9/6/2009 1:32:14 PM: Sadly, the beautiful lady from the parking lot eventually emailed and said she didn't have time for me in her busy life, and was never really looking for a sub to begin with. :-(But last night, i had the strangest dream. i dreamed that she contacted me on IM, and had me look up a recipe for spanish rice, and text it to her cell phone. She said she was having me do this as a small test of my sincerity, and that she was considering trying me out as her sub for 30 days. The whole thing seemed so real. i know it was a dream, because boys like me never get an opportunity to serve such a beautiful and creative woman, let alone a second chance. And even though i'm awake now, my heart is still light, because last night in my dream she called me a good boy...

8/26/2009 10:48:52 PM: i had the honor of meeting last Friday with a woman i'm hoping to be allowed to serve. She's naturally submissive with 'real men,' but i noted some Domme tendencies, and have been trying to seduce her dominant side. She was going away for the weekend, and graciously agreed to let me bring her a few things to make her trip more enjoyable. i was a bundle of nerves, hoping i made the right decisions on the things i brought her, praying that i'd make a good impression. We met in the parking lot of a local shopping center. i arrived early and wandered through one of the stores, and texted her to let her know i'd arrived. Then i waited in my car for her to get there. As she pulled up, my heart was racing. She was every bit as beautiful as the pics i'd seen of her. i offered her the gifts i'd brought, and much to my delight, she was pleased with them. i did make one bad choice in the music i'd selected for her, but she allowed me to go through the cd's in my car and pick another selection. Then i actually got to sit in her jeep with her for a few minutes. i was SO nervous, i babbled like a little boy, but she was very warm and friendly to me and i soon felt a little more at ease. Her dress was short, and i'm ashamed to say i took a peek at her wonderful thighs, and i did notice the pink nail polish on her toes. i'm still dreaming about being on my knees at those beautiful feet. After a few minutes, she was ready to leave to start her trip, and she indicated that i'd be allowed to kiss her cheek. What an honor for a boy like me to be allowed to kiss the cheek of such a beautiful woman! And then, saving the best for last, she told me i was a good boy!!!  As she drove off, i sat in my car for a few minutes, thinking about what a lucky boy i am, and hoping desperately that she'll allow me to be of service to her again...