I am very new to this and to be honest I am not so sure I am ready to do it. I think about my little fetish a lot more and more every day really. Today I was searching around and found this place so here it goes.

I am very preoccupied with being made to be a rough sex toy to some one just once. I guess that sounds a little tame. But what my fantasy has been is for someone to sort of own me for a weekend or week. They tie me whip me use my every hole for sex take pictures of me make me expose myself in public, humiliate me verbally and physically, as well as some other things...

But I do not want to do this with someone I know or to do it regularly. I am not looking to be own, collared or considered. I am looking for a one time no strings thing.

I know what I am talking about is not the safest thing in the world.

But I want what I want the way I want it.

I am not really sure what kind of reply I expect.

OK so about me. As far as this goes I had a very minor form of this happen in the past and have played around doing some of the things I mentioned but I am hardly a hardcore slave girl.

I guess I am just sending this out as a feeler to see if this is something guys would be into, that is to say are into doing it the way I am talking about.