Always an exercise in frustration trying to explain a thought in ink. Epically a thought or feeling that only really matters to me. It may matter to others in time. But then that's the real key, time.
Domination to me is not so much the physical as it is mental. I really don't classify myself as one set or type of dominant. More mental chains than physical. More passive aggressive than over aggressive. More sensual than sexual. Not a sadist, just a sadistic streak. Stern not oppressive. Truth be told. I'm mostly about you. It pleases me to feed the desires and wants of a submissive. I'll mold my skill set and type of domination that would suit them best. Tailoring that domination to bring out the best side of submissiveness in them. Ether it be physical, psychological or emotional. My goals are to dig deep. It's never as simple as "On your knees bitch." the thrill of that is long past. The submissive gets a tailored dominant that will fill fantasies and wants. I'm simply and enabler. I'm the puppeteer that pulls your strings. You just get to name the game. Not necessarily a bad deal. For those few that can understand what I'm talking about. But then, if you had any fantasy at your fingertips. What would you be willing to trade? For a dominant that understands you like no other. Who will feed your desires and not belittle you for them. One that will study you just to pluck your strings and make you sing. I do enjoy my small set of specific kinks. I do like the mind games. Sensory deprivation and all the things that go with it. Use your imagination. Light to medium bondage i enjoy most. Includes Cuffs, rope, chains, collars, shackled to a wall. Or any other furniture that tickles my fancy. More on the extreme side I do like edge play. But they are an enjoyment. Why would I be about you and not me? Think it over. It's not that complex of a puzzle. I assure you I'll get mine as well. My journals are always a good place to understand me better.
There is always a method to my madness.
The man is just that. He works hard for what he has earned. For ill, or good. The man is generous, kind, will help with others problems. He trusts to a point, sometimes to a fault. He cares but does not crowd. Enjoys music and peace and quiet. He is spiritual not religious. Enjoys the outside and fall is his best season. He has never been married, has no children. The man is a bit on the nerdy side, enjoys games as stress relief. He is handy can be a bit unorganized as well. Happiness is something he desires. Peace of mind is what he seeks. Does not take himself too seriously. Has a dark sense of humor. Witt and intelligence are his better traits. A bit dyslexic, but at tolerable levels. He is not all rainbows and sunshine. He is of a darker personality and usually hard to read. Can be quiet and reclusive at times. But means nothing by it. A very bad short term memory, makes him forgetful at times.
5/26/2022 6:20:51 AM
Always kinda linger here. Suppose it's time for spring cleaning, in more ways than one. I believe I need maid service. I can get a stogie and critique from afar as I leer like a proper despot as they dust the paintings.
