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| Just a quick note... I cant use the chat facility as its not supported by my phone ... Sorry...
Well 2013 has been quite a year for me so far with many first time experiences at the grand age Of 47. I have never had a good sexual relationship.. Dont get me wrong.. Ive tried... Men in the main but one woman many years ago ... have had sub thoughts for many years but whenever I started to talk about it with partners they have not liked the idea or run a mile with the result that I pretty much gave up. Occasionally I'd get kind of an itch that I thought about scratching but never did anything about it.
Then everything changed.. I was approached very casually by someone who I had known for 12 months or so ... His instinct told him I was a sub.. He knew even tho I was ignoring it. I'm a big girl who didnt have much self confidence but he led the way.
Under the guidance and with the encouragement of my Master I am growing into myself. I have learned that it isn't wrong or dirty to feel how I do, nor is it disgusting to squirt everywhere when I cum. Until a month ago I had only ever squirted once in my life using a toy and as for genuine orgasms, lets just say I got very good at faking, probably only having one or two in my entire life n certainly nothing to write home about... Until now. In a month I have learnt to relax and listen to my body n I gush all the time now... Not quite on command but I will one day!
I am very open minded n willing to try pretty much anything with my Masters guidance. I am so honest with him it hurts but I trust him and am loving the growing intensity of our experiences together. My self confidence is growing too.
He has encouraged me to join Collarme. I didn't put that I was actively seeking anyone and I didnt expect so many messages although he did warn me to expect them! When I feel brave enough I will reply if I am curious.
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Mmmm.. My Master says I'm a fully fledged slut now. And I am proud to be for him. I have experimented in lots of areas with my Master and am happy to no longer be such a novice :-) |
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Feeling much better now... Thank you to everyone for their messages. My Master has been wonderful supporting me. |
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What went wrong today? Things been going so well and we've pushed the boundaries a little every time I see my Master and I've had so much fun and enjoyment testing and finding myself .. Today I had to call a halt... My pain threshold was so low.. What changed? I am devastated this happened ... Can anyone help? |
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| Age: 23 |
| Saint pauls,
North Carolina |
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