12/5/2010 1:43:57 PM: Tomorrow is our first private meeting. I am very excited. Unfortuantely the time got pushed back so I won't be under her control for as long as previously anticipated, which is dissapointing. But I am happy to have been considered at all, so for that I am greatful. I have no idea what I am in for but I have been told to take an enema before bed tonight so I imagine my ass will be used for her entertainment. She has also been referring to me as a girl, and mentioned a school girl outfit, so I am guessing I will made to dress like a girl. Me little girl, her big black penis wielding femdom. Exciting and a little scary at the same time. While I hope she is nice to me, I also am looking forward to being pushed to my limits.

12/4/2010 2:08:25 PM: I have a confession to make. I played with my penis today even though She told me specifically not to. I didn't allow myself to cum but I know that still did something wrong. I have to confess this becuase I know the only way I will learn to be good is if I am punished when I am bad. Please be nice to me.

12/2/2010 2:08:27 PM: Just an uneventful day of classes on campus. Trying to stay focused on my work but occasionaly the image of an aggressive woman with a giant strapon crosses my mind. How will she penetrate me? Will I be bound? Gagged? Maybe I will be dressed like a slutty school girl before I am rudely forced to bend over. The more I think about it the harder I get, but I know that I musn't touch it. My pathetic cock is no longer to be used for my pleasure. It belongs to Miss.

12/1/2010 4:56:36 PM: Today was interesting. I was summoned to meet with her, our second meeting. I was told that I needed to be inspected. I had no idea what was to follow. I got in her car after we met in public. She drove to a secluded parking spot and began her inspection. I was made to remove my pants in the car as she fondled my penis and checked for an adequate shave. Satisfied she made me roll over. I heard the familiar sound of latex gloves being put on, and next thing I new she gave a very thorough inspection of my anus. Being handled this way in the parking lot of ------ was a big turn on, my balls have been sore all day. Can't wait to see what happens next.

12/1/2010 3:40:03 AM: Last night, per my instructions, I shaved my cock, balls and anus. It isn't the first time I have done so; however, this time is different. This time I am shaving because I have been told to do so. Why does she want my pathetic man parts so cleanly shaven? Becuase soon she will be bending me over like the little slut that I am. Bending me over and takeing my tight ass with her raging cock. I hope I will be pretty enough for her.