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OK I'm going to say it here ...
IF you don't have a fucking picture of yourself with clothes ON. forget contacting ME!
I don't want to see a cock when I open my fucking mail!
Oh and for you mental midgets that think because you "have cam" it's going to be easy? THINK AGAIN!!
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3 months and 17 days since my last update.
Well I got sick, so near death the doctor told me if I'd waited 2 more days I'd have been in the morgue INSTEAD of him ER.
Well HELL I'm NOT ready to DIE, NOR do I think Satan is ready for me to take charge *YES IT'S A JOKE*!
I had a severe case of dehydration, and that's when they told me I had Congestive Heart Failure.
Can you say SUCKS? I can but I'm not!!
I'm feeling back to my old self and still KICKING ass!!!!!
Just doing it slower!! |
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In the last 2 years I've been operated on, had everything surgically removed to fight the cancer that was plaguing me.
I've had 3 heart attacks and 1 stent put in that actually put some infection INTO my body, I was sick for 3 months because of it. Get back up dust MYSELF off and back to sickness starting in February 2013. AND then here comes the "vertigo". OK so I've dealt with all this and still I'm kicking ass!
IF you think you can handle MY ways and MY *health issuses* Message me here on Collarme, yahoo and skype don't happen TILL I say.
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I released a slave/sub this past year. I am NOW looking for another. IF you think you're it you may message ME HERE!!
DO NOT message and say "what's your yahoo"? Won't happen!
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HaHAHAHAHA I just got this message in my email:
AS a son of the most High God.. I reconized the generational Jezabel
spirit as I was spaning this site..in your profile,my spirit came to a
halt.. was curious if you ever wanted to be delivered from it..?;-)Jesus
Well someone can't spell, L M F A O too blasted funny!! I'm about to fall off MY Chair laughing!!!!
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New entry. I found out it's NOT easy taking care of Mom while the doctor's don't know what's happening to ME. Mom fell and broke her ankle Valentines weekend when WE Both had that damn stomach Flu that was going around up here in Gray ROCK! So for 3 months I've been taking care of mom up and down the stairs as a "go getter". Now mom's back at work while I await more testing and more SHIT! I am getting bored with doctors and being hooked up looked up and cut up!
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Appreciate all the mails I've been getting. But it's been a HECTIC 3 months since..... I've been back and forth from grayling to Traverse City... Blood work, disease specialist,hormone specialist,,,, The list would go on if I allowed myself to dwell on SHIT! BUT on to the present day. So far no more signs of cancer  . So it makes for a breath of fresh air and sunshine with that news!
You all have A Very Merry Christmas and if you take offense at those words get a DAMN helmet!
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New Entry as I was just made aware of my slowness in letting subbies know.
I have found MY subbie. He's excellent. thank you.
Been going through more medical shit than I care for But it's about damn time Doctors started Paying attention to WHAT I SAY.... instead of what they BELIEVE!
Going for blood work with a blood specialist in August! Wish Me luck!
PQ |
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OMFG this came to me in email.... as a Domme/slave COUPLE
I am loyal, responsible, active, responsible, loving, caring, sharing, kindhearted,warm, accomodating,sexy,compassionate,tolerant,laid back type,outgoing,welcooming to people genrally,I am also a one man lady,I like to sing,write poems,listening to music,swimming,playing Basketball,watching TV,Movies and comedies,I love public intimacy and want a good man with a good heart,one with good knowledge about love and who knows how a lady is been treated,age or colour difference do not matter to me at all,as long as he loves me,I want a relationship that will last forever and won't fade no matter what.
talk about laughing your ass off!!!!~~~
THANK YOU FOR THE LAUGH MR NIGERIAN FELLOW 
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LADIES IN IRELAND.
There is a gentlesissy who would love to be used and abused by you her name is malemaid. give a view and see if her profile doesn't spark a bit of interest in your world. |
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Just had a subbie tell me he don't like manish women, when he found out I had a "beard" body chemical can and will provide such things on SOME women. I also have a "moustache" I got it from my grandmothers! They had it too, and they were UTMOST ladies. Is this saying because I have facial hair I am NOT a Lady?????? come now fella's realize I can be as "nice" as any other or as MEAN as a BITCH dog in heat if you MESS with my heritage. IF you don't like it DON'T contact ME!  |
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GOOD NEWS!! I had the biopsy done on Tuesday 8-02-08... I bled out a lot as the doctor moved my cervix to get a better look. BUT NO DISPLASIA!!!!! meaning I don't have to have another surgery!!!!! YESSSSS!!!!!!!! |
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AND NOW for some really screwed up news. I have to go back for ANOTHER surgery Tuesday...... ANOTHER abnormal pap smear. EVEN if I have the offending item removed, I still have to go through all the pre cancer testing AGAIN, damn don't they get it? I am too mean to be tied down like this!!!!!
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Just received an email from a man I consider friend. I did THINK I'd found someone. BUT he didn't think 85 miles would be an easy think to get past. Now I am not seeking AT LEAST FOR NOW. I've been making friends and there is one I am wanting... maybe just maybe MY wanting will work out this time around. I do love hearing from friends here and on yahoo, for those of you who are priviledged enough to have my yahoo. I thank you all for your good wishes as this has been a trying time. Good news is NO MORE CANCER!!!! 
I celebrate this more today than before.
THANK you all for being there as someone to talk to and understand the fact that we all go through some shit at times!!!! |
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Don't send chat requests if you're not going to stick around. It's a waste of My time. |
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It's been a really busy month since my last entry.
I Celebrated my 41st birthday today, and got what I asked for......... rewritable cds 25 of them! YAY .... lmfao .... I don't ask for much never do. It's all in HOW I ask for it.
Good night |
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Last week I found 3 lumps. and what I thought was a fourth but wasn't! Got the biopsy's... results today...... benign! I can't help but celebrate that little fact. I don't feel like going through all that shit again.
and for those of you who did know... thank you from the bottom of my heart for your well wishes!
PQ |
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2 salient points to be made!
#1 if you write to ME write it in ENGLISH not this chatroom shitspeak. I will NOT accept anything less than your best!
#2 Do not make demands of ME that you can't give back! OR are unwilling to give back. NUFF SAID!
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why do we waste time getting to know someone.... taking time to invest getting to chat with them? Is it because we think them good enough for US? Sometimes I wonder about that. Makes One wonder what it is that makes them come to ME in the first place! Is it that I supposedly have an "innocent" look? Or is it that they know that I can't travel to them? Makes me wonder. |
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now that the rant is over. I am glad to report that I failed out of classes. NOT I took the same 2 classes 3 times and could NOT for the life of me get access down no matter how hard I tried. BUT ONWARD AND UPWARD!
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IF ever you decide to email me DO NOT email with "HI BABY" I AM NOT YOUR BABY!!! |
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I've had a wonderful week so far..... here comes the weekend! sending out a big thank you and a hug to subbiekins.... Lady Dommes in his area give him a look! hes a keeper!! |
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OK for all those in Michigan that I send little notes to, about where such and such a city is.... cut Me some slack I am still learning the state map. |
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I met a sub in chat this morning that. And her profile made me smile and laugh! I thanked her for it and she graciously told Me I was welcome....
She's a sweet kid really! lil this is for you  you are a great girl! |
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I am enjoying a good run with my grades! so for I have a 4.0 gpa!
I was contacted by someone here you know who you are! I prefer not to be yelled at as in WHY NOT????
This is A bad bad thing to do to Me. I don't Yell at you, show Me some respect also.you sent a note saying I want to server I say thank you no and you reply by yelling? you are now blocked
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I now have a 4.0 gpa in web design class. and a 3.95 in database management class! I love it! |
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Something makes Me wonder, do you married men prefer to IGNORE MY statement in my profile that says NO MARRIED,SEPERATED OR ATTACHED MEN?? |
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All of My teams but 1 won their games!! YESSsssssssssssss
I got 2 A's in MY classes So this Queen is A happy camper  |
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AS I STATED IN MY PREVIOUS JOURNAL ENTRY WHEN YOU SEND ME AN EMAIL NO PIC NO REPLY AUTO DELETE |
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I assure those of you that have contacted me. I will get back to you AT MY LEISURE!
If you continue to beg. you will be DELETED
sending ME mails with no pics ..AUTO DELETE |
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Must either have a job or be financially able to afford me! 