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| this is probably going to be a little long, but i'd like to type out a deion of the situation i'm looking for. i'm not trying to top from the bottom, but figure that the more prospective owners know about my desires and interests up front, the better.
i would like to be kept for a year without clothes or personal possessions. anything from my current life that i can't get rid of i will place in storage. i will bring nothing with me, and the clothes i'm wearing when i arrive on my first day will be burned or shredded and thrown away. i will be kept completely nude for the entire year. the only exception might be a pair of sneakers for use while exercising, but these will not belong to me and they will be locked up when not in use. i want to find out what it's like to completely adjust to a life of nudity, to feel normal when nude and not to miss clothes or think of myself anymore as being naked when other people are around or have any instinct at all left to cover up or be embarrassed.
because i will be permanently nude, it would be outstanding to find an owner who has a property where i can be outside without attracting unwanted attention. it would also be excellent if my owner has a home gym of some sort so that i can be made to exercise and continue to improve my physique and fitness. also hopefully a garage where i can be loaded into a vehicle for transport when needed; i assume when that happens i will be bound, gagged, blindfolded and put in the trunk. there may also be other considerations i haven't thought of.
not counting against my total nudity, i assume i will have a collar locked around my neck, perhaps wrist and ankle cuffs locked on also, and of course i will not have access to the keys or even know where they are kept. i assume my owner will keep me locked in chastity unless my service requires me to be unlocked, or in the unlikely event that i earn a very big reward. i expect my orgasms will be very few and very far between, and for the entertainment of an audience when they do happen. perhaps i will also be kept gagged other than for meals and when my service requires use of my mouth.
i assume i will be responsible for all cooking, cleaning, laundry, home improvements and maintenance, lawn care and other chores for the household. i assume i will also be made to work for my owner's profit in some manner, perhaps helping my owner with a home-based business, or else working online somehow (which could be adult-oriented work like cam performance, or ordinary work, or both). i may also have other domestic responsibilities or recurring tasks.
i assume there will be extensive rules for me to follow with defined punishments for misbehavior or failure. i assume my owner will also punish me whenever desired for other reasons, such as entertainment or stress relief, even if my behavior has been good.
i expect that i will be locked in a cage when not in service, perhaps in a basement, shed or other such location, and possibly restrained within the cage by chains or cuffs or other means.
i assume i will receive extensive sexual training and use. i will learn to deep throat 10" or more in one motion with ease, and to take the same anally. my owner will obviously use me on demand, but will also share me with other doms (male and female). i will be used by individuals and by groups. i will be temporarily loaned out and taken to other locations to serve other doms. i will be taken to adult bookstores and used in the booths and theaters. i will be made to perform with other slaves (male and female) for the entertainment of our owners, having sex or possibly competing against them in events. i will become the perfect naked sex toy on demand for any use by any person at any time.
so that's what i think i am looking for. please let me know if you can offer a situation that would impose a similar degree of slavery on me. also please ask anything else you want to know about me.
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