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i do not like pain. If You are a sadist we are not the right match . And there is no chance i'll submit to financial domination; sorry, i may be looking to submit by i'm not an idiot . Quite the opposite in fact. i have an above average IQ, very successful career as an executive, prominent member of the community, confident, tall, handsome (though beauty is in the eye of the beer holder), <<< and funny. i just think that i have finally realized my calling in life is to serve a Mistress. i was interested in being a sub 15-20 years ago. But it was only an interest. As the years go on it has reached the point where i can't control the desire to submit anymore. i long for the Woman deserving of my complete submission. No one would ever guess that i have these submissive traits. i am an alpha male - though i guess that won't be entirely true once i'm done here. i don't know what i'm interested in except that i want to serve. It could be that i'm looking to be a bedroom slave and outside of the bedroom it's 51% Her and 49% me - which means i'm not a slave but i'll always lose if there's a vote. i'm not a fake (it would appear there are many like that on here) but i am certainly confused by my feelings. The need to submit and please my Mistress is unbelievable, it's almost agony . Ideally i'm looking for 24/7 but i will also need to take it slow since i'm a 100% newbie. A feeling of mutual trust will also need to be established. i suppose i would consider something other than 24/7. Certainly nothing will start out that way, but if that isn't Your end goal i'll be disappointed. You see, i'm not looking for sexual gratification here. No, that's not entirely true. i am looking for sexual gratification, i love sex, but that is not my overriding reason for being here. my overriding reason is to find my partner so that i can serve Her. Looking forward to serving You, whomever You are.
AdorkablePunk
 
 Age: 48
 London, United Kingdom