Through pain… you are transformed.

Through pain… your every ember of physical mind/body is challenged.

Through the challenge you become stronger.

Through pain… your mind begins to condition itself… to accept….

Through pain… your inner fury begins to uncoil…

Through pain… you begin to learn the deep surrender, not just fantasy.

The pain is also anguish.. as you are brought so close to orgasm.. and denied. Again. and again... more than you thought you could stand.  And yes.. you will despise me..  and then.. you will love me... because...

As the pain continues.. daily… you begin to learn your place.. 

As the pain continues.. daily… you begin to find your deepest peace

As the pain continues.. daily… you begin to learn that pain and love are of the same plane…

they are equal destinations of the same journey.

Your tears are your gift to Me. As is all your wetness.

Your tears are the stars of your deepest vulnerability. 

Your tears are the uncontrollable manifestation of your transformation… for all to witness.

Your tears are beautiful proof of your devotion, love and surrender. 

Your tears prove that you desire to submit; to accept the pain; to give yourself so wholly and selfishly… that you learn to crave the pain… given by only the One who loves you.. and who cares.. and who will take you to the darkest depths of your surrender… the One who has the power to destroy you… but instead who chooses to love you, to cherish you, to mark you, to own you.

Through the pain… 

you are transformed.