Always learing something new...Im supposed to write something deep and enlightening... but thats just not My style.I enjoy a good laugh. I try to find humor in anything. If you cant laugh what else is there?
2/2/2012 10:57:44 PM
155!! Faster, faster until ones need for speed overrides self preservation.
I've been so brainfried lately that I'll resort to being the chat hyena - a lot of LOLs and LMAOs but not really adding much to the conversation.
My Aloha to All...
Love without trust is like a cell phone without service. All you can do is play games.
(trust no living thing)
10/23/2011 10:01:58 PM
With my luck the light at the end of the tunnel will be an oncoming train.
My Aloha to all.
(trust no living thing)
7/17/2011 8:39:57 PM
Ask a question ... get an answer. Its as simple as that. Dont ask something you really dont want to know. No more fucking around.
7/13/2011 11:27:22 PM
Ever wish your life had a reset button? I feel like I've fucked this one up good enough to use one. What would I do differently? What would I have said or not said? There's a reason for everything, every action has a meaning. If you did something different you wouldn't be the person you are now. You wouldn't know the people you know. You wouldn't be where you are now. Everything has consequences. Everyone deserves a second chance but you only get one chance at life. Will you be remembered when you're gone or be resented? Do something to be remembered for. Everyday is a choice - live it to the fullest. Are you strong enough to leave your doubts? It's not worth it to live life regretting and wondering what could have been. Look to the future, you can't go back to the past. Nothing is permanent.
I chose between what was easy and what was right. It made me numb for a while - like being in a haze. I've grown past that now - better, clearer. I lost my focus, now I know what's important.
(trust no living thing)
7/10/2011 9:58:44 PM
I'm already going to Hell, I'm just making sure I'm getting a good spot!
My Aloha to all.
(trust no living thing)
6/12/2011 11:23:40 PM
Isn't it strange how your life can get so cluttered and not realize what's in front of you? life moves pretty fast as it is, stop and enjoy it. Stop living in the past, enjoy the people in the present - they may become your future. Find that one thing or person and enjoy them - it can all be taken away from you in a heartbeat. I realized that today when the thrill of speed overcame ones thoughts of self preservation. Was it an ephifany? Divine intervention? The need to feel that adrenaline rush? I don't know - I don't care to know. It's the clarity one gets at 153 mph that will amaze you. Life slows down while the lines of the road blur together. I thought about what the fuck was I doing, then the clarity came. I didn't say all the things I wanted to say. I haven't done all the things I wanted to do. You can't take back what you've taken away.
And then her.
All roads led to her.
Gotta stop dwelling on the past. Gotta move foreword. Gotta find that unwritten future for myself - make it what I want it to be, with the people I want it to be with. Anything worth having is worth fighting for. Youre not alone even when you think you are. Its been a long time since ive felt this way - alive. Those nagging doubts silenced by the sounds of air. Let the Brembos grab and hold the fuck on while the world stops blurring by and returns to individual lines in the road. Take the time to calm the nerves, crank the stereo and just ... Be.
To all those out there searching for something - I truly hope you find what you're looking for. Don't give up. It will happen when you least expect it. A smile, an unexpected glance, that spark will happen. Let yourself open up to it and let it wrap around you as if it were something holding you, guiding you, taking you to a place you wanted to be but couldn't get there on your own. Enjoy those little moments whatever they may be - a warm embrace, a light kiss on your lips, or the feeling of belonging. Don't cheapen yourself and sell yourself short - you are worth more.
