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Let's be honest.
1. I am in a relationship.
2. She is Vanilla
3. Watch porns that contains BDSM and masterbate.
Some say;
1. Why not ask her for BDSM play?
Answer : Nah....I don't want her to be my slave nor dom.
2.Just BDSM play not Dom and Sub relationship.
Answer : Nah.. i can't get turned by acting as dom or sub.
3. You son of a bitch.
Answer : Yeah... and most people don't like that idea (having a secret dom or sub) so.. yeah.. I'll just watch porn and masterbate. |
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In my opinion,
Prdering, and persuading does not seem to match at all.
Persuading to order someone does not seem to match at all also.
Ordering FOR someone (femsub) does not sound logical either.
I demand for my own pleasure. Not for anyone else. If others get pleasured by being
ordered by someone, why not? I don't care.
What I'm tyring to say is, fuck those "philosophies".
Uh... Doms should not blah blah blah, Doms should blah blah blah
To me, they are not philosophies. They are ethics. |
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Just to make sure....
the word "switch" does not mean bi right?
just to make sure.....
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I met a friend (of course online) who I can talk about SM life without thinking "will she think that I am perverted?"
That's all I was asking for. Seek a person who I or we can talk about SM life without getting worried.
It is hard to keep things to yourself and have no one to talk to. |
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Gosh finding a female sub around you is harder than finding virgins. LOL
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ok...
the best way to figure out whether you are a dom or a sub, is the experience.
I am still confused, and I really don't believe in switches.
Well... bisexuals..... so yeah... I guess I have to give credit to switchers also.
I still believe that I am more of a dom but sometimes really get confused.
The best way for me would be an experience.
Someday....:)
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so hard to find SMERS
I mean around me :)
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Too lazy to change my profile pictures...
I had to check my profile again to make sure that my sexuality is straight.
Perhaps I might have put it on gay or bi.
Guess not....
Then why in the world are guys sending message to me!!
To say hi, yeah, that's cool but also kinda gay but I like it, getting to know people around.
No, I am not looking for any male doms nor male subs comprendo?
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Can't believe that the semester is almost over.
Can't believe that I have nothing done....
Can't believe that I have a hope that I will pass :) |
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Am I jumping or falling?
who cares, I'm still in the air |
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damn it....
just came back from a poker room.....
Yes I did decide to quit this shitty hobby but my friend wanted to check that place out so I went with her.
Thank god I came back winning few cash. :)
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okay something funny (perhaps only for me:)
yeah,... I was chilling with my old friend who came to visit.
We were having fun and all the sudden I receive a phone call from the number that I don't know.
I don' remember giving my number to someone who I don't know, so I simply ignored it.
Well... after saying bye to my friend, the CURIOUSITY came up on my head so I decided to give a call back to that person.
A dude answered a phone saying "you should answer you phone yo" in a funny way.
It was definately not a call from that I don't know of because that person answered in Korean.
I kept on thinking who the fuck is this guy?
And I remembered... oh yeah..... that dude who is a good friend of my close friend that I met about 3 times. Yeah,,, I remember him.
The day that he gave me his number to me, I did not quited remember his name and I was driving so I did not save his number to my phone.
Yeah,.... it was HE.
HE called me... I wish that I could add an S in the front but no....
So..... I got a question....
Why in the world does this guy call a dude when he's drunk?
yeah,,, fuck my life. I get a phone call from a drunk dude.
How come girls never call me huh?
So... I learned a lesson.
Always save as a contact when someone gives you a number so first you can ignore it, and second you can keep on ignoring it without wondering who called you :) |
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One week from not gambling.. sigh...
Yeah I lost about one thousand bucks so far on poker.
Fuck Indians yo, why did they have to make a poker room round my town huh?
Freakin bad excuse.....
But yes indeed. I have not been to the poker room for a week and I am enjoying my life with money in my wallet. haha...
Some one told me to cut my hand off to stop gambling.
First of all, I don't gamble that much although I like it and lost quite a bit of money.
Second, How am I suppose to live through my life with one hand? I need to work right?
Third, I will gamble with my left hand if I am that addicted.
So yeah, another blah blah talking.
Oh yeah, I'm quiting my job tomorrow so fuck yeah I get to drink like a fish every weekend :)
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I really really hate using this word unless I'm actually making fun of someone using it but OH MY GOD......
I am actually writting a journal on a bdsm adult website.
I am getting more perverted every day.
Way to go!! great improvement ogoon!!!
Yeah.... one more day to work, and i am fucking done with this bitch.
hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
But.., summer's comming up and I am going to miss all those barefeet from hot chicks!!!
Hey, if you are working at a shoe store, it is okay to stared at women's feet.
NOT REALLY.... but if there size don't fit, just stare and enjoy (if you have a foot fetish) for a while and simply ask her "I think you need a bigger/smaller size."
HAHA!!!!
What the fuck am i talking about....
yeah.... this wed. will be my last day and I am sure going to be broke
I love it!!!
fuck..........
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Decided to quit my job (I work at a shoe store) cause my boss won't fucking leave me alone.
Too long to explain but working under a shittiest person ever on earth sucks.
I've worked in many different places but this is actually the first time that I am quiting just because i can't stand my boss.
Fuck that bitch I'll curse her for the rest of my life.
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I finally got a "new mail" so I kinda got excited.
Yeah, I should have figured out that it was an "add". A chick saying "hey, if you want to serve me, add me on yahoo blah blah blah"
Hey folks, this is what's going to happen. First you add that person, and then she will give you some emtional moving story of her life.
Saying; that once she begins to trust someone, she will give everything to him. But now, after getting hurt by an asshole, she cannot trust dudes anymore.
So, in order to make her believe, you must do some tests that she gives you.
That is;;;;;
go on to this www.f@$#@$.com website and join the fucking website.
She will say that you will not pay, it's just for the personal verification method.
Who the fuck....uses credit card number for the personal verification?
Well, then she will say. like I said. I wanted to know how much you trust me (you mean how much money I have).
And so on. So, fuck it, I'm adding her 
Can someone plz leave me a mail or something? I'm a shy person!! Trust me, I won't say "hey, nice body babe wanna hang out"
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