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submissiveMya
Hetero Female, 27, New York 
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submissiveMya
Update: It astounds me how freedom can feel like captivity.....and captivity feels like salvation.... Deliver me

" Life only means something when you find something you "live for"

Since "stumbling" upon collarme I've learned more about myself in a year than I have in my whole 2 decades of existence. Through this journey I've seen my limits tested and my horizon broaden.BDSM have given me away to give more of myself to my partner by
giving myself to my partner completly.Engaging in this lifestyle has made relationships deeper and more profound. Intimacy more intense and passion so intoxicating...that love..is now my favorite drug.

(now back to your regular program)lol

....lets just say my vanilla "lifestyle" no longer had anything to offer. I'm submissive by nature so in turn i..want..no.. desire...no need to be dominated. I crave to be owned. Mind, body and soul. Nothing would please me more than to please the person I am with. I'm very docile though i tend to get a "lil" wild (but that is where u come in).Even though i long to be subservient I'm still your avg girl I enjoy cooking and baking i do yoga,i even took courses in belly dancing and massage therapy...i am willing to learn and experience new things w.e needed to keep u happy and satisfy...just say the word...future master

*Sigh* I hate to state the obvious but no pic no reply

Update: Due to my own personal preference I will no longer be speaking to Doms over the age of 46 any mail...rants etc..will end up in bulk mail unread

This should really go without saying but if your "group* is not listed in my ACTIVELY seeking list chances are I'm not seeking you as a dom (i.e a male switch,Female Doms,)












3/25/2018 1:49:39 PM: Well guys it's been a long time since I wrote a journal. I've been going through a lot good and bad. I try not to focus on the bad because the good is really really good. I'm not going to update anything too much right now. But let's just say someone has finally caught my eye... Again. In this lifestyle is not finding out who's the best of the best but who you can love at their worst. And a lot of guys falter especially on this site when put in a situation where they're not getting what they want. I'm looking for somebody who can I don't know not hear what they want to hear and still put their best face forward. Instead of turning into a child that doesn't get the lollipop they asked for LOL. Let's just say another one Bites the Dust today. But in his failure someone else amazingly succeeds.

12/26/2014 9:36:26 PM: I can't stress this enough I will not respond to messages from blank profiles .....I can understand how you can't post pics because heaven forbid your co workers at McDonald's find out your kinky.....but if I can take the time to write a profile which you probably didn't bother to read...(yes male switches I have no interest in)You can at lest write why your here and who you are because when I see ask me anything my first question is going to be why is your profile blank? Lol

4/23/2014 4:19:35 AM: Part two I worked cooked and clean as they sat on their ass and enjoyed the fruit of my labor....without any care or even the slightest bit of BDSM in any retrospect sexual mental or otherwise. Well that chapter is done I realize I may have a preference I'm been scared to say because of what people may think of me but I'm seeing a pattern and I took it upon myself to break it.In the last month I've come across a wonderful Dom who life is a clear example of his dominance.....he see the submissive instead of me and even though frankly I'm inferior in ever way ....he letting prove my worth...that what submission is ....proving my worth through my submission to a Dom who superior ...I can't wait to see where're this goes. It's been beautiful but there so much more to come.....new pic added!

4/23/2014 4:17:02 AM: I've learned a lot about myself in the last month.That maybe I was going about my search all wrong...go figure.....better 24 than 42 right?....lucky for me I'm a quick learner.See I made the mistake of trying to find a decent guy instead of an compatible Dom.See when I take a break from Cm it's because I'm in a relationship....the last time I was engaged. I had to let him go ....he wasn't right for me and was moving way to fast in order too keep me.I was searching like I was still looking for a vanilla guy when sadly there are different set of standards when compared to a Dom. A very intelligent man who has been my reality check on Cm told me a Dom shapes his surrounding to benifit him.His life should be a reflexion on how dominant he is.So can one be dominant in his mother house? In a mininum wage job? ....in hind sight no...sadly... But to prove I wasn't a gold digging ho I settle for these guys.

1/30/2014 9:18:26 AM: I've been gone for quite a long time… Again. There's just something about me and mischief that we keep finding each other.For those I'm close too thank you for you support.To everyone that reads my journal sorry if they fail to make sense.I got into an accident and I've been pretty damn spacey for the last couple of months.So with that being said I won't delete the entries.I want to remember maybe one day they will make sense because they sure as hell don't make sense now...god bless prescription drugs. Anyhow I've reached a new turning point.Since I've been gone I relocated and gotten a new job.And for the 1st time in a long time I'm happy.Sadly with my new found happiness some people had to leave.To them I wish them the best of luck but I realize that happiness even though I'm submissive is a two way street.So if your impeding on my happiness then I have to let you go.Im learning that just because I'm submissive doesn't mean that my feeling my life and ambitions have to be on the back burner.Rather I need to find a Dom whom feels I'm worthy of bettering myself and that my happiness is important. See servitude comes easy to me.I've always believed that anticipating a person needs was important.Men are simple learn what they want and do it.Ask for what you need to feel whole and they will do there best to fulfill it.Hear his needs wants and desires and make them happen.Trust his judgement.And that loyality and the ability to make a home a refuge from the outside world is a must and not a perk. That's easy but finding someone who understands me the way I will understand him....that the hard part....

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