Hi firstly I must state FEMALES only!!! Please read in FULL!

I know it sounds sad but I cant help my feelings and if I could then I would. I live in North England and work for a week or two at a time most months in South. I am so curious and drawn to chastity, used panties, caging, collars and leash, domestic, watersports ,worship and general BDSM and my interests listed in my profile. even 24/7 TPE possibly.

I have never visited a Mistress or Domme before as I know once I do there would be no going back. I want to be an addict to my owners Piss. Yes I am aware that this is impossible but in my mind it’s a drug and one I couldn’t break especially if I were blackmailed to remain a piss slave. The mind after all is a powerful thing.

I were thinking possibly to have to visit Mistress on route down, Get locked in chaste and pissed on which I know would be a paid session and then have to work for 2 weeks down south locked up and giving Mistress total attention as my frustrations grow and then return for unlocking and another drink of piss on route back which of course would be another paid session so that I can return to my girlfriend unscathed and unlocked. ( she knows nothing of this )