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It is soooo past time to move on!
'Time to pick myself up, whip myself
into shape and work on the lousy self
esteem issues. I am not sure that i
can properly please if i only see
myself as unpleasing... i hope to
learn from past mistakes and
temper my expectations with wisdom
I do so miss having that very special
SomeOne to attend to and serve
well, the thrill of shared
experiences, the joy of discovery,
intelligent conversation, honor, trust
and respect, perhaps even an
occassional laugh, maybe not in the
midst of guidance and discipline,
but a stolen taste or a
lingering touch leading to total
surrender
might win me the prize of a smile...
and so, i resolve to work on my
faults and aspire to become
more worthy...i pray for patience and
good fortune in my quest |
