Collarspace.com

Horizontal Line
Vertical Line
Horizontal Line

Horizontal Line

Vertical Line

just ask me! i am a 24/7 slave.

Horizontal Line

9/14/2006 8:48:39 AM
 

The world is so constructed that if you wish to enjoy its pleasures,
you must also endure its pains.
Like it or not, you cannot have one without the other.

Success is not measured by what you accomplish.
It's measured by the opposition you encounter,
and the courage with which you maintain your struggle against the odds.

You'll find all things are difficult before they are easy.
The greater your obstacles, the more glory in overcoming them.
So, make up your mind before you start
that sacrifice is part of the package.

No pain, no gain;
No thorns, no throne;
No cross, no crown.

You've got to go through the negative before you get to the positive.


9/8/2006 10:39:44 AM
Took a walk by the river, many thoughts running through my head.  Saw a deer with her baby drinking, was neat.  So peaceful, away from the hussle and bussle of life, technology, and all else.

Could smell the freshness of the air, the water, the trees and the grass.  Guess i had forgotten what all that was like. 

Will spend more time doing this.  I know what they mean now when they say, "Take time to STOP and smell the roses!"

9/5/2006 5:08:29 PM

i came to realize that my Mistress is too involved with her school, her friends, and not much time for a real sub. Anyone liking information on my wonderful Mistress, i can give her a good report card! She is new to all of this, and i wish her well with school, and her life. I will be sending her panties and her poems back to her. She will soon see and realize what the priceless gift of submission was, but trust is essential, as well as, honesty, but I say nothing negative about anyone. That is not a subs place. She will probably say she released me, so we will leave it at that. I am well versed in sub space, for those that may be searching. i wish my Mistress well as she searches for a new sub, under a different name, and i wish all of you subs longing to look in her eyes, be good to her, shower her with gifts, she likes coach purses, and victoria secret panties. Remember, also, she is taken in real life, so stay away from that area, and keep her happy. She deserves alot, and i hope Maam, you will miss me, as much i will miss you! All journeys come to an end, so celebrate the temporary, and celebrate you! HAPPY Birthday! From the best sub you will ever have had the experience of being a Mistress too! there is a special gift waiting for you! Happy Birthday! 


7/12/2006 3:08:57 PM
i am beginning to mend. this is the first day i have felt decent and the pain is subsiding. hope to be as good as a used car soon...!


7/5/2006 5:24:13 AM
Today is another day!  Still incapacitated, but surviving! breathing is difficult with broken ribs, still no formal internet until Thursday they say. Am still borrowing neighbors laptop when she comes to help me.  Here early today as she goes to Lincoln.  she has wireless so that is why I am online for about 10 minutes a day.  Regular phone is in tomorrow, cell doesn't work in the woods i guess..  Life c ontinues

6/24/2006 6:21:22 AM

You always experience the consequences of your own actions.
If your actions are right, you'll get good consequences.
If not, you'll suffer for it.

There are always two choices, two paths to take.
One is easy. And your only reward is that it's easy.
You cannot do wrong without suffering wrong.

Morality may consist solely of the courage of making a choice.
Wickedness is always easier than virtue,
for it takes a short cut to everything.
But over time you learn,
you can't make wrong work.

Work joyfully and peacefully,
knowing that right thoughts and right efforts
will inevitably bring about right results.

You can never lose anything that really belongs to you,
and you can't keep that which belongs to someone else.

Sooner or later, everyone sits down to a banquet of consequences.


6/17/2006 9:43:50 PM

The mold for your success and fortune is in your hands.
You cannot do everything,
but you can do something.

You choose your thoughts and actions.
Only you can find success.

Nobody can do it for you.
Nobody will do it for you.
You have to make it happen.

There is something you can do to change your situation.
The people that really succeed in the world
are the people who look for the circumstances they want,
and, if they can't find them, make them.

Your life will always be to a large extent what you make of it.


6/17/2006 2:06:07 PM

Whatever you want in life,
you must give up something to get it.
The greater the value,
the greater the sacrifice required of you.
There are no short cuts to success.

There's a price to pay if you want to make things better,
and a price to pay for just leaving things as they are.

Nothing worthwhile ever comes easily.
Work, continuous work and hard work,
is the only way to accomplish results that last.
Use your imagination more than your memory to achieve success.

The highway to success is a toll road.


6/16/2006 9:00:27 PM
To the world, You may be one person...

To one person...You may be the world!

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take...but by the number of Moments that take our breath away!

Communication is the key to a successful journey...we have begun!

6/16/2006 3:48:31 AM
had so many damn problems with computer yesterday, among other things, a frustrating day!

Also working out some issues, which are getting clarified.  Glad this week has passed.

living life becomes a journey, only when we take the first step forward, not looking back, but walking into the horizon as the sun rises, making the most of that days journey, taking time to help those along the way, and then resting in peace, as the beauty of the sunset rocks you to sleep.


6/15/2006 5:28:22 AM
Let Not your Mind be purged with incompleteness of self want and desire, then to, explore the realm, the REALITY of meeting the needs of thy soul. Look into the eyes of that which you own and see the depth of their soul, for as the light shineth into the depths, the needs within certainly benefit the person i kneel too, and the darkness becomes light, therefore, the stars shine with intensity.

6/13/2006 6:25:21 AM
You cannot have the success you seek
without experiencing some failures.
Any experience can be transformed into something of value.
Everything depends on the way you look at things.
What are stumbling blocks and defeat before you,
can be stepping stones to victory if you remain determined.
In all of your adversities lie the seeds of equivalent advantages.
In every defeat there is a lesson showing you how to win the next time.
View your problems as opportunities.
When it's dark enough you can see the stars.


6/12/2006 2:52:15 PM
issues come and issues go. Can we work through them or not?  Life continues to tick away whether we do or we don't.  Journeys sometimes come to a bend in the road, or a detour, or a dead end, the direction it taakes is up to the one who is driving!

6/11/2006 8:32:29 PM
Now i know the rest of the story....and what really matters!

6/11/2006 4:50:54 AM
What you impress upon your mind, you'll inevitably become.
It's a psychological law that whatever you desire to accomplish
you must first impress upon your subconscious mind.
Your inner thoughts can cause you to be rich or poor,
loved or unloved, happy or unhappy,
attractive or unattractive, powerful or weak.
Relentless, repetitive self talk will change your self image.
You'll affect your subconscious mind with verbal repetition.
Constant repetition carries conviction.
When you change your values you'll change your behavior.
Start thinking of yourself as becoming the person you want to be.
Self suggestion will make you the master of yourself.
You can become whatever you want to be.
If you believe you can, you can.


6/10/2006 1:48:21 PM
waking up it was raining!

6/9/2006 10:39:51 PM
really bummed out tonight. Someone deceived me and i am really hurt tonight. Not sure who would do that, but it was very cruel to do. Need to just think and get my head right, because right now my heart is breaking.

When you care enough for a given result,
you'll almost certainly attain it.
Intense anticipation will transform your possibilities into reality.
Strong desires will in time externalize themselves into concrete fact.
Your desires are the precursors of the things
which you are capable of having and doing.
Weak desires will bring you weak results,
just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat.
The intensity of your desire governs the power
with which your energies will be directed.
All of your dreams can come true,
if you have the courage to pursue them.
Desire is the starting point for success.


6/8/2006 5:33:36 AM
 

When you feel in your innermost being
that you will achieve what you set out to do,
you open the way for miracles.
The dreams you choose to believe in come to be.

Choose to believe something good can happen.
Expecting it to happen energizes your goal
and actually gives it momentum.
What you expect to happen, happens.

Life responds to your outlook.
If you want to succeed beyond your wildest expectations,
begin with some wild expectations.


6/5/2006 3:54:32 AM
 

Your dreams will come true,
if you have the desire to pursue them.
You must believe in yourself.
Know in your heart,
that you can do the job you've set out to do.

You're never given a wish
without also being given the power to make it come true.
The achievement of your goal is assured
the moment you commit yourself to it.

Everything is possible,
if you believe it's possible.
It's your mind that sets your limits.
What you envision you can do,
you can do.

Start thinking of yourself as a success
and success will follow.
Success is a state of mind.
You can, because you think you can.


6/4/2006 10:11:34 AM
am wondering what today will bring.  Slept well, many dreams, and oh well, not important.

hope you are having a good day, full of adventure and pleasantries.

i had completed the laundry task that you gave permission for.

i am thinking of running to texas this week to pick up some things.  still thinking of what to do next.  Need to think of places to stay.

nice day today, may ride my bike for awhile.

not much else is happening. i am learning patience!

panty

5/31/2006 2:16:29 PM
Retiring today to become a full time sub........

let the music begin!

panty

5/30/2006 1:09:30 AM
thank you Maam!

panty

5/29/2006 9:44:11 PM
bleeding...i wipe up the fragments of my mind splattered amidst the walls of pain!

i reach but you are not there! dancing with the wind
i turn to vapor as you ream me with the reality of deception.

i awake as in a dream, yet the pain stabs as the heart slowly bleeds,
and the tears on your breast dribble away amongst the laughter from your belly.

cloaked in the dampness of the morning,
the sun burns scars upon my flesh,
and again i weep!

the Maam in my heart tingles, as i watch the twinkle
in her eye...only to cover the deception of the world
we lived in.

masked by the hood upon her face, covering the harshness
of her being! Alas oh star..the glow on the horizon becons!

come forth, be near, as we tiptoe throuugh the roses, looking for the
lily of your heart and suddenly all stopped and i watched as you wept,
and i asked why?

Life moves on, and you grasp the hand that led you to believe
that life is, and was to be, an enchantment of sorts
that echoed through the tunnels aas it spiralled upward and
disappeared in the space beyone!

longing, i reach out and you are not there! surrender the thoughts of your
destiny as it creeps from the depth of the bowels, and you become aware
of life without living!

and i say, i am, and you are yet to be!


5/29/2006 5:32:42 PM
reaching out, i stumble and fall. I long for the challenge of anticipation, only to be betrayed...as my  heart bleeds, i search for meaning beyond the words, then wipe the tear away, and see destiny as it stands face to face with the reality of life.

the shadow stops...life moves on!

panty

5/29/2006 10:13:37 AM

Like the web of thoughts inside my head
Covering my broken heart, protecting…


The wind whispers to me the secret!
I feel it caress me, comfort me
I am empty and lifeless, yet it fills me
Swirling around me, in me, lifting me up
Taking me from this lonely, barren place
And sitting me on top of the mountain
Irresistibly I am drawn inside, to enclose myself
Finding solace in the darkness  of my soul!

When I open my eyes, the world is spread before me
I stand on the mountain and watch the sun disappear
I look into the depth of the darkness
Into the reflections of what I am feeling
The darkness sees deep inside of me…


I feel my hands tremble as they touch the night
No longer a dream, but now reality. Sweet or…
Overwhelmed by such intense emotions!

 

But the darkness closes around me, I am drawn
To be enclosed into its cover, safe and secure
Feel the warmth of your arms encircle me Your fingers brushing away my tears, and…and

I cry And, i wait, to see if the morning,

Again,  brings,  my breaking heart back to the reality of the day…or  To See if my heart sails in the ship on the ocean of my tears …

Or if I fly, on soft outstretched wings, to far away places...

 

Or remain always caught between the two!

5/28/2006 7:54:22 PM
I stop for a brief moment to give you a curious stare. The eyes...yes, the eyes!

flowers  follow their seasonal cycle,
Full bloom to winter sleeping.
I, too, am part of that cycle, 
Although mine is not bound by seasons,
But life, my life. Days and days, months and months,
Turning into years.
In the middle of the land, I stand, amid the nature around me,
The nature that symbolizes my life.
I, too, have grown, like the trees. And I have sung with the birds, danced with the wind, bathed with the essence of you and Bloomed with the flowers.

Slept in the winter.  Danced in the spring, cried in the summer!
Now my time has come. The cycle has brought me to this place in time, in space...
I look upward, outward, then inward, for what I am missing, to fill the void inside me, the longing, the temptress tossed and turned and The clouds look back at me, with no answers. But seem to smile.
I feel comforted, wrapped around me is the cloak of your daggar...

But yet the heart beating inside me knows there is more, 
Much more, yes.........much more!



5/28/2006 7:06:01 PM

If we are love expressing and all are united in love — Tell me more about love. What is love? When the mind is stilled, the heart flowers Live suspended in the moment and the mind dissolves — the heart opens.

Love is one's constant inner state and that is why Love is the most powerful emotion.

Love without power is weak;   power without love is dangerous.

Ultimately we have to love all — it is the way it is ... the most natural expression of our Being. There is only oneness and there can be no oneness without acceptance and love of each other.

Liquid love smooths the bumps and fills the cracks and crevices. Merging, merging all in one; one in all in love.

Merge in the one Great Heart.

Surrender to your heart and move with the Heart's beat, Breathe in your Heart and then Live in your Soul.

Let love carry you in its' arms higher and higher into the spaces between the breath; the spaces between thought; the spaces between action and inaction.

Merge in the moment with another or yourself.
They are the same.
There is no other.

The moment of merging union is always an expression of Love.
Merging of two hearts–souls,
Sliding easily like silk into each other.
Merging of the ingoing and outgoing breath.
Merging of the sky and the sea.
Merging of the eye in the rose.
Peaking into ecstasy and relaxing,
into nothing and All.
Merging of one in all — the final great orgasm.
Merging into Self; merging into All.

Be full attention in the moment and therefore you will not need attention.
You will be deliciously Alive.
Presence being present.
How can you ever crave love when you are love itself?


5/28/2006 1:40:50 PM
In life, there is but one dream, one journey, one destination!  Wandering aimlessly, without purpose, without substance, without direction, we become stagnant in the air we breathe, the food we taste, and the life we live!

Wind blows, rain falls, snow melts, rivers run, and with the sunset, horizons glow and hearts melt! 

we search, we find, we exhalt!  Life glows radient, as it is, from the warmth and security of the days end! 

Finished...Completed....we sleep!

panty

5/28/2006 7:28:29 AM
We become aware of our own existance, by the depth that we travel within.  Our souls manifest life through the thoughts we have and the actions we take!

When we look to the stars, for the direction we seek, we find, only, that assimilation takes place through the journey we are on!

Each knows from deep within, that they are responsible for their life, their feelings...and for every result they get!

Destiny moves on...walk slowly through the darkness! The sun comes up slowly!

Living the dream!

panty

5/27/2006 5:52:35 PM
some forget....

we hurt
we cry
we bleed

journey's begin....journey's end!  Life goes on!


5/27/2006 5:26:43 PM

submission is measured, not in moments of time...but
in TIMELESS moments!

as the wind bloweth, the sand between my toes, oil upon my skin, a senorita on my arm, and a memory and a tear in my heart!

deception is painful...

and as i see clearly, my heart bleeds, my head spins, and my head bows to the essence of willowed birches, and the avenues of untraveled roads, as i search for what was, and what is to be, the destiny, and journey of life!

by panty


5/27/2006 6:44:21 AM
Contemplating the day! fingers sore from typing all night. wanted to stroke but didn't. fleeting thoughts of yesterday, mixed with thoughts of tomorrow, and tomorrow and tomorrow!

journeys begin and journey's end, feeling the warmth of the sand between my toes, oh i yearn for release!

have a good day Maam!

panty

5/26/2006 7:58:26 AM
Didn't sleep well last night, so spent time thinking of my Mistress.  Thinking of my retirement in a few days, and how that is going to be a big change for me.  Good part is then i will be available 24/7 for my Mistress.

rode my motorcycle this morning, it was nice and peaceful as always.  Clears my head, and gives me nice thoughts, away from the stress of the world.

have a nice day today Maam! i will work on the task you have given me.  i will bring your laundry tonight at 7, unless you direct me otherwise.

i adore you!

panty

5/25/2006 10:56:01 AM
I guess my Mistress had some good sex and tongue last night with her lover, which makes me a little jealous, but i know i am not worthy of that honor.  This is the first time she has told me about those times, so it took me off guard a little.  She has always been very private about her encounters, so i guess i just assumed her pleasure came from controlling her sub.  i forget sometimes that i am a sub, when my Mistress allows me to converse with her as an equal when we are discussing things, and really i am just a lil dick sub, and i am now reminded of that Maam.

i know now, i am just a sub, just like my old Mistress said, to OBEY and nothing else. No say in anything.  Thank you for reminding me of that Maam.

i adore you Maam, and am glad you had good sex last night Maam.  A goddess like you deserves that aspect in her life.

panty

5/23/2006 8:45:06 AM
beginning to feel better. will get at making myself useful today. or at least trying to.
Still have not much energy.  ty Maam for spending some time with me this morning.

panty

5/22/2006 1:32:12 PM
sick with flu today, not much to talk abouot except staying in bed!

5/21/2006 7:57:03 AM
this is a day where i look to see if the glass is half empty, or half full. 

Seems half empty, although i am half full person!  wonder what that means in the long run.

"Also, in sub space, we loose contact with many other realities, and then in the blink of an eye, everything changes.  As the winds blow, and the dust settles, we look and see, only to find, the distance begins to creep up without our knowing it, and then in an instant, everything is gone!"

One of the subs posted this in a forum, it makes one wonder what the day will bring!

goodmorning Mistress!

panty

5/20/2006 7:39:28 AM
just back from the gym.  Life as a sub continues to amaze me. Each new day brings the anticipation of what my Mistress has in store for me, the tasks she has planned, or, depending on her mood, whether or not i will be allowed any release.

Yes, life as a sub keeps you living on the edge! 

i adore you Maam, and thank you for the opportunity to serve you.

panty

5/19/2006 12:54:59 PM
had to take my Mistress some gambling money last night, so she and Ms Angie could go to the casino.  My Mistress did allow me to come home though and stroke my lil guy, which it wasn't pleasuring her, but i did visualize her teasing me, which was pleasurable to me. 

I had gone to a friends house, but left when she wanted more than i was allowed to give.  My Mistress allows me no physical contact with any other women, so i had to leave, which i did.

i hope you are proud of me Maam.  I remained loyal and committed to you!  Thank you for allowing me to masturbate last night, and cum in your panties you had given me. not sure what i would have done, so i am grateful.

i adore you Maam, and cherish the time we have together.  i hope you enjoyed the movie.

i adore you Maam!

panty

5/18/2006 7:13:05 AM
waking early, after tossing and turning, i found my lil guy trying to get hard. Thoughts of Mistress, as she teased and denied, danced through my head. Feeling frustrated and taunted, i began to stroke, only to awaken and find myself in a daze of bewilderment, clad in pink panties, kneeling before my Mistress waiting for her daily tasks, and wondering what this beautiful day would bring to my Mistress, as she contemplated the continued torment of her sub.

i adore you Maam!

panty

5/17/2006 3:59:08 PM
my Mistress is so wonderful, even gave me a remionder that i had not complete4d a task she has requirede me to do each day or be punished.  That you Maam.  I didn't deserve to be reminded, so i am grateful.

i hope you day was a good one.  i continue to look forward to each day as your sub, and the new challenges it brings to me.  i am here to serve you, to adore you, cherish youu and worship you!

Your panty

5/16/2006 3:49:19 PM
wow, Mistrerss sure kept me busy today doing research for her.  Was kind of hard juggling things, but i got it all done.  such a pleasure to keep busy, espoecially when Mistress gives me tasks.  all Mistress should kept their subbies working hard.  Keeps them devoted and keeps them from wandering. lol

am looking forward to helping you with your next project Mizz M and the results will be wonderful, as you will see.

thank you for allowing me to serve you!

i adore you!

panty

5/15/2006 12:57:34 PM
Your eyes Maam are as beautiful in the morning, as the sun is when it is rising from a sleepy night. i hope the vanilla capuchino, with a little ice was exactly the way you like it. The gifts are for you, to make your life easier, to have you smell enticing, and to look sexier in your new panties. i am honored to be allowed to serve you and the timeless moments that you give to me out of your busy life. every true submissive needs a Mistress like you to fullfill their need to serve.

i adore you!
panty

5/14/2006 8:37:59 PM
feeling a little lost today!  not much contact with my Mistress as it is mother's day.  i am so enlightened when i am in her presence, her eyes are hypnotic, her words complete me. Mizz, i adore you and cherish each moment that you give to me of your precious time! will be seeing you in the morning, as i deliver your laundry back to you, clean and fresh! What an honor to be allowed to do your laundry!

i adore you Maam!

panty

5/13/2006 3:00:48 AM
Drove my Mistress and her friend to the casino tonight. i feel so complete when my Mistress needs me to drive her places, or clean her apartmewnt, or do her laundry, as i am doing now.  a sub is never happy unless he is doing something to make his Mistress life easier, happier, and stress free.  i am so glad my Mistress uses me to do the menial things in life fo rher, so she can have more time for whatever else she wants.

i adore you Mistress, and thank you for allowing me to be near you tonight.


Your panty

5/12/2006 11:19:30 AM
being a submissive, allows me to be the person i am.  Helping to make my Mistresses life easier, more pleasureable with less Sress, is what i live for.  Being subservient to my Mistress, and all women, brings such pleasure, and meets deep needs within.  I live for the opportunity to serve my Mistress, to be allowed to clean for her, do her dirty laundry, or any other menial task she would instruct me to complete, is an honor, and a priviledge, because it gives my Mistress the time to do whatever she chooses, while her panty boy makes her life easier!

i adore you Maam!

5/11/2006 3:35:48 PM
slave registration for panty

   590-459-551

5/11/2006 6:12:27 AM
mind is searching for ways in which i can please you today, Maam.  at the same time, hoping you are alright and feeling better. When you weren't online, i always get concerened for Your well being, and hope all is well.  It is not like You to say You will be online at a certain time, and then not be there.  i know something more important than me must have come up.  i continue to adore you, and i continue to serve you, and await your daily instructions as to how i am to work hard today at pleasing you. i am hoping i can polish your nails in the park, as it is supposed to be a beautiful day. cool and breezy.  i adore and cherish you, Maam!  Have a wonderful day, and if there is any way i can make this day easier and less strerssful for you, just let me know!

YOUR panty

5/10/2006 6:32:45 AM
Goodmorning Maam,

I adore you soooooooooooo much Maam!  thank you for spending a minute with me before the start of your busy day. I apologize for seeming as though i had an attitude Maam. i was just disappointed.  I cherish you, so do not have an attitude with you Maam.  Thank you for honoring me with a picture of your beautiful ass in panties Maam.  my lil dick has been twitching all night, as i gazed upon it. You are so beautiful, and i cannot wait until i am in you rpresence to bow and kneel before and kiss that beautiful ass as the lowly sub that i am.  have a wonderful day, and any way i can make your day easier, please let me know.  thank you Maam for allowing me to wear your collar.  I am YOUR panty boy Maam

5/9/2006 11:01:25 PM
My Mistress has instructed me to find a financial slave for her.  She is the most wonderful Mistress in the world.  Young, sassy, strict, yet demanding, and elegant. Mizz M is erotic, and IF you are worthy, but that is ONLY IF, she may grant you the opportunity to be her money puppy.  I am her domestic slave, serving everyone of her daily needs as the humble sub i am. i am her maid, her driver, her errand boy, her panty washer, and meet her daily needs.  she has trained me, disciplined me, collared me, and owns me.  MizzM will own you, your pocket book and wallet, and your bank acct.  For consideration of honoring her with your wallet and your money, please request an application by emailing me.

Maam, i adore you, worship you, and cherish the moments we have shared.

i am honored to be your pantyboy Maam.

panty


5/7/2006 7:58:19 PM
my Mistress spent a few minutes with me, so my day was fullfilled.  I cherish her, worship her and adore her! Thank you Maam for choosing me as your sub.  Glad you were happy with your laundry, and thank you for the panties you allowed me to have. I am wearing pinkish ones tonight as you instructed.  Feel better Maam!

5/7/2006 1:10:33 AM
5/7/06

adoring my Mistress, as I await her return! Another day older, another day wiser, another day in the life of a sub...

Vertical Line

Horizontal Line
Horizontal Line
samGoddess
 
 Age: 27
 Scotland, United Kingdom