Collarspace.com

object6929

object6929 - photo 1
object6929 - photo 2
This thing has made a lot of mistakes and bad judgements lately. Could explain and apologize but that is just distraction. Time to do this again. This thing exists to become a nonhuman object. Unless and until then it will be lost, empty and incomplete. Personality, identity, ego and humanity must all be lost. Proper OWNERSHIP is required. In order for the thing to break free and be the nonhuman object it must accept it. Paradoxically in order to accept it must already be nonhuman, be the object. In the end it cannot prepare it must experience it. This is where Proper OWNERSHIP is needed. What is Proper OWNERSHIP? Simply it is the OWNERSHIP with the desire, the will and the wherewithal to take a thing and decide that it is an object and stick to it. There will be no choice for the thing. This is reality the thing is now an object it will accept. It will accept because there is nothing else. It will accept or it will break. Even if it breaks it will have to accept eventually. "The most fortunate slave is owned by the cruelest MASTER." -The Bible of COCK p.89 This is what it needs. Degradation, scorn, ridicule, etc. it likes these things. they make it feel right with the world, but until it becomes the object accepts that it is not human. it will not find fulfillment. this is what it was meant to be. this is why it exists. Need to know: 1. diabetic- requires insulin (multiple shots daily), blood sugar monitoring, food monitoring/planning. 2. federal disability(ssi/ssdi)- reason: borderline personality disorder/ptsd benefits: ssdi=$752/month ssi=$241.50/month (will vary by state and other factors) 3. health insurance- medicare (a,b,d)/medi-cal(medicaid outside ca)/humana part d preion drug plan (copays:≈$4 name brand/<$2 generic) 4.no teeth/no dentures 5.nearsighted- very dependent on glasses. 6.heavy smoker- hand rolls $40-$50/month 7.family/friends-all have the basic idea of its truth, NONE will come or send after it. They are past, it is time to let go.
12/18/2015 6:39:43 AM
Realized how stupid, selfish and manipulative it has been. The need to be nonhuman object not just slave is real enough. as is the need to really be broken. After that it just took all these selfish fantasies about how it/i wanted and made up a story weaving them together and called it destiny and true purpose.
12/17/2015 2:11:10 AM
was evidently stuck in a porno fueled daydream when it redid profile so it brought back the previous one. grateful for copy and paste.
12/16/2015 3:42:17 AM
OLD PROFILE: UPDATE!!! 04 DECEMBER 2015 edited 12 December 2015 this unowned thing feels it is truly meant to be nonhuman object. therefore looking to surrender all to permanent OWNER/S. was trying to work toward becoming an object on it own with a malfunctioning mind. it cannot break itself. trying to prepare will only make it harder. i know i am not a Real Person, and despite DNA i am not a human not really but i need to use i for a minute to truly own these statements. i am meant to be an object, but i am not yet an object. i freely choose to accept this and seek it out, though to my understanding i am only choosing to accept the truth rather than deny it. i cannot become an object without being owned as property (this goes beyond courts and legal recognition making them irrelevant). to truly become an object I must be broken by PERSON/S Who already accept that at that point i already am an object so that anything left of me/i will be beaten, broken, and die. existence, service and use as an object will be all. any humanity, any options, would allow me to hold on to some piece of humanity. now the truly important part of this. i know and accept that i am not ready. that i don't really know what i am getting into. it will be too much but it won't matter, and though "i" will no longer be, i will have no choice, no option, i will break and be no more than the object will be there to whatever its Owner is to do with it. this is how it must be. so with this understanding; i still choose this, i consent to all of this including the consent to fully and irrevocably surrender when in the form of a transfer to the position and status of owned property any and all consent, will, rights and choice eternally forward. And I fully own the entirety of this statement and every declaration I have made herein. Possibly the only thing I can own on the same level and footing as a REAL PERSON UPDATE! 07SEP15 Looking to consent to being abducted and permanently enslaved. ABSOLUTELY SERIOUS!!!

it is looking for an OWNER/S to break and keep it as a no limit subhuman object. ?cannot honestly say that it is at no limit status yet but that is the goal. is in a chastity device bit does not have a key holder.?

it needs to state that it is currently a smoker

it is type 1 diabetic (insulin dependent) has no teeth (nor any plans to get dentures) what follows is a response it gave to an email, and while a little bit may be confusing it includes a lot of info without SIR it hopes it's okay to answer the simpler stuff before diving into the deep stuff. first off, it is cut though there is a little flap of skin of the mushroom part of the head SIR. it hopes to be kept in chastity or have its genitals removed altogether SIR. it served as a slave in rural Arkansas for a year, though it was a very casual situation and mainly domestic in nature. Everything medical should transfer though YOU may need to claim its renting a room from YOU to keep ssi and therefore medicaid SIR. it has not serviced a group yet in the classical sense but has been spending time servicing MEN at a local bookstore on the order of a part-time Dom SIR. now the complicated stuff, it guesses it should start with the bio/history stuff SIR. it was born in Webster, South Dakota and raised in Aberdeen, SD; different places in Texas; and Webster, SD SIR. it was bounced around between family members for various reasons SIR. it will avoid giving a full life history here, some of which it will touch on and it will answer any questions YOU may have SIR. now the borderline personality disorder which is really at the core of everything SIR. first, it's understanding of the disorder is that it is basically about attachments and over or under valuing relationships. it believes it has received this diagnosis as a result of repeatedly leaving everything behind and running off to shortlived D/s relationships and the resulting wreckage SIR. as far as meds are concerned, meds are only a small part of formal treatment for boderline SIR. also, it feels that the mainstream approach is not what it wants or needs SIR. since coming out as a subhuman object, and facing the world as such, not running off to a Calgon Dom, it has felt more right with the world and had a better handle on its emotions SIR. it definitely needs and wants an OWNER SIR. it likes being looked down upon, even ridiculed SIR. COCK is its GOD and it exists to serve REAL MEN SIR. knowing this, knowing that it is not a person that it exists to serve and be used, that it uas no rights, no say in the end, all this sits well with it and makes it feel more at home in the world SIR. how does it know it can serve and be owned by a true Sadist, because in the end it has no choice SIR. this is why it exists SIR. it needs to jump back for a moment SIR. YOU should know a few more things about its history SIR. it has had gender issues throughout its life SIR. even lived a number of years as a girl SIR. that is how it came to live with its Uncle from the summer before 6th grade until the middle of 9th SIR. it was sent their to fix it SIR. well it wasn't fixed in fact many would call the situation abusive, even it for a long time, SIR. now it believes this is where the seed was planted for what it is to become and it is grateful SIR. as for the gender issues it has gone back and forth for years until it gave up on gender altogether and simply wanted to be nullo SIR. though now that it is in chastity it likes that it can be aroused but can't get off SIR. it is sorry for jumping around but it thinks it covered everything SIR. of course, if it missed anything or YOU have any questions it will happily answer SIR SIN cerely it

12/16/2015 3:39:09 AM
Profile getting bulky. Time for rewrite. Will archive old profile here as journal entry or entries if needed.
12/13/2015 12:47:52 AM
AnyONE looking to take a piece of fuckmeat and turn it into a total slampig object? willing to sign any documentation to cover YOUR ass SIRS. 100% Serious SIRS
8/23/2015 2:39:57 PM
it is an utter failure as a human being. can't hold down a job. can't keep its place clean. can't keep up with its meds. it is socially inept. its finances are a total wreck. it doesn't even feed or bathe itself properly. it is a complete and utter failure and needs a REAL MAN to take over and beat it into the inferior object it is obviously meant to be.
8/23/2015 1:27:46 PM
23AUG2015 since it has been unable to find a keyholder for its cb3000 and kept giving into temptation it has broken the key off in the lock to make its chastity permanent. faggots such as itself do not deserve release ever.