Peep v.2

I stand over you, my eyes tracing the elegant line of your form. Your knees folded beneath you only seems to emphasize how erect you hold your spine. With shoulders pulled back, your breasts rise and swell as you inhale; your elbows raised overhead with fingers locked at the base of your neck does not allow them to fall, truthfully. Up-turned face conveys your discomfort even with eyes closed reverently. I know you have held this position intolerably the better of thirty minutes, I wait another long moment to simply drink you in lustily with my eyes.

I follow the path of your inner thigh to your crotch; with careful intent, I gaze upon the cunt you have given to me, taking in it's sensual charm...and then, simply enjoying the fresh shave. Your knees held open in such a manner ensures no obstruction: none to my view, none to my fingers, none to my imagination. Your posture alone creates the curve of your pubic mound. The rigid stance leaving a valley to cascade til I come to your lower ribs. My vision is drawn to the lift in your chest as you breath, and I warmly focus on the shape and roundness of the tits that belong to me.

Again, I forget myself, drawing your collarbone and neckline in my mind. I cannot help but to let my thoughts portray my feverish hunger to lick the area, to lay teeth to this flesh...especially the thinner skin over the bone, itself. The motion of your throat swallowing leads my eyes to your face again, to an honest statement of searing muscles and aching tenons without words. A smile twitches at the corner of my lips as the words brush past them.

"Look at me."

With shimmering speed, tears captured behind your eyelids released, transcending over your cheeks and fall with a splash to your breasts.

No, I could not hold back my smile.

Three things you should know if I interest you: 1. I'm a sadist, 2. I am polyamorous, and 3. I am for real. The following blog post will explain why these are important if you are interested in striking up a friendship with me, or more. Above all else be aware that I value experience and truth, and am willing to prove my integrity. Trust is created for me through one's actions matching their words, and as such, must be built over time.

1. I'm a sadist. A sadist is someone that gains pleasure from pain, typically thru inflicting. That is no less true for myself and I use mental exploits like humiliation and objectification, as well as, physical acts like caning and needle play or cutting. I enjoy bruises and welts, and tears turn me on intensely. Of course, I have strict safety rules for play and interactions, and am constantly looking to increase my experience and knowledge in risk assessment and other play concerns/disciplines. I belong to a community of like-minded individuals which can provide my character references, both personal and professional...and I am a member of multiple groups that participate in spreading acceptance thru education of alternative relationship dynamics. If you have questions about my fetishes or background in sadism, please feel free to ask.

2. I'm polyamorous. The literal definition for polyamory is "many loves", but I think it's better summed up as having the capacity to love and be loved by more than one person in an open and honest manner. As such, I would say it is important to know that I am in a relationship with with a female, living with me. The female is my collared submissive, being trained as my slave. she has proven her obedience and worth as a servant, and I am honored to have her in my life. Despite this, we are looking to add another submissive female to our House. I like to think I am a unique and exceptional individual, and know for sure the others in my relationship are...you will meet them if you prove yourself worthy and prospective enough that I might add you to our lives. Their safety is paramount.

3. I'm real. The points this blog outlines are not details of role playing or the way I dream of living my life; they are the actuality and truth of my existence. This is my lifestyle...I choose to live my life by alternative methods. My lifestyle identifies and honors each of our intrinsic values as dominants or submissives that threads thru every aspect of life, in the vanilla world as much as the animal kingdom. After reading all this about me all I ask is that you don't judge me. I am as human as you are and am just trying to find happiness just like you. I will be tolerant and respectful of your life choices because you have to live by them, and my choices will never effect you unless you allow them. Thank you for reading through this, I hope it is helpful in deciding your interest in me.

The undiscovered (and elusive) 4. You. If you've really read this far in all this rabble, then you're probably wondering what I am expecting from interactions with you, what I want, or what my ideal individual is that I'd like to meet. Let's be frank, this is an online/mobile networking site designed to allow people to meet across distances. You can be anyone and anything a mind can think of and words can describe, your intelligence and mastery of this vocabulary seem crucial to being able to express yourself and your desire succinctly. Among being intelligent, I should hope that you are open and accepting to the world I may be introducing you to...however, if you are not real, that will become obvious eventually, disappointing everyone involved. Know who you are and be confident in your experiences...it's good to stop seeing mistakes negatively and identifying them as chances to learn. Going to more personal considerations, you would be a submissive female, know why you identify as such, age: 25-35 and happy.

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True Fetish

Dacryphilia...if I break it down to it's simpiest terms, tears. The eyes shimmer as the pure liquid is captured in the eyelashes. If you watch close enough you can watch the crystalline droplet's birth when eyelids are pressed closed, watch it run it's life as it traces the contours of a cheekline racing to fall silently. Yes, tears as they *splash* against my flesh...to feel it rain...tears...ehm, yes.

Then, of course, there are the 'causes of' to consider*...

Pain...starting backwards; the moan that erupts from pressing a fresh, darkly-beautiful bruise or tracing a long fingernail through the lesion of a raw welt threatens to refresh the memory of the assult just endured. Borne on your flesh, marks of intense sensation bloom like a sea of angry water...your eyes, the spout. Moments earlier, your gaze turns to fluid as consideration of motivation is flooded into your thoughts...punishment or pleasure, what will be used to inflict, where will be inflicted...

...now jump forward; be mindful to change focus from one that is drawn to a physical-driven response to the inward scrutiny of one's pysche...

Humiliation...a slight tap of the foot and fear ruptures your calm reserve, you suddenly feel as if every eye in the room is intently caught on you. Color heats your cheeks as you feel yourself give way to your knees, only growing more feverish as you find you are helpless to stop your descent. Your hands find the ground before your face, and you know now...everyone is watching you...you can hear soft murmurs and whispers. The color burns only more intense as your begin to lower your head to the tap of the foot; you close your eyes tightly as you feel your skirt ascending, exposing your panties...your blush only resplendent on your thighs. Your sobs start as you finally register, you have no control to deny the whim of the person who tapped that foot...your inner thighs catch aflame as you realize the many things that person may have in mind for you is causing your panties to soak through. You can feel everyone's eyes touching your sex, although all you see is that shoe...wishing this all to be ended by the wearer basking attention over you, but those eyes are the same ones that disregaurd you in this moment completely.

Of course, these are nothing more than my two favorite. Invariably, I would simply be called a sadist.

{*In this consideration, I tagged the protagonist as you; although, I mean this in only the most innocent and general way.}