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Hello there ;]
I'm newish, but open to meeting new ppl and, of course, new experiences. I have a lot of ideas of what it is I think I might want or am looking for, but I am not sure if they are realistic. I'd very much like to find out, though.
I've been called a bitch and too blunt, etc., and rightly so, but as we are ever-changing, I would like to abandon those thoughts and move on to a more positive future. I have always been fiercely independent and would like to continue, but sometimes my impulsive nature urges me to rebel and think some not-so smart thoughts and do some not-so smart things. In those times I want- need- yearn- for a strong man to reel me in. In the past, I have settled for less than what it really takes for me to come back to where I should be. Instead, I cede to their logic, but end up resenting them for it. I guess I just get tired and annoyed by being **asked** to do things instead of being **told** to do them, so I just give in to shut them up.
I'm not sure if that really makes sense, but I'm ranting and I'm on a roll here :]
I can only describe myself as **a** submissive, but not submissive. It's complicated. Welcome to my world :]
I have no desire to control the situations I imagine myself in. I'd very much like to explain and have a conversation with a strong Dominant man about my wants and needs, and then have him in turn respect them and give them to me- after he has approved and tweaked them to his liking ;]
I am honest almost nearly to a fault. For example, if you have not yet noticed, I write essays. I am a chronic over-sharer. Expect it, embrace it, deal with it. Be thankful I’m not one of those girls who won’t tell you whats bothering with her- she just expects you to know what you did wrong. That’s crazy talk. If you knew what you did wrong, there's a good chance you knew it was wrong as you were doing it, and its highly unlikely you would have done it if you knew it would cause unpleasantness for not only your woman, but obviously yourself, correct? (Attention Mensa: is that a run-on?) Sometimes Im inappropriate @ the worst possible times- that's where the need for a strong man comes in :]
**ME**
I am sarcastic as hell and love puns and cheesy pick up lines. I don't have bright red/blue hair or stupid facial piercings that will go out of style when Hot Topic closes. I'm actually a pretty normal person.
I will have to figure the rest out as I delve deeper into this naughty little world of deviants and get back to you.
More later...
FYI- Correct grammar is the quickest way into my panties.
P.S. Humor is my defense mechanism.
P.S.S. I've just had it brought to my attention that I am an asshole. Deal with it, in whichever way you can.
“You see how I treat you if you’re mine, O, and if you are mine you have no right to refuse my commands; but you also know that you are always free to choose not to be mine.”
–Sir Stephen, The Story of O
“I ask for so little. Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave.”
–Jareth the Goblin King, Labyrinth
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