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~ submission ~
These thoughts/feelings are my opinion.If you do not agree with my perspective, I respect that, just do not judge me as i will not judge you. To each there own.
submission is not any learned "art/trait" it just simply is. It is who one is to the core of their being, to the depths of their soul. Always having been as they are. Perhaps not knowing, but always knowing something was missing & or different about them.
i am not about being a "bedroom submissive," yes that is just a part of what i need/desire/crave to have in a Ds relationship. To my way of thinking, this dynamic should always be present in their lives. Yes, there is the "vanilla" world to contend with- but i feel done in unision.
~ Hard Limits ~
i am mono, not bi, and i do not wish to be shared. Nor am i extreme. Meaning yes B & D within the realm of a D/s realtionship, but not necessarily S&M. Light S&M is one thing, but i am deffinately not a maso. To further clairfy, i am not about - knife/gun play, blood, nor scat.
~ FYI ~
i am 38. My "home" is Ks. As well, at this point in my life relocation is not possible. Wannabe's "here" are quickly ignored. It does not take long to figure You out. :) No offense meant to those who are true r/t experienced lifestylers.
~ What i will give to my "One" ~
i am submissive. It is not a choice, it is a need, it is who i am. My choice is in whom i serve. i am me with or without my Master, yet not complete. To my "One" He shall have my full commitment, surrender, sincerity, honesty, obiedience, love, admiration, devotion...in my demeanor, alwayas striving to make him proud of what he has chossen to be his, for i will learn to be a direct reflection of him - his pleasure my honor and my fullfilment.
~ What i seek in my "One" ~
What i seek in my "One" (within the realm of the above limits) are truth, honesty, to be completed/whole through my servie to Him thus fulfilled, integrity, to guide me, to teach me. He will be demanding yet fair, Compassionate, yet firm, caring yet strict, loving yet in full control. All will be layed at His feet to shape/form/mold as He see's fit. Her life is literally in His hands - therefore without trust there is naught.
~ Own/capture the mind, the rest will faithfully and obediently follow ~ |
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