Could it be arrogance.....I don't know.

I read....are those messages for me?

I want to ask, I want them to be....could they be?

I want to answer.....but the fear stops me. We all fear. 

There is this demon called fear inside us all, for some much more pronounced than others. Not that I can compare myself with anyone else...its more personal than that.

Could I copy your style, would you know then that it is me?

I am scared I am missing something, that I might be rejecting without knowing, that you might be looking for some sort of sign from me........then self doubt rears its head.

Have I read too much into this?

I wish I had that confidence, I just wish I knew the answers.