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| i have been a submissive for many years, a desire whilst explored has been supressed within the confines of vanilla life and the reponsibilities and expectaions of others that this brings.Through a change in personal circumstances i have been free to explore this side of me more fully and have progressed and am comfortable within myself of this progression.For me to be complete my desire has to run a parralell course with my vanilla and not behind it although i accept that in time it may overtake it, i no longer regard myself as a sub but perhaps more a slave as i seek at the least a total controlling of my sexuality for it is there that my submission lies. my experience brings me a knowledge and understanding of myself, i am hoping to find a Mistress who has that understanding and desire within also.
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