i am updating my journal because Sir wants me to tell everyone that i made a mistake. im being punished for not changing my contacts when I was supposed to at the beginning of the month :(
i will also be expected to wear duct tape over my nipples all day tomorrow while i am at work and i am not to remove it until Sir instructs me that its okay to do so.
It is very important to me to please my Dom because i want to show him that i admire and respect him. Also i want to show him that i am very thankful for everything that He provides for me, everything from protection to making sure that i am happy and healthy. Another thing is that by pleasing my Dom, that’s when i am most happy. When Sir is not happy and i have caused His unhappiness I feel more than awful and know punishment is due for not doing what is pleasing to Sir. i want nothing more than for my Dom to be happy and pleased with me, i do struggle sometimes with following restrictions but Sir is helping me to be better and for that i am very thankful.
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