4/13/2017 11:04:53 AM: It's high time I wrote something new here.   Regression - The responsibilities of adult life are a burden so oppressive at times that we secretly yearn for the dependency of childhood, for that person who looked after our every need, assumed our cares and worries.  This daydream of ours has a strong erotic component, for the child’s feeling of being dependent on the parent is charged with sexual undertones.  We won’t admit it, but we long to regress, to shed our adult exterior and vent/relive the childish emotions that linger beneath the surface.  Unconditional love is the rarest and most treasured form.  During a child’s earliest erotic fantasies, girls want their Father all to themselves, but they never quite have it that way.

7/8/2012 4:45:01 PM: I've had some mild success on Collarme, but lately the fakes and flakes have been overwhelming.  When someone not local contacts me I don't expect much to come of it, and act accordingly.  Chatting with someone really doesn't get me off, nor do pictures most of the time.  If you aren't seriously doing something real for me, I don't give a fuck.  So, most of those people come and go very quickly, which leaves the locals.   Of the local contacts I've made, nearly half have turned out to be fakes or flakes, but that means I've actually been having some success, as I mentioned above.  So far, several single/married females have submitted to me, and I've even enjoyed a few threesome situations that included bi action.  I'll describe those some time in the future, but right now want to talk about a recent negative experience.   After messaging with a couple for a few days we agreed to meet and fuck.  They were both going to service me orally, and I was going to fuck both of them.  It seemed pretty straightforward, and I thought everything was copacetic when I travelled several miles to their home to have some fun.  When I arrived the female was in the shower so the male invited me into the bedroom to get comfortable.  Porn was playing on a television and computer, and the guy was already naked.  I took off my clothes and got on the bed with him.  'How big is that thing?' he asked.  I told him he would find out soon enough and tried to get him arouse me.  He requested we wait for the female to get out of the shower, so I sat back on the bed next to him and watched porn.  When she finally walked into the room there was a confrontation.  Much drama ensued, as I did my best to get dressed and exit as quickly as possible.  The guy had apparently sprung me on her.  She was very upset that I was there before she had a chance to get ready.  I assume this meant putting on make up and so forth but also had the impression they were meth users.  Regardless, I did not need or appreciate the bullshit and told him so.  Driving to their place hadn't been like going down the street to the grocery store, they were more than a few miles from my home.  He invited me back, saying she was ready to play, but I told him under no circumstances would I ever go to their place again.  It was ridiculous and rude.   I don't expect perfection, but I do expect honesty.  If the female had just been nervous or shy that's one thing, but she made it clear she hadn't expected to find anyone but her boyfriend in the bedroom when she came out of the shower.  I hope I am never put in a situation like this again - or worse.  Getting my dick sucked, and sticking it in an asshole or two isn't worth that kind of hassle.