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What Am I looking for?
I am seeking female play partners. Someone whose desires and lust can meet or surpass my own (how deep is your rabbit hole ). This relationship can casual, serious, short or long term.
What will I be looking for in you ? Well a lot really. First of all respect and honesty. Whatever your beliefs ideals and even kinks I expect a mutal resect even if we dont agree. In this lifestyle trust essentual, you must be able to be honest with me about your thoughts and desires.
Concider that knowing your comfort/discomfort about something, might increase my pleasure of that thing as well. Another frame of thought is more simple.. if you can't talk about it you really shouldnt be doing it.
I will also expect a certain level of emotional security and maturity. Drama for drama's sake will not be tolerated.
So ok who am I? Glad you asked.
I am a straight /poly male Dom
I am a good natured fun loving person with a wide sadistic streak.
I have been in the bdsm lifestyle for 10 years. We greatly enjoy meeting new people to share experiences with.
I come with all the usual whips, floggers and impliments of torment, both painful and sensual. I also come with the skill and evil imagination to use them. Not for just a physcal experience but a mental one as well.
I am a huge bondage enthusist, particularly suspension bondage. I am always looking for someone who would like to try any level of bondage play.
I am very approachable, very friendly, very sadistic, but also very carring. I can go as deepand dark as you want me take you, and bring you back safe again.
I enjoy the ropeplay regardless of whether it is an intimate play session, or a non D/s 'classroom experience' session. Thus I invite anyone curious; solo sub or Dom/sub couple; to contact me a bondage/suspension bondage experience.
I am very much into open honest communication, trust, and respect. I encourage safe sane and consentual play, and all limits are respected. I am not at all oppose to a mentor/chapporne/protector, join us for our play sessions, if it makes you comfortable tohave one..Living is easier when you have nothing to hide.chaperone or fellow Dompresence, for the subs comfort.
If you lack experience, thats ok. Just be honest about it. At one time, we were all beginners
Looking forward to hearing from you
Edward
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Good Girl sasha, good girl |
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Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
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White Flags
BLUE OYSTER CULT lyrics -
Hold me close, don't fear my body. The flesh is weak, in need of touching.
Your hands are hungry for want of knowing.
Your eyes are closed, but still they're showing.
Light the white flags of surrender.
The war is over, the battle's ended.
Like the snowflake in my hand that's melting,
Can't you feel my love?
Can't? Can't you feel my love?
Waiting to be touched? Can't you feel my love?
Like the sky touches the sea, arising, we will be.
Can't you feel my love?
In my arms no fear of falling - we can share my gravity.
See how time will stop forever,
The moment that our eyes do meet.
Light the white flags of surrender.
The war is over, the battle's ended.
Like the snowflake in my hand that's melting,
Can't you feel my love?
Can't? Can't you feel my love?
Waiting to be touched? Can't you feel my love?
Like the moon touches the sun, an eclipse then we'll be gone.
Can't you feel my love?
Capture my senses.
Ravage my perception.
Take me! Take me! Away! Away! Love!
Hold me close, don't fear my body. The flesh is weak, in need of touching.
Your hands are hungry for want of knowing.
Your eyes are closed, but still they're showing.
Light the white flags of surrender.
The war is over, the battle's ended.
Like the snowflake in my hand that's melting,
Can't you feel my love?
Can't? Can't you feel my love?
Waiting to be touched? Can't you feel my love?
Like the sky touches the sea, arising, we will be.
Can't you feel my love?
Love, can't you feel my love?
Can't you feel my love? Can't you feel my love?
Love! Love! Can't you feel my love?
Love! Love! Can't you feel my love?
Love! Love! Can't you feel my love?
Love! Love! Can't you feel my love?
Can't you? Can't you feel my love?
Love! Love! Can't you feel my love?
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I am currently in negotiations with hopeserenity for a contract and collar of concideration. She has continuously proven and shown great potential as a partner. She will know by me as Cherry, till she gives me reason to call her other wise.
While I am happy to talk with my friends I will not be seeking new playmates at this time in order to give this relationship its proper due attention. More on this at a later time
Edward |
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That's all I wanted
Something special, something sacred -
In your eyes
For just one moment
To be bold and naked
At your side
Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
Maybe this time is forever..
Say it can be
That's all you wanted
Something special, someone sacred -
In your life
Just for one moment
To be warm and naked
At my side
Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
But something tells me together
We'd be happy
I will be your father figure
Put your tiny hand in mine
I will be your preacher teacher
Anything you have in mind
I will be your father figure
I have had enough of crime
I will be the one who loves you -
Until the end of time
That's all i wanted
But sometimes love can be mistaken
For a crime
That'sail i wanted
Just to see my baby's
Brown eyes shine
This time i think that my lover
Understands me
If we have faith in each other
Then we can be
Strong
I will be your father figure
Put your tiny hand in mine
I will be your preacher teacher
Anything you have in mind
I will be your father figure
I have had enough of crime
I will be the one who loves you
Until the end of time
If you are the desert
I'll be the sea
If you ever hunger -
Hunger for me
Whatever you ask for
That's what i'll be. .
So when you remember the ones who have lied
Who said that they cared
But then laughed as you cried
Beautiful darling
Don't think of me
Because all i ever wanted
It's in your eyes baby, baby
And love can't lie. No...
(greet me with the eyes of a child)
Mylover's always telling me so
(heaven is a kiss and a smile)
Just hold on, hold on
I won't let you go, my baby
I will be your father figure
Put your tiny hand in mine
I will be your preacher teacher
Anything you have in mind
Will be your father figure
Have had enough of crime
So I am gonna love you
Until the end of time
Will be your father
Will be your preacher
I'll be your daddy
I will be the one who loves you until the end of time
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O Mount Kailas
Uncover me
Come my restoration
Wash my body clean
I've been walking
Along a crooked path
Where the walls have fallen
And broken me in half
I'm telling you
I will not rest till I lay down my head
I'm gonna go
In the house of stone and light
I shall not cry for the blindman I leave behind
When I go
In the house of stone and light
In the house of stone and light
Holy lady
Show me my soul
Tell me of the place
Where I must surely go
Old man waiting
At the gates for me
Give me the wisdom
Give me the key
Chorus:
I'm telling you
I will not rest till I lay down my head
In the house of stone and light
I make my way O gonna be such a beautiful day
In the house of stone and light
In the house of stone and light
Let me in beneath my skin
In the house of stone and light
It's been too long
My spirit's been at war
Havasupai Shaman
Let me be reborn
Chorus:
And I will the sun upon my face
Come the day I awake the child inside
In the house of stone and light
And when I go I will op - open my eyes
In the house of stone and light
I will see you
In the house of stone and light
I'm looking in beneath my skin
In The House Of Stone And Light |
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"Inner Glow"
I'm like a storm cloud eager when you go out
Calm again
I'll ask permission for the wrong to win
Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on
In a haze the beginning of your days
Gonna fall down
Got to get back up but at your own pace
Got to fill your cup and find the way
Out of your own maze
Yeah boy what you said now
And hide the rule book throw it in the waste
Look strong
Like you belong cause you do belong
Whether right or wrong you belong
I'm on your side if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
Yeah and pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write you own song
Whatever happened to our inner glow
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
Whatever happened to my radio
Whatever happened to my song
It is my song
So here's a preview shove it under old-new
Or call it rock or pop or bach or fuck
Goddamn where did we go wrong
Now there's a catergory for every song
Yeah we only want to sing when we want to
Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde
Yeah we only want a field we can run through
Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde
So stride if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
And pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write your own song
Whatever happened to our inner glow
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
Whatever happened to my radio
Whatever happened to the song
Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...
Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...
and write our own songs ! |
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Is it getting better, or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you, now you got someone to blame?
You say one love, one life, when it's one need in the night.
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don't care for it.
Did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love and you want me to go without.
Well, it's too late tonight to drag the past out into the light.
We're one, but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other, carry each other... one
Have you come here for forgiveness,
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus to the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much, more than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got.
We're one, but we're not the same.
Well, we hurt each other, then we do it again.
You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law.
You ask me to enter, but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on to what you got, when all you got is hurt.
One love, one blood, one life, you got to do what you should.
One life with each other: sisters, brothers.
One life, but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other, carry each other.
One, one. |
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Leave it behind
You've got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you steal
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress up
All that you scheme… | |
| leave it behind |
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I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her finger tips
It burned like fire
(I was) burning inside her.
I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for..... |
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Numberone
Kneeling before me
eyes looking up at me
attentive,waiting.
My will, your desire.
Regardless of the world outside my lair,
here you are where attention lies,
here you are all that I crave
all that I can love.
Regardless of the ties that bind us from one another,
Barriers that do not exist within these walls.
Here you are my number one,
and I am yours.
When you are here you give what no other can give, you give yourself.
And your absence, is felt in way that can be filled by no one else
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A knower of the truth
travels without leaving a trace,
speaks without causing harm,
gives without keeping account.
The door he shuts, though having no lock,
can not be opened.
The knots he ties, though using no cord,
can not be undone.
Be wise and help all beings impartially,
abandoning none.
Waste no opportunities.
This is called following the light
What is a good man but a bad mans teacher?
What is a bad man but a good mans job?
If the teacher is not repected
and the student not cared for,
confusion will arise, however clever one is.
This is the great secret.
~27th verse of the Tao Te Ching
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torryboots, please check your email |
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Ive received a few questions reagarding what my/our expectations were concerning play or interactions with my submissive 'roan'.
There seems to be alot of assumptions, so I thought offer some clairity ~
The truth is there are no expectations..
If you want to meet her I fully welcome and I strongly encourage it. It however is not by any means a requirement.
roan and I have a very solid and secure relationship. We have been poly for nearly all our relationship. She also has other relationships that dont include me (sry guys, before you ask, she not actively looking at this time).
For anyone interested in meeting/playing with her, roan has alot to offer even as friendly aquiantance. 8 years as my submissive has made her a wealth of experience, and information. She also has nurturing heart (although I had nothing to do with that. I got her that way ;) ). A good cook too.
She is not bisexual by nature. She terms herself as 'bi-friendly,' and enjoys playing with and Topping other women, but does not actively seek them out. So if she isnt included in our play, there will be no hurt feelings of being left out
I know that alot of people out there have had really bad experiences with triads. That is not what we are looking for. We are not closed to the idea of a triad, should that special person come along. We really more interested in meeting for play and friendship, be it with me, or with her, or us both.
Please if you have questions, ask them. Your assumptions about us are likely to be wrong. Till you bold enough ask you wont really know, and would miss a really good thing.
be safe in your journey,
Edward |
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Playspace gets a paint job !
Updated the profile with new pictures of myself and my playspace that feature a suspension frame ,2 different spanking benches, a cage, a futon that is comfortable for relaxing but also folds out to searve as a bondage bed, a bondage/caning table, and the dreaded spreader rack !
Are you trembling yet? = }
Edward ~ |
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| Age: 23 |
| Chester,
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