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I am a piece of clay, yet to be molded. I am interested in learning to serve, and to please. I am a bit scared and unsure what to write next...other than I am a novice in every way and have a desire to learn. I am a kinky coin with two sides, in my public life I wear the mask of Mars. I work very hard at my job and do everything required of me to function and fit into the real world. But when I am home I embrace the Venus longing to emerge, it is this side that seeks to please. I am interested in meeting other like minded people to get to know and learn from. I would love to become the kind of submissive sissy desired to be owned, pering all duties assigned to me to the letter. To be a wonderful toy in your toy box to proved you with play and happiness. And outside of submission and my kinky interest, I am you average ordinary guy. I love my family and friends, and have too many interest to list all of them or waste anyones time. I am a bit of a nerd when it comes to scifi, history, and art. I love watching movies and tv shows as well as reading books and interesting articles I stumble upon. I hope to meet and learn from like minded individuals here...and just maybe develop a trusting relationship through exploration. I know there are too many flavors beneath the surface to just be plain vanilla. To the public I must be vanilla, but seek more behind a closed door. I look for the one to adore, worship and more. Thank you for your time.

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8/5/2017 10:09:17 AM
My cage finally arrived, I'm so excited I may have just peed a little. I have my onesie, diaper, pace, baba, an collar ready for tonight. Later after my bubble bath I will get ready for bed and lock in for the night. Pics on fet https://fetlife.com/users/1637953.

4/13/2017 9:25:03 PM
I may have been a little naughty on eBay this week. I bought a pink pokadotted sissy maid dress, a black satin maids dress, a couple petticoats, 3pairs of shoes, and some super cute diapers. The Easter bunny came early. I can not wait till I get off of work tomorrow night to put a glass plug in and enjoy 48 uninterrupted diaper time...let the good time flow. To wake up Saturday in a soggy diaper with no hurry to get out of bed. When I do get up I will take a bubble bath, maybe an enema for that deep down body clean. Tape into a nice pink diaper with pink plastic pants. Get dressed in a lockable pink satin maids dress with pink glitter heels, white stockings, and a white petticoat. Get my housework done and spend the rest of the weekend relaxing.

2/7/2017 4:33:49 AM
2017 has been the year of the panty, I have yet to wear boy underwear this year. I slip on a pair in the morning before work, and on nights and weekends away from people I wear diapers. It feels great and so freeing to feel such comfort. It is the one saving grace of being small is that either item fits like a glove. I just wish I had someone picking out the color and style for me...it is so hard to decide each morning.

12/28/2016 11:42:30 AM
Three days in diapers and dresses, I love a good staycation. And three more days in diapered bliss before I slip into a pair of panties and get back to reality. I think it's time for a bottle and a nap, then it will be time for an enema and a bubble bath.

10/17/2016 4:13:02 PM
Having a hard time deciding what color dress to buy...black, red, or purple. Once I pick I will have to get a pair of heels to match.

10/2/2016 2:49:53 PM
Enjoying a lazy Sunday lounging around in my diaper and nightgown, with my paci. Time for a nap then an enema and a relaxing bubble bath.

10/1/2016 11:37:50 AM
I received my cheer shell and skirt and it fits like a dream. I am full of cheer and glee, I may have to get a couple more uniforms.

9/25/2016 12:31:24 PM
Another bliss filled day in a pretty pink diaper, watching tv. Got to love lazy days.

8/27/2016 12:50:39 PM
I'm in for the rest of the day and I can't decide what to wear...panty or diaper?

8/24/2016 9:25:36 PM
My pretty pink princess diapers arrived tonight, and I couldn't wait to put one one. One pink diaper, one pink lace trimmed diaper cover, and one pink nighty...I'm ready for sweet dreams.

12/31/2015 2:20:16 PM
I love being on vacation! I have been in either diapers or panties for a solid week, no male cloths at all. It has been absolutely wonderful, and a plug inserted for that icing on the cake vibe. Kind of a perfect way to end a year and start one two. I think it is time to take a lavender bubble bath with some wine, and then dress in a darling white panties and bra. Next I will lock on a blue satin Alice in wonderland dress complete with apron, a pair of white anklet socks an a black Mary Janes to complete the outfit.

12/27/2015 10:48:22 PM
Loving vacation this week, I think I will spend all day locked in a diaper and footed PJs. I will spend Tuesday in a dress I just don't know which one yet. I will probably wear the pink satin maids dress...if only I had someone to wait on.

4/16/2015 9:42:48 PM
All snug locked in my onsie enjoying a bottle of formula...so glad of my plug selection tonight.

4/16/2015 7:48:04 PM
Finally free from everyday responsibility for the next couple of days. Time to go take a bubble bath and an enema or two to clean up. Then powder, plug, and diaper up for the night.

4/15/2015 9:30:31 PM
When life gives you lemons... I received my new plastic pants tonight, and I should have ordered an XL. There is no way they will fit over a diaper, but they fit snug with out one. Just a little lotion in the front a bit of grinding and viola...lemon aid!

4/14/2015 9:27:52 PM
I bought a few too many things tonight, but have a few fun items on the way. Purchased a lace bra in four different colors, and a lockable pink satin maids dress. The worst part now is the wait until they arrive.

4/11/2015 7:28:39 AM
Wow it's been over a year since my last entry. I think I my have an ebay addiction, I bought another butt plug, locking onsie, and a couple bras last night. I lay here in bed locked in a onsie with a soggy diaper on and find myself ready to star the day. I don't feel I will allow a change till I clean the house, then it will be enema time and time for a lavender bubble bath.

3/16/2014 8:35:33 PM
As I lay hey on a Sunday night thinking about serving and making someone happy. I wonder what it would be like to make them happy. Yes it would be great if they want to keep me in panties or in diapers, but I would just be happy to be wanted. I wish if could be corset trained an put on an extreme diet to give me a perfect figure to please my owner. As much as I enjoy my male side I want to have the female side of me brought out and made into something special. When three fourths of your life has been enjoying the soft comfort of a satin bikini around your loins, who are you really? I just wish I could find someone special to serve and share all that I am and all that I have with. I just wish I could be someone's little girl, and do all I could to make them happy. Like most I dream of what it would be like to be owned, taken, and filled fully by the one who takes me as their own possession.

8/4/2013 10:52:30 PM
As I lay here in bed, I find my self yet again wondering which panty I will choose to wear under my jeans to work. I remember when I was too scared to wear them under my clothes to work, I still worry about being found out by someone at work. I have even started wearing a glass butt plug from time to time, but sometimes this makes it very difficult to be really productive. I find myself squirming more in my seat and creating a wet spot in the front. I just don't know what it is about women's clothing and panties in general that really turn me on...but they do. The worst part of starting the work week with clean laundry is that there is too many choices, I really wish I had someone to choose what I wear. To have my panty selected for my work day and an outfit picked out for when I got home. To come home after a work day and to clean up and put on a fresh pair of panties, a bra, a plug, and a sexy dress for the evening. To look perfect for my owner to please them, and see that their needs are met. To make them so happy that they find joy in chaining me up and entering me...making me into their perfect little sissy slut. Who wouldn't want that! But till relinquish the reins of my control to another I will struggle with which pair will be slated for Monday. Will I choose a thong, a tanga, or a satin bikini cut. I'm spotting my teddie just thinking about it, this is why I should wear diapers to bed. Time to try to get some sleep...nighty night.

7/22/2013 8:45:05 PM
There is nothing like a enema to make you feel fresh and clean. Two two quart enemas held for ten to fifteen minutes and repeated three times, I'm clean as a whistle. Now I lay here in bed snugly diapered and in a comfy nightgown, I find myself wishing I was being penetrated. To one day find a dominant owner make use of my clean rear and make me squeal like a slut as the transform me into there little sissy girl.

7/7/2013 12:21:34 AM
Fun with photoshop again, it was time for a new profile picture. This time I dress as a maid and took a few pictures, and made a little mess in my panties in the process. I really can't help myself sometimes, I guess you could say my creative juices were flowing. Another fun pic for my profile, I wonder what my next one will be.

6/30/2013 8:29:48 PM
I'm so excited, I just won an auction for a Trillium Steel Locking Anal Plug on eBay. It feels like Christmas...I can't wait till it arrives and can be locked into place. And maybe someday I can present the key to it as well as the keys to other toys and devices to the one to Train, mold, and own all of me. My rear hungers to swallow and be filled by new joy...I mean toy.

6/28/2013 1:53:07 PM
New maid uniform just came in the mail, I'm so excited I have a growing wet spot on the front of the teddy. I ca't wait to clean the house tomorrow. :)

6/23/2013 3:20:42 PM
Sometimes I think about belonging to someone who will bring out the girl in me and transformed into her. To be collared, kept in panties, trained to please....to give all that I am to one. To be made into the perfect submissive doll, to be controlled, to be used to provide joy and pleasure to define myself as a prized possession. I wish I could find the right person to make me into the girliest of girly girls, the perfect little soft silky slut to fulfill my owners desires. This is my day dream as I sit on my couch painting my toe nails watching movies in my nightgown.

5/29/2013 7:00:03 PM
So looking forward to my next day off, my mind race thinking about how to spend a day home. To wake up with a large plug in place, a diaper and pink plastic pants snugly on, a silky nightie smoothly encasing me with a pacifier in my mouth. As I greet the morning light I will eagerly great an enema and a warm bath to clean up. I'm so glad I have a tv and Netflix in the bathroom...it makes bath time more fun than a rubber duck. Once clean inside and out I will re-plug, lock on chastity device, and dress for chores. I think a pair of satan panties, stockings, bra, and a short dress with apron will do nice. Next will come the high heals, apron, leg shackles, and gag locked on to complete my outfit. There will be plenty to do, I might as well make it fun. After the floors have been vacuumed and scrubbed the kitchen and bathroom sparkling from top to bottom, I might reward myself with a glass of wine. Then I will finish up by doing laundry, this will give me plenty of practice breaking in the new heals. Then it might be time to either change into a leotard or a sports bra and shorts an exercise for while. Once I work up a good sweat I might stick one of the dildos in front of me and the other behind to take my work out one step further. Then it will be time to clean up and take a shower put something fun on...I hope my plad skirt, tie, and white shirt arrive from landsend. Seriously who can turn down a sale...the skirt was $9.00, it will feel like Christmas when I open it. To put on another diaper and dress for class as I embrace the little girl within will be wonderful. This would be a perfect way to enjoy the rest of the day with a little bit more wine and a movie or two. Then change into a nightie and go to bed drifting into a blissful slumber dreaming of my next free from work and other obligations. So excited I think I need to go change into something dry.

4/19/2013 11:29:54 PM
I lay in bed with a glass butt plug firmly inserted, a purple pair of panties on a pink nightgown on, and a penis gag locked firmly on. I am at one with th world. I dream of the goddes to scoop up this pile of nothing and form me into her desires and mold me to her will. I want more than anything to become and transform into the perfect girl/slut looking only to make my owner happy and proud to have me. My mouth to be wraped around whatever they put in it. My ass to inhabit all that they choose to insert in it. My heart and soul to long for their approval and affection. With my desire to bring them happiness in all that they want. I long to be theirs...mind body and soul!

3/31/2013 4:40:37 PM
Spending the day the day diapered with a collar and wrist restraints on drinking mojitos...what a relaxing day. The hardest part of the day is typing with my wrists incased in metal, but fun and exciting all the same. I froze the key in a block of ice and have retrieved it from the freezer to start to melt. In a couple of hours I will be able to free myself and get ready for another work week. It has been a great day to break in the new Kub cuffs these are awesome so solid and secure, at no time can you forget that they are locked on. I think I may need to invest in the ankle cuffs soon...they are just that fun. They came in the mail yesterday before I went to work, needless to say they were the first thing I grabbed when I got home. Tried them on with today's wardrobe and took a few photos and made another photoshop picture for my profile. I just wish I had someone to help me take better pictures, the 10 second timer doesn't give me the best option for posing. May you all have a happy/kinky Easter and may the force be with you...now back to the mojitos.

3/27/2013 8:18:33 PM

I played around with the camera and photoshop a bit tonight, and now I have a new profile pic.  It is always fun to do a photo shot and be creative for a do it yourself project.  To mix fetish and art, two guilty pleasures that warp together into joy all on its own.


12/11/2012 5:12:21 PM
Tis the season, and ebay loves me...several panties on the way. I can't explain the joy and sensation dawning a pair gives me. Is it the way they feel caressing my rear, the tactile feel of satin, or the fact that if even for a moment I feel sexy. That would be a yes to all three! If only I had someone to model for when they arrive...I would love to be be someones play doll to dress up and play with. To be dressed in something sexy, gaged, restrained, and with a bow under an xmas tree. Happy Holidays! :)

11/30/2012 10:04:53 PM
locked into a 6000s and a plug firmly in my rear and I am dreaming of the day I am wanted as a play toy for the right person. I can't put to words the joy I get from having something inserted in me. The pleasure of the fullness gives me a sense of joy and sexyness I can not even find words for. The tightnes and confinement the 6000s is provideing right now is about to send me through the roof. It only took me three hours to calm myself down enough to fit into the device. And now I am a rage of sensations trying to think of other things to ignore the horneyiness that is within me longing for release. I am locked into my chastity for a period and the only release I will get will get will be from an 8" dildo that will be my training for the next month. The hypnosis mp3s must be working a bit as I find myself wanting both something in my mouth as well as my rear. I want to so much to conform myself into the perfect plaything for the right one to own me both mentaly and physically. To truely turn me into their little girl...and to have me anyway they desire.

9/6/2012 9:08:51 PM
I think I want to buy new toy, I can't decide what to get though. I'm thinking maybe a larger plug, or possibly a dildo...a new gag could be fun too. Although a smaller corset, teddy, or something silky to lounge around the house would be nice. I'm dripping a little bit just thinking about it all. Time to drit off into a blissful slumber...hopefully I will be able to make a decision in the morning.

8/24/2012 11:26:33 AM
Put two new photos up, and realize I kind of enjoy modeling for the camera. I just wish I had some one to take the pictures and set me in my poses. Plus I can't wait till it is pants weather so I can shave down to a smooth body all over...these stockings will feel even better.

8/24/2012 3:34:46 AM
Good morning world, time to go exercise and fix a few things around the house. Once all of that is done I'll do a bit of cleaning then I'll have the rest of today to relax...I love days off. The hardest decision I will have to make today will be what color panties to ware, the pink or the blue ones...kinda like the Matrix. I love loungeing around a clean house with plug in place and smile on my face.

7/29/2012 7:57:36 AM
All out side chores done, time to clean up with an enema and a shower. Then it will be time to get "maid" up for the day and clean the house. I can already feel the sweet embrace of the panties, stockings, and bra. With my trusty plug in place and waist constricted tightly in a corset, I will enjoy the comfort and security. Next will be the dress and apron to set me upon my task at hand. And much like a present with a bow, the metal collar will come last. Once my gag is locked on and inflated it will be time to set about my tasks. Then when everything is complete it will me time for a little wine. The only element missing in this equation is a wonderful dominant lady to please. Time to get to work.

7/8/2012 9:20:46 AM
I really love my corset, and the way it hugs my body tightly. I just wish I had someone to lace me in tighter...I want a smaller waist. Through corset trainning I hope to mold myself into the perfect sissy for the one who would make me their property. There is nothing like a tight corset and a large butt plug, the two make for a blissful state.

7/6/2012 10:46:44 AM
It's good to be back home after a trip...but is most certianly time change into something more comfortable. This tshirt feels like sandpaper, and all I could think about is the seductive satin waiting for me at the end of my trip. It will fell so good to spend the rest of the afternoon plugged and in just my bra and panties...maybe a garter and stockings as well. What a perfect way to relax...it might be time to hop on online and shop for a new toy. I just don't know what I want to get...I'm sure the choice will cum to me. :)

7/2/2012 11:47:03 PM
As I travel down my yellow brick road on the journey of self discovery, I am finding out more about myself. I have always longed to please people and try to do my best to make them happy. I've had many a relationship fall apart do to fact I was not dominant enough to make the right moves. I have always felt like I have kept a large part of who I am locked up deep inside. I kind of feel like it is time for me to be me. I have always loved the sensual feeling of satin, which led me to be a panty theif at 10. Sometime around age 12 I would regularly put on a pair of panties and bra, handcuff my hands behind my back. Then laying face down in a very cold bath I would submerge my head. The sensation of the breath play, the cold water, and my underware...lets just say I'm alway making a mess in my panties. The things a young pervert will do when the parents are away. I would even were lingerie under my cloths when I went out to do my paper route. I have always hidden this part of who I really am...I feel I have been a sissy from day one. I feels good to express who I am on this sight. Though I have not the courage to show my face, I have enjoyed putting up a few photos. I feel they express my artistic view of a sissy, without showing my genitals...not much to show anyway. I hope I am able learn grow, and hopefully become something some dominant lady would love to have and own. I only hope that some day I find the right one to submit fully with my mind, body, and soul. I just want to make someone happy, and to know that I am their submissive little girl. Not to mention the excitement of being taken by a strapon and being left a quivering mess when they are done. I've got a long way to go learning the ropes...so to speak.

6/17/2012 5:48:36 PM
It was so relaxing spending the weekend plugged, in new panties, and in my steel collar. I'm in such a dreamy state now...I don't know if its the wine but I find myself longing to have a lovely Lady take me for the first time. I find myself lusting for her thrusting, as she tells me what a good little girl I am...after she leaves me a quivering mess. Oh to be someones sissy, to be their barbie doll/maid/toy.

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hayley4wimps
 
 Age: 36
 Utica, New York