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Pinke
| Pan Female, 58, Modesto, California
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Not completely sure of where i am going on the path before me.
I have always been a believer things happen as they should so if it is meant to be...
it shall be.
It is not for me to question where or when, though i do wonder.
~smiles~
There just so happens to be some things we cannot avoid in spite of how we try to keep ourselves clear of them. I have had many in my lifetime but never before has it been anything i could not bounce back from. Maybe it is age or it could simply be the lack of strength to do it again. I will not say i am a quitter nor am i one to stop fighting for that which i believe is right, but, sometimes there is no comeback. One can no longer go back for there is nothing there. Being who amd what you so strongly felt inside you always have been is no more. Some call it a crossroad, some may think of it as a bump in the road and that may be so, for them, but as i look around i see no road, no signs not even an indication of what may be the way to begin this part of the journey. Please do not ask me what i am looking for because i am unclear of the answer. I have to find myself before i can begin again. I doubt that those who claim to know what i need have a clue as to what is really going to help me find my way. I may be wrong but i doubt that also.
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7/22/2023 2:20:50 PM: I am not sure what to say the last few relationships i have been in seem to have damaged my confidence. I have also gained some weight. I know i am a good person and i am not a liar or a bullshitter, i just dont tolerate it well at all. I find it an insult when someone tries to bullshit me and yet they insist, even swear, its the truth. I have no time for that. I am a sub but i am a strong woman. Not a doormat in any sense tho i am a softy for those i care about. I am pretty smart and have been told i am a pleasure to be with. Humor is a part of me, i am respectful, tho i can be a lil sassy now and then. I do have 3 dogs 2 lil ones and a big one. What i like the most about this lifestyle, is having the freedom to be and feel what i always felt but never let it show, because i believed it was a sign of weakness. Most of the time i do like rough, sexually moreso than physically. Gradual spankings work for me. I am submissive, i do not wish to take or have control, I do like to be able to share my thoughts and or feelings concerning whats going on.
5/19/2014 4:38:28 PM: 5-19-14
In life there are things you seek yet may never find. At other times you are found by that which you never knew you sought.
3/18/2014 8:15:49 PM: It is nice to know there are still people that believe in manners and respect.
6/11/2010 7:03:35 PM: i am not looking for anything that has not already found me and made me wish i could just..... just be.... be there..,. be that....be me.... be sure....be all of the above and more.
4/26/2009 1:34:13 PM: The fine line betweenpushing & pushing pastis easily blurred. Speak from your heart to clearly be heard.Open your mind and heart,Give your body and soul,Give all that you have,surrender control.
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