I'm so normal looking but so submissive. My ex used a strapon, smothering, cropping. In private I served in most areas. Extended oral servitude through pedicures. She had me peirced (prince albert) which she used to secure a cock cage. I loved serving her in every way.

Will I ever find someone like her again.

By the way, I'm not a wimp. I'm 6'1" weightlifter extended daily time in gym. All outward appearances were and are totally normal. Only in private was I her servant giving her what she wanted when she wanted and asking nothing in return (she was kind though and allowed me to masturbate if I served well but I was obligated to consume all messes).