Collarspace.com

I'll decode my user name I'm looking for old(er), mean women. If you're ugly on the inside, that's a plus. If you're also ugly on the outside, that's even better(optional). "Why?", because that's the way the world is and I wish to be in harmony with it. Pure sadists, who are completely unchecked by anything else, are especially welcome. Do you consider yourself evil? Do you consider yourself beyond good and evil? I want to meet you. About me I'm actually hetero-flexible. This options is not available on CS. I attended catholic school and became obsessed with the stations of the cross. Right now I consider myself a lapsed Buddhist. One more thing; if I ask you to stop and I may very well do so, please d o n ' t . I prefer women over 60 but if you're a very old soul, then we might have something to discuss. If you're simply bored but have something interesting to say, then feel free to message me. If you've anger management issues and often fly into violent rages for no discernible reason, then we would probably be a good match. To absorb your wrath would for me be the challenge of a lifetime. I've just looked at this profile and realize that it is totally unappealing. However, I hope some of you may still find something of interest. Skype is Ekay Dee . In case your thinking that I'm a complete nut job, I'm not. I just presented above a sample and summary of my fantasy life. I can certainly adapt to your fantasies and requirements and can substitute your fantasies in place of my own. I must add that the fantasies may be made as real as you desire. I'm single(widowed) and retired. I can devote full time to being a slave or victim for you. I'll try to respond to all meaningful messages. In case you want to know, my greatest fear is disappointing people. For the right person, I'd relocate anywhere in North America. If your extremely cruel, I may be willing to travel halfway around the world for you.
3/13/2017 9:39:14 PM
Nothing more needs to be said. You know enough about me now.
If interested, contact me here or on Skype. Skype name is found in profile.
3/10/2017 8:28:48 PM
This journal reveals exactly who I am, as unappealing as this my be to some.
Are dominant women the only ones allowed to flip people off? It hardly seems fair.
Maybe I'm not a slave. I am a slave and I'll just have to accept what that entails. 
3/10/2017 3:38:27 PM
Immortality,

On this web site you need never age. You may live forever in other peoples fantasies.
3/9/2017 5:56:29 PM
Homonyms should not be an issue, so long as the meaning is clear. For some reason, they bother me.
3/5/2017 5:59:31 PM
Explanation of Hetero Flexible

I've never been with a man but I'm definitely not ruling it out. A no nonsense woman, man or couple could easily fix that. no nonsense means you won't put up with any non sense from me. :)

I'm a boring person. Is there a domina out there willing to beat the boring out of me?
3/3/2017 3:28:09 PM
Please lock me away and don't allow the day.
I think this might make a pretty good song.

Anyone have some unused space in their basement?
A shed which is currently going unused would also be fine.

Not possible? I know.
3/2/2017 2:56:20 PM
pinches self; Am I real? ; seemingly so. Are you real? Apply pinch test to self. If you pass, please get in touch.
3/1/2017 4:05:17 PM
No escape; No way out

Sometimes I view BDSM as a healthy activity similar to Yoga.
Other times I view it as a path to ruination and complete destruction of self.
Sometimes I want the former but more often than not I want the latter.

I spend much of my time reflecting on my past. A good intense beating might bring me back to the present and help me to appreciate my past.
2/25/2017 9:14:11 AM
I've no reason to feel tied to my current location. My house will go up for sale and I'll be able to relocate rather quickly( a month ).

I've got to remember that this will not happen overnight. I'm prepared for false starts ending in disappointment.
2/25/2017 7:15:47 AM
I've just been reminded today that I'm at times completely devoid of common sense. Please keep this in mind if you're considering owning me. This isn't true all the time but when it is, you'd have to make allowances. The good news is that you can vent any disappointment or frustration you may be feeling immediately in a variety of very satisfying ways(for you).

What is about this site? With all the frustration, I keep coming back. Why?
2/24/2017 4:25:06 PM
On my bucket list: rimming my owner every day for the rest of my life. I think I've posted enough here for people to know what I'm like. Naturally, I'll respond to all coherent, meaningful messages but I won't be on this site very much. Be well all. On second thought this is not working out very well and was probably a mistake. I must remind myself to be patient and wait to see what the river brings in.
slavekellie89
 
 Age: 40
 Charleston, South Carolina