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my name is obedient pig please refer to me as such

This means that I am OWNED for the last nine years to the most wonderful Master and you cannot steal me away

He will always be referred to as SIR we know He is Master butt Sir prefers to be addressed as SIR and here… it is ALL about Sir

I am not allowed to reply to ANY emails without Sir’s permission

Replies may be slow or not at all depending on the content of your profile and email

Do not request to be in my circle of friends if you do know me

Do not send me chat request I am not allowed to chat

I am not seeking a person of male authority. I receive all the domination I deserve and desire from my SIR

However Sir feels that a Mistress may have a lesson or two to teach me …when Sir is away on business

I have enjoyed such a humbling journey from the time I began my voyage in to subspace to where I am today and I am most grateful for my continued experiences

I would like to share with other likeminded submissive and slaves

If you are novice trying to find your way I would love to hear from you before you are polluted by all the fakes on here

Not to offer you to my SIR… butt to take you by the hand and demonstrate the direction

You need to educate yourself against all of the counterfeit authority figures that reside in the wonderful world of BDSM

You need to recognize etiquette and protocol

You need to distinguish that you are not alone

They are many of us…just like you and we were once when you are now.

I am very privileged to have found my SIR and not one of the self proclaimed unintelligent Masters

That tell you to kneel immediately without knowing themselves or explaining to you that kneeling is an outward sign of submission and doesn’t come into the character until a relationship has been established…Kneeling is NOT to be taken lightly

Being novice you may not understand that you are not required to kneel

or that is not the type of master that you need to kneel before in the first place

your submission can not be demanded, only given freely can it be called submission

It is based on trust, trust is the foundation of all relationships without it you have nothing don’t expect that to be any different in BDSM…be cautious of who you trust

If you are a submissive currently in a relationship and have permission from your Sir or Mistress to be here I would love to hear from you. It would be beneficial for this obedient pig to have a sub to correspond with... a pain slut would be icing on the cake.


more to come... until then read the journals and have a respected day

PS

if you dont like things I write in my journals oh well please dont email me about it because I dont care this is between my Sir and His obedient pig
Thank You

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2/10/2011 5:50:48 PM

wonderful day with SIR today mmm mmm Sir Thank You Sir

 

 

gag- plu-g - rice- rope bra- binders- 14 pins- soap

 

 a lil tone- lots of patience

 

lesson learned

 

equals the wonderful day


9/10/2010 6:37:58 PM
whats a matter beastmaster69- truth too much for you- you had to delete my reply to a very nasty email that you sent-
 get a life and get over your self already
and stop bothering folks
cowards like you make me sick

7/17/2010 10:23:10 AM
Sooooooooo who wants to chat via messenger?

6/14/2010 7:44:18 AM
Wow... ten years today
mmm mmm mmm
 SIR thank You SIR
 I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to You Sir

6/8/2010 7:19:56 AM
 wonder ...how many messages are actually deleted unread...

6/3/2010 7:00:03 AM

It’s not acceptable to keep SIR waiting…

Last week Sir issued me an enema which I was unable to receive due to reasons that don’t belong here. Instead I had both holes filled and put in chastity and a diaper from the time I woke up until 8pm when I went to bed this went on daily for four days… I had to report to work in this condition… then on Monday Sir turned the volume up…

Being that when I woke up and filled and up on chastity belt I had to remove all of that because…

I was unfilled one hour and filled and in chastity for two hours were my instructions and it happened that the last filling of both holes occurred before bedtime therefore I was forced to sleep filled in chastity … can you imagine how sore and swollen I was/am I could not hardly walk so Sir granted me two days of rest on Tuesday and Wednesday.

My holes needed to heal and my diaper rash needs lots of baby powders

This (Thursday) morning I had to ask for an enema first thing this morning my belly had been hurting for twenty four hours no luck on the toilet.

 SIR granted this request… having me to prepare it…thinking I am being rewarded… wrong…

 I have learned one thing over the years when you’re going to be filled for days it is much better to have an enema before; being that I wasn’t able I am paying the price today. This is going to be apart of the punishment that SIR promised me that I would receive last week…

The enema was granted, administered, retained, retained ,retained and expelled into the diaper that I had to put on about half way thru my retaining. That was not an easy task fight cramps trying to retain and get into a diaper… I don’t know how long it was Sir is the keeper of time… butt I am sirtain that is was no less than thirty minutes… being the nice guy that SIR is… about five minutes before I actually expelled He told me that I could release at any time… butt the sooner I did… the more time I would have to sit in my soiled diaper… so I struggled and retained as long as I possibly could to avoid my fate as long as I could … Now I am sitting in it writing this blog I must wear it for one hour before I may clean up along with my ball gag. I think it is safe to say today now… that all of my holes have been stretched this past week…

MMM MMM SIR Thank YOU SIR

 I will be glad when I can get up and go take a shower YUCK YUCK YUCK I am feeling like a REAL LIVE PIG right now … ever heard the expression, “I’m as happy as pig in poop”? Blushing…that is me in the flesh today… happy… yes I am happy to be paying off my debt to SIR so we can move on to other things…like “maybe “training me to be an adult baby, we have diapers already for a long time now butt today SIR is getting me a pacifier

 Twenty more minutes to sit here… could be worse… so I am not (ever) complaining… I am relieved in more ways than one… my belly doesn’t hurt anymore and I have endured my punishment …well almost just a few more minutes

 One thing for sure…shit SIR out of what HE wants and sit in shit because SIR always has His way and making HIM wait will not go unpunished …punishments are not pleasurable and the lesson will be learned and NOT be repeated in fear of what the next punishment could be…it is much easier just to be HIS obedient pig do exactly as I am told, exactly when I am told and exactly how I am told

 In our D/s relationship, we recognize that life gets in the way sometimes and things are postponed at times…butt if it’s my fault…there’s a price to pay… this helps me to keep my focus… it’s ALL about SIR and I feel like crap when SIR is not pleased as wonderful as the past week has been I never lost sight of the punishment coming …for said day… I didn’t know when or how, but I had no doubt it was coming… and I dreaded the thoughts… tick tock 9:43 am …smiles…now I have officially paid my debt and I can go clean up

 Sir thank You Sir

 Sir 775 words Sir

 


5/10/2010 12:37:14 PM
mmmmmmmmmmm
 what a great day Sir  with  YOU Sir the pins and the enema and now having both holes filled wearing my chasity belt mmmm
 Sir thank You Sir


 Ah life is GREAT today

4/29/2010 4:56:06 AM
 Happy Birthday Sir
 I hope You find someone to amuse You Sir

4/22/2010 5:59:28 AM
it's exactly one week until SIR's birthday... Let the celebrations begin

 Life is good today!

4/7/2010 12:08:08 PM
my life is begining to sux... with teeth
maybe i should just give up...?

3/30/2010 12:18:21 PM
lQQks like another lonely day for this pig :(

3/18/2010 11:47:54 AM
 SIR is not happy with me... and HE will not allow me to make it up to HIM at this time:(
 I hate days like these!

 I am sorry SIR please forgive me Sir

 the only way to fail is to quit and I will never do that Sir

 I hate the silent treatment!
 it is worse than anything physical

3/12/2010 9:31:53 AM
tonights the night
 see us on anywebcam!

3/1/2010 11:24:57 AM


 today  I made a slave friend...slave joy... I am looking forward to getting to know her
it will so rewarding to have someone to talk to that understands the true concept of this wonderful lifestyle that we choose to live.

 her Master instructed her to contact me because of my name and after reading  my words He thought that she and I enjoyed the same treatments...
I can't wait to find out!
         ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
 Sir is tying up His pigs udders a new way now and pig is LOVING it
       Sir thank You Sir


2/27/2010 2:33:27 PM
note:

 All mail from dominant  men goes directly into the bulk folder
I am not allowed to reply to ANY of it

So if you are paying my SIR a compliment ... thank You

if your posting a complaint
SIR will handle it

 Thank you for stopping by and have a wonderful day:)

2/27/2010 12:28:43 PM
mmm mmm Sir Thank You Sir
i am always excited about learning new things Sir You are the best trainer/ teacher Sir and I am so grateful to be Your student...obedientpig Sir


 I will try and compose more later right now I am enjoying cloud nine SIR left me on today
 Sir Thank You Sir

2/19/2010 10:08:05 AM
read something interesting here today on a profile....

 Why keep someone as a  priority
 When they keep you as an option

                   :(

12/22/2009 12:22:20 PM
 I miss You Sir

10/16/2009 9:12:51 AM

  I have been wearing black electrical tape on my nipples shaped like an X for three weeks now.

Changing the tape only once per day with or without a bra. Last week they became itchy and red still I continued to wear the tape.

It melts to my skin and requires baby oil to remove what is left behind each time it is removed. As it is pulled off it now feels like it’s taking all of my flesh with it and I have learned to dislike intensely my tape changing sessions as the tape has now made me extremely raw to the touch even applying the baby oil gives pain and burns

Yesterday I asked Sir if we could remove the tape for awhile and allow them to breath… they needed air and powders

What they got was ripped off for inspection… four pictures taken document this event and the tape reapplied instantly

 Sir said raw is a good thing… is it not pig

Now I am never one to disagree with Sir that is why I am His obedient pig therefore I replied Sir  yes Sir and  that was the end of that

 With that said we are huge fans of breast bondage and torture and we practice frequently but I am here to tell you that today if my nipples clamps were applied to my nipples…. Not the tape…. I could not endure that today for more than two seconds and I would be in tears begging for them to be removed.

They hurt, they are sore, they are raw, they are swollen ….

Sir thank You Sir

 I hate to be seen as weak in Sir’s eyes more than anything in the world and if He commanded me  the tape would come off and the clamps would go on

And I would give Him my tears to enjoy, because I know He does and He would not even have to ask for them and then I would squirm and beg Him to remove them and eventually He would and then the REAL PAIN would hit

 I am wondering if any other sub/slaves have also experienced this if so I would love to hear from you

 

 

 Sir 374 words Sir

 


10/16/2009 8:21:35 AM

Greeting to A/all

 Thank you all for the information on forced lactation that you shared with Sir and His obedient pig

However some very rude emails also came through and Sir has instructed me that I am not to answer any email without His permission

So please note that responses may be slow as Sir is a very busy man or not at all depending on the content in which you send.

 Have a remarkable day


10/15/2009 5:09:39 AM

Good morning

 I am currently looking into “forced lactation”

If anyone has any information to share it would be most appericated

 Thank You

 obedientpig


10/14/2009 11:44:53 AM
 

Three Days…

 

Began when Sir said I have some task for You I asked for permission to ask what they were Sir only said that I would find out

 

 He said the first order of the day would be to clean me out then instructed me to go up to my room and prepare the bag and return to Him I did. A series of things happened to prevent the enema from being administered right away and while we were waiting I had to hold the bag with my teeth and  my water temperature changed .

 

Finally we were alone in my room  Sir instructed me to hang the bag on the hook which hangs from the ceiling (I before E except after C) at all times now.

 

I’ve been receiving enemas a while now on and off. I have been addicted to them even. I recall a time that I could not bear the idea of one let alone the act. The enema I received, retained and expelled this day was unlike any before. The water was cold the cramps came quickly Sir was there…watching and being the keeper of time

 

He asked how does that cold water feel pig, it was very cold , chilling sensations as it flowed through me traveling close behind were  severe random cramps then Sir informed me that He wanted me to endure for a longer period of time today I knew I was in trouble because only a couple of minutes seem like an eternity and a part of me thinks I will never be able endure this when something else takes over and I know I will do this for Sir in His presence I know I have no other choice and I struggle to avoid any embarrassing accidents . Sir likes to talk to me when I am at my toughest point; it is very hard for me to compose myself enough to answer Him I think He enjoys my struggle He would not even allow me to stand up until it was time to release.

 

 I cannot look at Sir during this part

 

 Sir has trained me to beg to stretch and hurt for Him after my enema’s which means my large dildo is inserted into my asshole because butts are to be filled!  I revealed to Sir what a great privilege it would be to do that and Sir subprized me and instructed me to go and get two toys a  butt plug and large dildo from this point on I am not going to refer to it as large that is to be understood as our smaller toys have been retired. Sir made me suck each one of them before inserting them into their proper homes at that time Sir instructed me to go and get the duct tape and He made me tape them in place for Him creating a nice new shinny and tight chastity belt… when I was told to model it I showed a little too much hesitation

 

 Sir instructed me to go and get the ball gag and the nipple clamps

 

 When I returned Sir made me tell Him about what I thought of my cold water enema…I thought oh no now I must talk about it so I said to Him verbatim

 

Sir the water was cold Sir and I am not used to that Sir it felt like it chilled my insides as it filled them Sir

 

the cramps came long before the bag emptied Sir. I did not think that I would be able to retain for one minute after the nozzle was removed Sir let alone ever how long it was Sir ,it was the hardest one I have ever had to endure Sir and a couple of times Sir i felt the cold water run down my legs Sir and each time Sir I was wondering if this was it Sir a point at which i could not do it anymore Sir three minutes was like three hours Sir i could not hardly stand up Sir and having to speak messes up my concentration Sir.

 

Sir when You said i could release Sir, that was better than sex Sir i didn’t think that it was ever going to stop Sir and even in expelling Sir I was experiencing severe cramps Sir …Sir Thank You Sir

 

 Sir said to me I had earned a reward I said Sir thank You Sir

 

 The ball gag is on and the black electrical tape on my nipples was removed this is a daily routine the tape is applied in the shape of an X this helps me remain focused throughout my day. The nipple clamps were applied to my very tender nipples and that pain was incredible for a minute I thought I would be a weak pig and have to ask to remove them I kept telling myself pain is weakness leaving your body over and over . I was bring stretched  or pinched everywhere I was experiencing real pain the clamps were sending shock waves all over my insides Sir was in a generous mood He gave me permission to cry and I had to offer Him my capabilities I told him that I could multi task for Him because I could cry and come (orgasm … Sir does not allow the word cum) at the same time Sir granted His permission I gave Him my tears and my come and that wasn’t the best idea I ever had because after that very intense orgasm all the pain went directly to my nipples Oh my Goodness how they hurt and no more tingles to confuse me  …The clamps were removed all that blood came rushing back… to me the worst part of wearing clamps is removing them I hate the thoughts of removing them after they have been on any length of time and with Sir it is always lengthy … Sir Thank You Sir I am not complaining Sir

 

and then all that pain transported me to a calm and peaceful place no pain followed me my body trembled with a small orgasm as   I rock back and forth in my place squeezing on my toys deep inside of me Sir knew He had took me to subspace…and I did not want to come back… in fact I haven’t really.

 

 Sir put in bed to take a nap He knew I was exhausted I didn’t really fall asleep just a little cat nap I laid there and enjoyed my state of being when Sir said I could get up He did preformed an inspection front and back then He made me go and put on a diaper

 

 It was time for Him to leave  so Sir instructed me to remain like I was until 8pm and at that time I could remove the belt and my toys and go to bed reminding me that when I wake up first thing they go right back in to stretch me and the belt goes on… I belong to Sir no one is allowed to touch me not even me mmm mmm Sir thank You Sir

 

 Sir’s instructions for me were followed to the letter!

 

 The next morning when I work up alone I filled both holes and created a new chastity belt   then put on a diaper. I turned on the computer because I knew that at some point Sir would be along for an inspection and I waited patiently and while I was waiting I had a nasty accident  that required a shower to clean up. As soon as I was cleaned up and back to ready for inspection status I sent Sir and email asking for His permission to have an enema tomorrow before I filled and taped to prevent this from happening again and I knew in order to do this I would have to explain why I was making such a request after having such an awesome enema just the day before otherwise I knew Sir would not grant permission that was not an easy letter to write butt as hard as it was it was even more necessary

 

Eventually Sir did come online and the first thing He said to me was “pig… quickly turn on your camera for an inspection” the next thing Sir said was “ enjoy your enema tomorrow” I felt so embarrassed at that point because I knew that Sir had read the email  we did not  elaborate on this topic thank God Sir told me to give Him a summary of my day and I expressed to Him how sore I was and how I was having great difficulty in urinating Sir instructed me to remove the dildo and pee in a cup for Him… I just knew I would be drinking that but my Sir subprized me again He never ceases to amaze me instead He ordered a sponge bath with my pee pee including my face and the back of my neck when all of it was used up Sir asked me if I felt refreshed and surprising enough I truly did and I told Sir how I LOVE having His pee all over me.

 

At eight I removed everything and went to bed I could not sleep I was too excited as tomorrow was the day I had been waiting for… for awhile!

 

 First things Sir asked me this morning was if I had any accidents this morning … take me right back to that embarrassing moment I was “grateful” to convey that I had not had any accidents … I hope that never ever happens again!

 

 Then Sir inquired about my soreness and I told Him

 

“Sir I am sore like I have never been before Sir from being filled Sir, to fill Sir I have to take a deep breath and then quickly insert Sir and it hurts going in and adjusting Sir and I my skin is sore very sore from the tape Sir from ripping it off Sir it hurts to walk or to move Sir and I love it Sir, Sir Thank You Sir at night there is a real feeling of emptiness Sir”

 

 Sir then asked me if it hurts so bad why do I love it and I told Sir because that is the way He has trained me… to know that pain is a good thing! To add to that answer I would rather feel pain than feel nothing at all!

 

 Sir asked me how sore I thought I would be after being filled twelve hours today and I quickly told Him about three times worse than I was at the moment.

 

 Sir left me with a thought to keep me focused…How do you think it will feel working each hole over tonight… slowly in and out mmmmmmmmmmmmm I can’t hardly wait was my reply Sir said I can’t wait to see you squirm and cry like a baby… this told me two very important things…#1 Sir couldn’t wait to see me and #2 He wanted to see me cry like a baby… I was SO excited.

 

 I asked Sir how long He wanted me to retain today and He said thirty minutes… that’s a long time… alone. My alarm clock would serve as the time keeper today.

 

 I also asked Sir if I could have some supplies tonight He said not until He arrived and then He said IF I do not arrive what does that mean pig… I responded Sir that means No supplies, No pain, No tears, No fun Sir He simply said exactly and Sir told me if He wasn’t hear by ten I was to continue with my routine that was already in place until further noticed

 

 I could not stand the thoughts of Sir not arriving tonight I put that thought out of my head because like I knew I would have an inspection yesterday I knew Sir would arrive tonight I could feel it in my heart and soul.

 

At nine Sir came walking through the door! Mmm just like I knew He would I told Sir how happy I was to see Him and Sir said to me “ of course you are” and there has never been a truer statement made. I was over the moon!

 

Sir said that He had to wake up early tomorrow and could not stay long… He said nice and sore I hope I told Him that I was indeed and at 8pm my body was telling me it was time to unfill  for a  minute Sir thought I had acted on what my body was saying to me Sir said “ I did not tell you to unfill…  you were supposed to stay filled” I knew I was supposed to stay filled until Sir arrived I said” Sir no Sir You didn’t Sir and I didn’t Sir”… I would not make such as stupid mistake as that… that’s like in the best little whore house in Texas   Burt (Ed Earl) walks in and find Dolly( Miss Mona) already in bed and thinks she has undressed and tells her watching her undress is the best part!

 

 I would never deprive Sir of that.

 

 Sir told me that I did not lQQk like an old lady that is a HUGE compliment then He instructed me to walk around for inspection and show Him the belt and my taped nipples… I was exactly as I was told to be.

 

 Sir made me remove the tape he did allow me to cut down one side of it with scissors I was grateful for that. The tape hurt like hell coming off it felt like it was bringing my skin with it. It took me awhile to pull it all off. I hope that Sir enjoyed my struggle He didn’t say he only said … “and that’s just removing the tape”

 

As Sir placed me on the edge of a bench two foot away from Him

 

I was then instructed to work the dildo all the way in and all the way out nice and slow… I had to dig it out before I could begin I proceeded to do work my dildo in and out nice and slow all the way out all the way in it hurt at first because it had been filled for three days Sir said to me feels great does it not ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssssssssssssssss Sir… Sir  said pain turns to pleasure…it happened right before His very green eyes and then Sir made me stop I was enjoying it too much. He made me remove the dildo and put it in my mouth and just sit there while He lQQked at me in my natural state.

 

 Sir said “I am the best or what” I assured Sir that He is the very best and He just keeps getting better all the time!

 

 Sir asked me if I have ever felt more like a pig that I do now I expounded Sir no Sir as I am feeling my place ready to do anything Your heart desires. I have been in this lifestyle with Sir for going on nine years and I do not think I have ever felt more submissive

 

 Sir instructed me to begin again nice and slow He wanted me to experience every pain that was waiting inside of me as the dildo went deeper and deeper inside of me  by now I have fought off many urges to have an orgasm and each one was harder than the last to hold back.

 

 Once again I was instructed to stop and just in time I might add I was told to sit back and put it in my mouth and suck on it… lick it clean… Then I was told to get on my knees and suck Sir’s cock mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

 

That was the most wonderful act of the evening to have Sir’s hard cock on my mouth licking and sucking Him nice and slow  opening my mouth wide and taking Him down my throat  licking the very tip of His cock tasting Him mmmmmmmmmmmm I could have made love to Sir’s cock all night long with my mouth!

 

When Sir had enough… He said “nice job” and He put me back on the bench and told me that I have five minutes to come before He leaves   tick tock I inserted the dildo once again nice and slow and waves of tingles roar through me at four minutes   I could have gave Sir my orgasm  I was fighting myself to hold them back three minutes I didn’t think I could hold back any longer every time my dildo moved slowly inside of me there was a urge… two minutes …two minutes is one my favorite numbers I can surely do anything for two minutes I thought as I continued to work my dildo all the way in all the way out of my swollen cunt while Sir watched… one minute ohhhhhhhhhhhh yessssssssssss then it is a fight to hold it until Sir gives the word knowing that any second He will say NOW…45 seconds 30 seconds 15 seconds my body tight on the edge on the bench holding my breath 5 seconds… time is up ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath out slowly exhausted I made the deadline it was never a question that I would make it … it was a question of IF I could HOLD it until the deadline… I learned a long time ago… the hard way… when I miss  the deadline… I miss out… the loss is mine and I learned to love Sir’s two minute count down and become one with it.

 

 I was instructed to unfill both holes lick the dildo clean of Sir’s come and put my diaper back on and kneel before Sir and commanded to relax, focus and pee in the diaper.

 

 Sir put me to bed and told me that I would have tomorrow off and He left….

 

Sir Thank You Sir for a breathtaking three days Sir

 

Lost in this moment with You Sir I am completely consumed Sir my feelings are absolute Sir

 

 I love You more than anything in the world Sir

 

 

 
 Sir 3044 words Sir

10/14/2009 11:44:44 AM
 

Three Days…

 

Began when Sir said I have some task for You I asked for permission to ask what they were Sir only said that I would find out

 

 He said the first order of the day would be to clean me out then instructed me to go up to my room and prepare the bag and return to Him I did. A series of things happened to prevent the enema from being administered right away and while we were waiting I had to hold the bag with my teeth and  my water temperature changed .

 

Finally we were alone in my room  Sir instructed me to hang the bag on the hook which hangs from the ceiling (I before E except after C) at all times now.

 

I’ve been receiving enemas a while now on and off. I have been addicted to them even. I recall a time that I could not bear the idea of one let alone the act. The enema I received, retained and expelled this day was unlike any before. The water was cold the cramps came quickly Sir was there…watching and being the keeper of time

 

He asked how does that cold water feel pig, it was very cold , chilling sensations as it flowed through me traveling close behind were  severe random cramps then Sir informed me that He wanted me to endure for a longer period of time today I knew I was in trouble because only a couple of minutes seem like an eternity and a part of me thinks I will never be able endure this when something else takes over and I know I will do this for Sir in His presence I know I have no other choice and I struggle to avoid any embarrassing accidents . Sir likes to talk to me when I am at my toughest point; it is very hard for me to compose myself enough to answer Him I think He enjoys my struggle He would not even allow me to stand up until it was time to release.

 

 I cannot look at Sir during this part

 

 Sir has trained me to beg to stretch and hurt for Him after my enema’s which means my large dildo is inserted into my asshole because butts are to be filled!  I revealed to Sir what a great privilege it would be to do that and Sir subprized me and instructed me to go and get two toys a  butt plug and large dildo from this point on I am not going to refer to it as large that is to be understood as our smaller toys have been retired. Sir made me suck each one of them before inserting them into their proper homes at that time Sir instructed me to go and get the duct tape and He made me tape them in place for Him creating a nice new shinny and tight chastity belt… when I was told to model it I showed a little too much hesitation

 

 Sir instructed me to go and get the ball gag and the nipple clamps

 

 When I returned Sir made me tell Him about what I thought of my cold water enema…I thought oh no now I must talk about it so I said to Him verbatim

 

Sir the water was cold Sir and I am not used to that Sir it felt like it chilled my insides as it filled them Sir

 

the cramps came long before the bag emptied Sir. I did not think that I would be able to retain for one minute after the nozzle was removed Sir let alone ever how long it was Sir ,it was the hardest one I have ever had to endure Sir and a couple of times Sir i felt the cold water run down my legs Sir and each time Sir I was wondering if this was it Sir a point at which i could not do it anymore Sir three minutes was like three hours Sir i could not hardly stand up Sir and having to speak messes up my concentration Sir.

 

Sir when You said i could release Sir, that was better than sex Sir i didn’t think that it was ever going to stop Sir and even in expelling Sir I was experiencing severe cramps Sir …Sir Thank You Sir

 

 Sir said to me I had earned a reward I said Sir thank You Sir

 

 The ball gag is on and the black electrical tape on my nipples was removed this is a daily routine the tape is applied in the shape of an X this helps me remain focused throughout my day. The nipple clamps were applied to my very tender nipples and that pain was incredible for a minute I thought I would be a weak pig and have to ask to remove them I kept telling myself pain is weakness leaving your body over and over . I was bring stretched  or pinched everywhere I was experiencing real pain the clamps were sending shock waves all over my insides Sir was in a generous mood He gave me permission to cry and I had to offer Him my capabilities I told him that I could multi task for Him because I could cry and come (orgasm … Sir does not allow the word cum) at the same time Sir granted His permission I gave Him my tears and my come and that wasn’t the best idea I ever had because after that very intense orgasm all the pain went directly to my nipples Oh my Goodness how they hurt and no more tingles to confuse me  …The clamps were removed all that blood came rushing back… to me the worst part of wearing clamps is removing them I hate the thoughts of removing them after they have been on any length of time and with Sir it is always lengthy … Sir Thank You Sir I am not complaining Sir

 

and then all that pain transported me to a calm and peaceful place no pain followed me my body trembled with a small orgasm as   I rock back and forth in my place squeezing on my toys deep inside of me Sir knew He had took me to subspace…and I did not want to come back… in fact I haven’t really.

 

 Sir put in bed to take a nap He knew I was exhausted I didn’t really fall asleep just a little cat nap I laid there and enjoyed my state of being when Sir said I could get up He did preformed an inspection front and back then He made me go and put on a diaper

 

 It was time for Him to leave  so Sir instructed me to remain like I was until 8pm and at that time I could remove the belt and my toys and go to bed reminding me that when I wake up first thing they go right back in to stretch me and the belt goes on… I belong to Sir no one is allowed to touch me not even me mmm mmm Sir thank You Sir

 

 Sir’s instructions for me were followed to the letter!

 

 The next morning when I work up alone I filled both holes and created a new chastity belt   then put on a diaper. I turned on the computer because I knew that at some point Sir would be along for an inspection and I waited patiently and while I was waiting I had a nasty accident  that required a shower to clean up. As soon as I was cleaned up and back to ready for inspection status I sent Sir and email asking for His permission to have an enema tomorrow before I filled and taped to prevent this from happening again and I knew in order to do this I would have to explain why I was making such a request after having such an awesome enema just the day before otherwise I knew Sir would not grant permission that was not an easy letter to write butt as hard as it was it was even more necessary

 

Eventually Sir did come online and the first thing He said to me was “pig… quickly turn on your camera for an inspection” the next thing Sir said was “ enjoy your enema tomorrow” I felt so embarrassed at that point because I knew that Sir had read the email  we did not  elaborate on this topic thank God Sir told me to give Him a summary of my day and I expressed to Him how sore I was and how I was having great difficulty in urinating Sir instructed me to remove the dildo and pee in a cup for Him… I just knew I would be drinking that but my Sir subprized me again He never ceases to amaze me instead He ordered a sponge bath with my pee pee including my face and the back of my neck when all of it was used up Sir asked me if I felt refreshed and surprising enough I truly did and I told Sir how I LOVE having His pee all over me.

 

At eight I removed everything and went to bed I could not sleep I was too excited as tomorrow was the day I had been waiting for… for awhile!

 

 First things Sir asked me this morning was if I had any accidents this morning … take me right back to that embarrassing moment I was “grateful” to convey that I had not had any accidents … I hope that never ever happens again!

 

 Then Sir inquired about my soreness and I told Him

 

“Sir I am sore like I have never been before Sir from being filled Sir, to fill Sir I have to take a deep breath and then quickly insert Sir and it hurts going in and adjusting Sir and I my skin is sore very sore from the tape Sir from ripping it off Sir it hurts to walk or to move Sir and I love it Sir, Sir Thank You Sir at night there is a real feeling of emptiness Sir”

 

 Sir then asked me if it hurts so bad why do I love it and I told Sir because that is the way He has trained me… to know that pain is a good thing! To add to that answer I would rather feel pain than feel nothing at all!

 

 Sir asked me how sore I thought I would be after being filled twelve hours today and I quickly told Him about three times worse than I was at the moment.

 

 Sir left me with a thought to keep me focused…How do you think it will feel working each hole over tonight… slowly in and out mmmmmmmmmmmmm I can’t hardly wait was my reply Sir said I can’t wait to see you squirm and cry like a baby… this told me two very important things…#1 Sir couldn’t wait to see me and #2 He wanted to see me cry like a baby… I was SO excited.

 

 I asked Sir how long He wanted me to retain today and He said thirty minutes… that’s a long time… alone. My alarm clock would serve as the time keeper today.

 

 I also asked Sir if I could have some supplies tonight He said not until He arrived and then He said IF I do not arrive what does that mean pig… I responded Sir that means No supplies, No pain, No tears, No fun Sir He simply said exactly and Sir told me if He wasn’t hear by ten I was to continue with my routine that was already in place until further noticed

 

 I could not stand the thoughts of Sir not arriving tonight I put that thought out of my head because like I knew I would have an inspection yesterday I knew Sir would arrive tonight I could feel it in my heart and soul.

 

At nine Sir came walking through the door! Mmm just like I knew He would I told Sir how happy I was to see Him and Sir said to me “ of course you are” and there has never been a truer statement made. I was over the moon!

 

Sir said that He had to wake up early tomorrow and could not stay long… He said nice and sore I hope I told Him that I was indeed and at 8pm my body was telling me it was time to unfill  for a  minute Sir thought I had acted on what my body was saying to me Sir said “ I did not tell you to unfill…  you were supposed to stay filled” I knew I was supposed to stay filled until Sir arrived I said” Sir no Sir You didn’t Sir and I didn’t Sir”… I would not make such as stupid mistake as that… that’s like in the best little whore house in Texas   Burt (Ed Earl) walks in and find Dolly( Miss Mona) already in bed and thinks she has undressed and tells her watching her undress is the best part!

 

 I would never deprive Sir of that.

 

 Sir told me that I did not lQQk like an old lady that is a HUGE compliment then He instructed me to walk around for inspection and show Him the belt and my taped nipples… I was exactly as I was told to be.

 

 Sir made me remove the tape he did allow me to cut down one side of it with scissors I was grateful for that. The tape hurt like hell coming off it felt like it was bringing my skin with it. It took me awhile to pull it all off. I hope that Sir enjoyed my struggle He didn’t say he only said … “and that’s just removing the tape”

 

As Sir placed me on the edge of a bench two foot away from Him

 

I was then instructed to work the dildo all the way in and all the way out nice and slow… I had to dig it out before I could begin I proceeded to do work my dildo in and out nice and slow all the way out all the way in it hurt at first because it had been filled for three days Sir said to me feels great does it not ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssssssssssssssss Sir… Sir  said pain turns to pleasure…it happened right before His very green eyes and then Sir made me stop I was enjoying it too much. He made me remove the dildo and put it in my mouth and just sit there while He lQQked at me in my natural state.

 

 Sir said “I am the best or what” I assured Sir that He is the very best and He just keeps getting better all the time!

 

 Sir asked me if I have ever felt more like a pig that I do now I expounded Sir no Sir as I am feeling my place ready to do anything Your heart desires. I have been in this lifestyle with Sir for going on nine years and I do not think I have ever felt more submissive

 

 Sir instructed me to begin again nice and slow He wanted me to experience every pain that was waiting inside of me as the dildo went deeper and deeper inside of me  by now I have fought off many urges to have an orgasm and each one was harder than the last to hold back.

 

 Once again I was instructed to stop and just in time I might add I was told to sit back and put it in my mouth and suck on it… lick it clean… Then I was told to get on my knees and suck Sir’s cock mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

 

That was the most wonderful act of the evening to have Sir’s hard cock on my mouth licking and sucking Him nice and slow  opening my mouth wide and taking Him down my throat  licking the very tip of His cock tasting Him mmmmmmmmmmmm I could have made love to Sir’s cock all night long with my mouth!

 

When Sir had enough… He said “nice job” and He put me back on the bench and told me that I have five minutes to come before He leaves   tick tock I inserted the dildo once again nice and slow and waves of tingles roar through me at four minutes   I could have gave Sir my orgasm  I was fighting myself to hold them back three minutes I didn’t think I could hold back any longer every time my dildo moved slowly inside of me there was a urge… two minutes …two minutes is one my favorite numbers I can surely do anything for two minutes I thought as I continued to work my dildo all the way in all the way out of my swollen cunt while Sir watched… one minute ohhhhhhhhhhhh yessssssssssss then it is a fight to hold it until Sir gives the word knowing that any second He will say NOW…45 seconds 30 seconds 15 seconds my body tight on the edge on the bench holding my breath 5 seconds… time is up ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath out slowly exhausted I made the deadline it was never a question that I would make it … it was a question of IF I could HOLD it until the deadline… I learned a long time ago… the hard way… when I miss  the deadline… I miss out… the loss is mine and I learned to love Sir’s two minute count down and become one with it.

 

 I was instructed to unfill both holes lick the dildo clean of Sir’s come and put my diaper back on and kneel before Sir and commanded to relax, focus and pee in the diaper.

 

 Sir put me to bed and told me that I would have tomorrow off and He left….

 

Sir Thank You Sir for a breathtaking three days Sir

 

Lost in this moment with You Sir I am completely consumed Sir my feelings are absolute Sir

 

 I love You more than anything in the world Sir

 

 

 
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MizAerie
 
 Age: 29
 Goldsmith Rd, United Kingdom