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| I once had a Master who said that I was raised to be a slave.
I'm not sure that he was right. I'm not a good slave, I'm too independent. I've tried, but I've always failed.
There is, inside of me, a very, very submissive woman. But she's not always there and sometimes it feels like she left the building for good. But then, when I least expect it, she runs back into the room and takes over everything. I guess I'm not a full time submissive but I have met men who can strongly inspire the submissive part of me to stick around for long periods.
Here I am, in my mid-forties and I pretty much know who I am and what I want.
I'm going to write a list.Please don't be put off by my list. It's not a list about you and what I want out of you, it's a list about me and who I am.
I am shy. To be frank, sometimes people scare me to death. Though, I'm pretty good at hiding it but don't be fooled, people still scare me.
I am deeply affectionate.
I like very intense, verbal as well as physical relationships.
I need to be known and I need to deeply know the man I'm in a relationship with.
When I masturbate my fantasies are always intensly masochistic and violent.
I'm not a pain slut.
I like to be led.
I don't suffer fools well.
I am not a womens lib kind of girl. Not at all.
I'm not a whore and I don't do hook-ups or swinging or sharing.
I love art, most mediums.
For me, sex in a relationship is always best when it's deeply D/s and I love to be forced, though I wouldn't ask to be because then it would defeat the purpose....
If you've gotten this far, thank you for sticking with me :o)
I'm looking for a man who is very communicative, dominant and likes hurting the one he loves.
I'm no slave, please know that, but if you're looking for a realistic relationship based on mutual trust, understanding and honesty that behind closed doors is D/s to it's core, I hope I hear from you.
Thanks for reading this.
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