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I'm not gonna lie. I'm new. I only made love to someone who turned out to just want me for bad reasons. But apparently I was good enough to tip. Just not good enough to finish myself... Dropkick murphys based the song 'Kiss me I'm shitfaced' on Me. No they didn't, Hell I just like the music. Gimme a chance and I'll make ya smile. Not just on your face either. ;) I'm looking to learn to be alive. I'm funny, I'm cuddly, and gosh darn it, I'm pretty! I can be shy, I can be aggressive. I can be as cuddly as a fucking teddy bear. I a man shaped swiss army knife put on this earth to help people. Cooking, cleaning, asskicking, massage, knife play, bondage, roleplay, confidant and so much more. So, How can I help you today?
5/16/2014 3:52:50 PM
Anyone got a nurse fettish? after the week I could use some tlc... and Maybe a pot to cook in...
5/14/2014 3:48:41 AM

What is real?

Why so serious?

Some people can make the lifestyle...

Bully for you lot, The rest of us peons who can't commit bask in your glorious sweaty stench...

Shh...

Can you hear it now?

The queen mounting her pet for the night. But we know there shall be no damned sleep. For now is no time for rest... Gods eyes are hazy in the dark, and more importantly, no one is around to complain...

It starts with a kiss.

That simple press of flesh...

A pact reassured.

Trust strengthened to give her courage as she raises up on wings of iron bound by a web over her hands. A fantastic pattern meant for gods to rest, yet here lay this simple servant upon the seatless throne as her better caresses her flesh in silky kisses and soft licks from the leather whip unfurled in her hand.

She whimpers knowing what is to come next.

There are screams...

Screams turn to sobs.

Sobs to whimpers.

Whimpers to silence.

Silence to moans...

Welts licked by a softer tongue.

She can't believe how soft compared to the sting of the lash.

And it all feels so damn good.

Almost humiliating.

 

You may find peoples tastes differ...

And if you can't accept that others may see what you call 'living the real lifestyle 24/7' as the 'psers' you so hate...

What are you but just another poser trying to argue that your way is right?

Or a politician?

Or religious advocate?

Some people really do this shit you write about... Some people just aren't ready.

I'm new to the fucking world.

I read about people who love humiliation and pain.

I read about people who claim that shit gives the rest of us a bad name.

I'm not here to get serious.

I'm to busy trying to make you laugh before you leave.

I'm not here to live the lifestyle 24/7

I live my own damn life. And it's a shitty work

And if it means a little starvation in a box cause I fucked with the wrong people and I ended up a sub?

Well I better be the best fucking sub you got, and I better not be alone...

When I'm alone is when I think.

Thinking makes plans...

Plans breed all kinds of trouble.

You do not want trouble.

I do not want trouble.

So let's put the hate down.

Set the judgment aside.

It's not about one set thing.

Nothing is true.

I'm not a full sub, but I'm not a dom.

If I need to I can switch.

I'm never static.

If your riding this horse your gonna need a fuckload more than spurs.

And you better pray to your mother I'm happy there and let you ride before I decide to throw you off and show you just what kind of monsters my fucked up family produces.

Monsters...

Doubt me now right?

Get interested in knife play and I'll make you smile.

Are you scared?

The cortisol in your brain.

Adrenalin...

Heartbeat...

And the sound of your breathing...

That's a goddamn symphony none can record...

In, out, in, out, In, out, in, out and out again... Then in deep...

REal deep...

Hold it...

The feel of teeth against flesh...

Fuck drugs this is a high better than anyone can sell.

Better than any binge drinking.

All the weed in the world.

A needle in the arms nothing to the rope around your legs.

Nothing really brings out THAT kind of smile...

The kind that shows all your teeth...

A crocodile smile...

I'm a parasite.

Don't matter a bit if ya don't like it.

If that's not your bag

We don't do it!

I am not here for your pleasure.

I am a greedy selfish bastard here to make you so damn high off your own goddamn ogasmic bliss, you forget which damn way is down and start floating in the motherfucking air!

Your pleasure is my own.

If you're having a good time, I'm enjoying it...

If you look like something from the exorcist and are so deep in your own little world from satisfaction that you don't have a care in the world...

I... Am truely, happy.

I want to make you happy.

Like any old devil I just need you to sign...

Establish some boundaries and rules and viola!

So...

Ready to sign?

5/14/2014 2:57:55 AM

God I love this little piece of my brain...

 

Towers of Fiction

I am from fiction and fact.
Brought to life by broken promises, surprise decisions, and operator error.
Built of unfortunate events, built of pain, and built of joy.

I am from towers of fiction, and spires of hope,
Built upon hard concrete and cold logic, made fertile by a thousand tears.
I am from video games, poorly reviewed movies, and books few would understand.
I am from American soil, dominated by people who are alien to it.

I am from the south and from the north.
My people invaded, and enslaved in their land by people who are alien to it.
They teach me their ideas, and their beliefs
And what they determine to be fact, fable, and fiction.

I get what poor people want,
And I get what people need.
I am what all that interest's me,
However I am still never freed.

I write, I read, I draw, or relieve some hate,
And pray for the life I create.
At the end of the day
I'm an average Joe, just like you.

Then I tell myself no, as I ask some big questions, for that life.
Where, what, when, why and who?
To get this exciting life, can I do or go to,
And make what I want wrong or right.

The choice unfortunately is always the same,
I contemplate actions and effects at night.
I always say no, and deny myself a most exciting right.
After all, most people think it silly or a crime,
Just to get caught up in a big fight.

I am from Wolves and Crows, from Dragons and Titans.
I am of Shadows and Skulls, of Stones and the High Sea.
I am from Swords and Spears, from Shields and Self-repair.
I am of Blood and Bone, and of Smoke and Sinew.

I am from every thing, from Totems to Towers of Fiction; I am from Fable and Opinion.
I am of the American spirit, of Souls and their Fire.
A fire that Burns, Bigger, Brighter,
And more beautiful with each dousing of hate and jealousy.
A Fire that cannot be quenched by body counts and bomb blasts.

I am from contradictions,
I am human, and I am beast
I am a tool, I am a weapon
I am a lover, I am a fighter
I am a wolf, I am a vampire
I am a guardian, I am a thief
I am a samurai, I am a ninja
I am the knight, I am the dragon
I am a native, I am a alien
I am a solider, I am a terrorist
I am a hunter, I am a predator
I am a martyr, I am a murderer
I AM A WHITE-FLAG WARRIOR

Yet ultimately, I am just from the collective thoughts that lead to insanity, confusion, and mass hysteria. And if your lucky you just got a glimpse of my mind, through this crazed rhyme, in this fictionalized time.
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Some hyku for you,
Enjoy it while its still new,:D
Or I'll get blue :'(

I hate broccoli
I totally think it sucks
Why is it not meat?

Creepy, creepy, place
Scary, dark, all in your face
I'll pick up the pace

I am a poet
It takes time to make a rhyme
Lord do I know it

My little brother
Family is all in the blood
You are greatly loved

Crawling up the wall
Racing to its fragile home
A spider alone

Five syllables first
Seven syllables second
Another five third

A little sparrow
Gliding gently on the breeze
Flying with great ease

Edger Allen Poe
Quote the raven, never more
It's him we adore

A crow most graceful
In the city of angels
Looks for salvation

The most restless soul
To right the wrongs of their death
The dead come to life

wolves all in big packs
running together through snow
chasing swift rabbits

All our hectic lives
We hold them so vary tight
Why still fear the end

sprouting from the ground
raising and growing more green
a fifty foot tree

Too wiped-out to start
Praying to never finish
Taking a big stretch

Famous final words
"Hey, what does this button do"?
Followed by a boom

Why are people scared?
It's only a man with paint
Clowns are not scary

Sanity is mad
Order is insanity
Chaos reigns supreme

Driving us mad
The madness that is a life
Chaos is the cure

It's worth the money
Do I have to graduate?
Man I love college

if it is a war
if it is a tragedy
why would we do that?

 

A soul from an old past feeling.

An old piece from an old time.

Some screaming and singing.

The best part is the rhyme.

5/14/2014 2:46:53 AM

Your only as good as your word. Your integrity is of great importance...

So why lie?

I'm not ready for anything 'serious'. And if you lord your seniority over me without respect I'll treat you no different than any other human on the earth.

I don't care how you fuck, who you fuck, what you fuck, if you fuck.

I'm just here to learn, live and lots of other things.

Anyone can die for a reason.

I'm looking for reasons to live.

I hope you can be one of them.

nathaliescott14
 
 Age: 35
  Ohio