I want to thank everyone for their letters of encouragement. For the most part people have been very supportive. There have been a few messages from couples and men wanting to hook up. I am just not looking for that. I just feel so broken, it isn’t just that he lied to me and mislead me but that I allowed myself to believe him and to trust him without question. It is really not an issue of loving again but the fact that I can not trust myself. I am always the one that cares too much in every relationship. I do not know what else to do but to give up. |