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DistractingDesir
| Pan Male, 28, Boulder, Colorado
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New profile Nov 17, 2019
First things first Im really afraid to put myself out there because Ive been burned a bit... More than a bit. So Ill probably come off as reserved at first, but once you get to know me I can be a bucket of energy.... So better to have the restraints ready by then.
Ive been in Colorado for a bit now, but Ive been really lazy at putting myself out to the universe as a friend described.
Honestly right now Im in a place where Im trying to work on myself and am struggling with it.
As time goes on, Ill figure out more what Im looking for, but for now Im looking for safe people that are in tune with themselves and know how to control the raging insanity inside of them. If what I said doesnt make sense to you, thats ok. I just re-read it and cant figure it out either.
What I know Im looking for right now is happiness. Ideally through submission but also can be through temporary creative and cathartic pursuits, like rope, photoshoots, impact, and way more.
But also the non kinky stuff like hiking, snowboarding, music, dancing, Netflix, reading.
What Im not looking for
Pleasantries. If you ask me about the weather, Im going to talk your ear off about the weather... But thats also because I have taught grad level courses about weather so Im a bit biased. If you ask me how I am, Im going to try to be honest.
Re photoshoots, where are all the hot pictures of subby boys? Lets make more of those!
Also since everyone is posting this I might as well
Results from bdsmtest.org
100 Brat
100 Rope bunny
98 Experimentalist
97 Masochist
96 Submissive
95 Degradee
89 Non-monogamist
77 Slave
75 Primal (Prey)
62 Sadist
Ill iterate on this profile eventually...
I wont change myself unless there is something worth changing for Your identity is your most valuable possession. Protect it. -Elastigirl, The Incredibles.
I am happy with who I am The things that make me different are the things that make me me -Winne the Pooh, Winnie-The-Pooh.
Im not afraid of what the future will bring I dont do fear -Raven, Teen Titans.
Nothing is straighforward Time isnt made out of lines. Its made up of circles. Thats why clocks are round. -Caboose, Red vs. Blue
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3/9/2017 9:56:05 AM: No male doms.
Female and trans of all roles welcome.
Male subs only
8/25/2016 11:46:48 AM: Pros and cons of moving:Pro:getting rid of unnecessary shitCon: finding endless amounts of unnecessary shitPro: Thinking of fun ways to label the boxes of whips and sciCon: finding all the sentimental stuff you forgot about
5/8/2016 8:39:54 AM: Ugh, chastity sucks.Frustration and desire,Waiting for release.How many days more?But my balls I must ignoreI must now endure.For those that read this,I'm sorry my haikus suck,Please bear with me now.
5/3/2016 5:29:03 PM: We imposed a stronger D/s dynamic to see where it would lead.First thing she had me do was bring her to orgasm multiple times without letting me. Being edged that hard that many times actually made it so that when she finally did let me cum, some of the cum had congealed. It was such a weird orgasm. Now I'm not allowed to cum for a couple weeks while she continues to edge me and orgasm over and over again.Additionally, I've been making her breakfast every morning and massaging her to sleep.She woke up before me yesterday and woke me up via breathplay <3
4/25/2016 10:48:09 PM: We have a D/s relationship but it's not very prominent as our romantic relationship. I wish I could be more of a property to her and be more of a submissive or maybe even a slave to her... I don't think she'd be comfortable with that though..
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