefer i just be quiet.....

i am obedient but i am not quiet.....

i was taught by a very good man that what i think and say has value....
that to withhold that from the Owner is to deprive Him of my best.....
what He does with it is then up to Him.....

8/2/2014 1:35:36 AM
I realize that I am not easy... I have been on my own for a long time... It has made me self reliant and independent by necessity... Still there are deep seated needs... to submit... to feel possessed... to feel owned... To obey... So grateful for guidance... To learn... To please... i am not perfect... i strive to be my best... Handled well i could be an asset... For the right person - it would be worth the effort...

7/17/2014 2:10:00 PM
Home is a good thing.... Reminder of connections and the past... Possibilities and changes for the future... Joys and disappointments belong to a life well lived.... Without one the other has no meaning... I am thankful for both... just wish I understood more... but perhaps it is just the process to get there...

7/17/2014 2:09:58 PM
Home is a good thing.... Reminder of connections and the past... Possibilities and changes for the future... Joys and disappointments belong to a life well lived.... Without one the other has no meaning... I am thankful for both... just wish I understood more... but perhaps it is just the process to get there...

7/10/2014 9:51:14 AM
out of pocket for a bit......
returning to my home and trying to get settled back into the routine......

will be back soon.......

7/2/2014 9:37:16 PM
A friend made a comment tonight... "I own you"... I giggled and responded "oh yes Sir... what can I do for you?" And after a friendship of many many years we both know that it is a joke and endearing greeting that has no real meaning other than an intimacy that exists after more than a decade.... It got me to thinking - how often I have heard that remark or similar... "You're mine"... I don't distrust the sentiment but I realize that I don't put much faith in it either.... Things like that including the "I love you" that can belong to a friend as well as a lover are just words hanging in the air until there are actions which constitute the reality.... Words are the promise of possibilities.... But actions are reality.....

7/2/2014 9:37:14 PM
A friend made a comment tonight... "I own you"... I giggled and responded "oh yes Sir... what can I do for you?" And after a friendship of many many years we both know that it is a joke and endearing greeting that has no real meaning other than an intimacy that exists after more than a decade.... It got me to thinking - how often I have heard that remark or similar... "You're mine"... I don't distrust the sentiment but I realize that I don't put much faith in it either.... Things like that including the "I love you" that can belong to a friend as well as a lover are just words hanging in the air until there are actions which constitute the reality.... Words are the promise of possibilities.... But actions are reality.....

6/4/2014 5:40:43 PM
I will be less available for a while.... Have a job out of town for a month.... I will respond just may not be as soon as usual... Fun times....

6/3/2014 1:48:13 AM

interesting changes in the site and iffy reaching it these days..... i will answer messages asap.....

my days are unstructured currently and though i am working diligently at several projects....

i had a friend who was kind enough to help over the last year in keeping me on track - that is no longer the case and my efforts are showing the lack.....

they say that people come into our life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.... 

i am grateful for the time i was given and accept it wasn't meant to be for longer with a certain sadness ......

still remember the joy and peace of control.....

and miss it a great deal.....

 

 


5/23/2014 9:11:40 PM

wishing all a relaxing and joyous holiday.....

in honor and celebration of the lives of those who have served.....


5/19/2014 9:06:32 PM

ready to relax....

laugh and talk.....

perhaps play.....

 

it has been so long since i enjoyed a stimulating conversation...

a meeting of the minds and senses.....

 

ready to ride coasters....

listen to music.....

see the beauty in nature and galleries......

 

ready to enjoy and be enjoyed.....

it has been too long.....


5/11/2014 1:17:24 AM
There are times I wonder how I can be so wrong.... I always try my best and just figure it is the right thing to do.... I tend to forget that it isn't that way for everyone.... not everyone can be open or honest or a real friend - for whatever reason... So sad to recognize that what I believed was just a means to an end for someone I thought could be a friend - at one time more.... Deception is such a waste... The only thing I ever asked for was honesty... Too much to ask... Unbearably sad...

4/24/2014 10:49:13 PM
There are days where I really miss my Daddy's lap... I was safe.... Holding me.... He made the world go away.... For a little while.... Helped me believe it would be ok....

4/17/2014 2:46:26 AM
Not really looking.... Not ready for anything of substance.... Currently recovering from tax season and perusing the site at my leisure... I enjoy reading the profiles and journals... I find the varying degrees and flavors of this thing that we do fascinating.... I do enjoy a good conversation... I am unowned... Unpartnered... I do not play casually or outside of a relationship... I do not wish or intend to be a friend w benefits... second... or girl on the side.... No judgment - just not in my best interest. ... Just sayin'...

1/2/2013 8:39:20 PM

I wish you a wonderful new year full of success and promises fulfilled.......


12/22/2012 7:20:10 AM

i hope that everyone has a very happy and safe holiday......


12/21/2012 9:53:57 AM

back......

 

though rather busy with mardi gras and tax season.....

 

 


9/30/2012 6:02:11 PM

being considered for permanent ownership......

 

unavailable.....


8/24/2012 10:35:01 PM
Employment!

8/20/2012 7:56:07 PM
There is no place like one's own bed!

8/14/2012 12:03:21 PM
Gettysburg was awe inspiring.... Coffee in DC with a friend of years acquaintance - yet first meeting.... Wonderful.... On the road back to NC.... Beautiful country!

8/9/2012 10:30:33 PM
Cool and beautiful.... Love the smokies.....

7/20/2012 7:26:08 PM
Life is enjoyable these days.... What more can one for?

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 Age: 20
 London, Canada