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I am not a newbie to bdsm, in fact, I have been involved in the lifestyle for many years, off and on. My experience began with a girlfriend in college who enjoyed tieing up her lovers. It did not start watching pornography or reading playboy.
Some call me a masochist, though I am don't enjoy pain. I enjoy the loss of control from the pain and in the offering of myself, so to speak, to a dominant woman. I am not in this for sex, but I generally leave that to be the choice of my dominant if I meet her real time. Sex can add numerous complications, some of which could be very unwanted. I am drug and disease free.
I have a cam and am willing to take extroordinary risks on cam. I have bound myself up fully (both wrists and ankles) through self bondage and used light timers to trigger the advent of pain. Please note that this self inflicted pain reaches past what I can tolorate, so the pain enters the realm of real torture...hence the risk. Plus, sometimes it takes me hours (or all night) to escape from the self restraint. Dommes that I have met over the years have seen all of this on cam and heard my reactions on mic.
I do this since it is sometimes easier and preferable to meet on cam with people; however, my overwhelming preference is for r/t.
Outside of bdsm I am a writer, an artist, a mathematician, a scientist, and a musician. I am a fighter and a lover. I have written songs, sold watercolors, made a music CD of my own material, and I am successful in the business world. I like intellect and wit...romance and conversation. I consider myself to be Aristotilian.
I am seeking someone real so you will have to prove you are a woman via a cam, picture, and phone. I am not looking for months of emails only to discover you are a guy or are not serious. I understand you have a life and want privacy. I want the same things.
I am looking for a sadist or someone willing to learn. You can live anywhere in the world. I travel all over the USA so meeting eventually is a possibility.
I am not open to 24/7 and I can not relocate.
If you want to know more...please send me a message.
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Once...while traveling a few months ago...I participated in some self bondage in the hotel room. I affixed some restraints to the head board of the bed and tied my ankles to these so that I could lean back off the foot of the bed.My neck and head were comfortably rested on the floor (was looking up) with the back of my knees resting on the top of the bed. I had some slip knots for each wrist set up at the foot of the bed on each corner so my wrists were behind me and apart. A scissors was in reach of my one wrist restraint. I also tied a neck restraint to the TV stand behind me across from the foot of the bed...to keep my head from moving from side to side much. I made this restraint, very taunt.
I had bought a few things at the local hardware store (a wide piece of clear tubing...electrical tape...and a light timer) and at a local CVS (olive oil and an infra-red massager). These I hooked up so that the head of my penis was in the tube...the bare metal head of the massager was taped to my shaft...and the other end of the tube was secured in my mouth. I used the olive oil to coat the inside of the tube so that any liquid would flow easily from my penis to my mouth once I ejaculated. I set the light timer to turn on in 10 minutes...run for 45 minutes...turn off...and repeat the cycle.
After getting one hand on the one wrist loop, I pulled tight closing the loop...then I secured the other one, but I struggled to get the second wrist in as I barely left enough room. As I struggled around a little to test the restraints, I inadvertently knocked the scissors out of reach. I immediately started to panic, but I was very well secured and could barely move due to the restraints and position.
When the massager turned on, it startled me. Perhaps it was how I was bent, but the vibrations seemed much stronger than I imagined. Also, with my penis head in the tube...the vibrations seems to make it feel rattled around. After only a minute or two, I orgasmed and ejaculated a healthy amount of cum...which ran quickly through the tube and into my mouth. I quickly swallowed this, having no other choice. It wasn't long before I started feeling the heat from the infra red massager on my penis shaft.
I tried moving my head to one wrist to remove the tube...but I could not move much and my mouth was a good two feet away from one of my wrists when the neck restraint stopped me. I tried struggling again, but I was really stuck.
As the massager started getting really hot after about 10 minutes, I orgasmed again and again swallowed. It was then that I realized that I had not urinated for a long time and forgot about doing it during the set up. What would happen to me if I pissed and vomited????? The heat from the massager...and the vibration seemed to make the desire to urinate more intense.
After another 10 minutes...I was being burned on my penis shaft from the massager. I could sit still and I couldn't move. At that moment...I pissed. I tried clothing my mouth, but the liquid simply went in and I was afraid I would start choking if I didn't swallow it. However, I coughed and gagged anyway...causing me to lurch forward...adding pressure to the wrist and neck restraints...tighenting them.
After a few more minutes...not sure how long exactly....the massager stopped and i thought i would have a few minutes to clear my head. However, without the vibration...the heat from the infrared seemed that much more painful, even though it was dissipating. So I simply started crying.
This went on for a few hours, though I only ejaculated one more time, but I finally got out. Stupid, huh?
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I am in the same hotel for the next few weeks with tens units...restraints...and my computer (with cam). Looking to connect with an intelligent woman for ongoing discussions. |
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| Age: 43 |
| Edmonton,
Canada |
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