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New profile please read and I hope you are compelled to contact me. Thank you sd |
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Woke up today feeling like a loser. Wish i had someone to talk to and to hug or hold me. Don't i sound like a little kid and i'm 61. A loser i feel like. |
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To start off capture or kidnap me. Blindfold me, cover my ears, put me in a sack or trunk and take me away. Keep me blindfolded, ears covered and restrained so I know who's in charge. Now please do as you wish with me. Very few limits. I have no say, no one. No say to males or females or gay or straight or trans or who cares my opinion. JUST A PIECE OF LIVING FLESH TO BE USED AND ABUSED AND DROPPED OFF afterward. Will travel, day trip. |
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Does anyone haver a cock I can suck and piss I can drink? Will meet anywhere. Distance is not a problem. Size or race does not matter. That's all I'm good for. I reside in South Jersey. |
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IF YOUR A MALE OR TRANS i am interested only in sucking you cock. Im a virgin at it but want to learn to be good at it. Thank you Sirs and have a nice day. |
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Anyone on this site not scamming for money? Anyone on this site truthful and honest? Anyone on this site really looking to be in a true life real time situtation or just playing a bullshit game? IM REAL, TRUTHFUL, HONEST AND NOT SCAMMING OR PLAUING GAMES. NEVER GOING TO SEND MONEY TO ANYONE EITHER. |
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Water sports & Cuckold are two of my top interests. |
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The light bulb over my head just lite up. Their are no real Females Domme's on this site. At least if there are they don't contact me. I'm tired of either being asked for money or being asked to go to an other platform and then asked for money. I DON'T HAVE OR PAY MONEY. I'M ONLY LOOKING FOR A REAL PERSON NOT A BUSINESS. GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOU BUSINESS LADIES. If you real, honest, truthful and not a player but are serious then I look forward to hearing from you. |
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I need you piss and humiliation. Use me alone or in a crowd. Private or spectators or multiple people. Female or male piss does not matter. Just don't expect me to pay for your enjoyment of my use and humiliation. 100% avialability. |
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Are their any real non player Dominant Ladies left on this site? Does everyone need to play with my head and then charge me? I'm so disillusioned in this lifestyle. Isn't there anyone out there looking for an honest, sencer, truthful, catering, emotional and low self-esteem sub/slave. One who is open to just about anything you desire for me. If it's humiliating or just plan gross I'll do it for you, with you or in front of others. Not well endowed so willing to be humiliated that way too. I keep getting down to giving up on everything in life and lifestyle but I just know fate hass someone looking for me. Female, Male, Animal, Vegetable or Mineral I'm not fussy. Just please don't ask me for money. You have a better chance of pissing a lover me than getting money out of me. I'm a poor old low self esteem, small cock who is lonely and avialable. Yes totally single except for my dog. |
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Come on willing to be used and abused by one or many, females or males or mixture of both. Willing to be cuckold for a group too. Age, race or male or female or combination of both all good. Few limits, scat and perminant injury. Will serve at parties or other gatherings. Not interested in my sexual gratification. My focus is your pleasures only. Weekdays, weeknights or anytime on weekends avialable.could even be kidnapped or captured off the street and blindfolded and restrained and take where I would have no concept of location or time or what my expected usefulness to expect. Lets do it!
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I am so tired of being alone. Have a yearning to belong. Will to do as needed. |
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I have a need for Domme friends. A friendship with a dominate lady feels right. I believe in female supremacy because females brought males into this world and were our only means of survival for many years. Mother's also taught us our hygiene, how to dress ourselves, gave us the tools to interact with others. Without our mother's guidance early in life we would have been an animal who died in the woods alone. Maybe to me a Domme forfils the mother-son relationship I missed out having as a child. Thank science for the internet because it gives me the opportunity to reach out and share and possiable be found. Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts. I hope you have a Greatful day. d |
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I have decided this site and people are to frustrating to me and I'm going to hide my profile. I don't know what people want but its not me, Goodbye. |
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It's the night before Thanksgiving and all is quiet. Tomorrow is a day for family to get together and enjoy a good meal and good company. I will be home with my dog and TV and probably not speak to a single person. Hopefully by this time next year I won't be alone anymore. I know deep down that special Lady is also out there looking for me. Just as I am looking for her. So everybody enjoy you holiday and remember to look up and think positive. |
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I feeling totally useless and stressed out. Does anyone know if there are day tickets for Saturday at Brimstone5? I am told to find out and I have not been successfully and I'm afraid to disappoint a special Lady. Please help me if you can! |
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It's early Wednesday morning, good morning. I'm laying in bed with my dog next to me. Usually when I wake up I put the TV on to see the news but today I have no signal. I can't figure out why. I hope the rest of the day goes better. Again today no messages either. I guess I'll just pet the dog now. |
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I feeling all alone again. I need that skin to skin feeling, touching and even with pain. It's all good compared to just laying at home with not to much clothing on and watching TV again. Watching political shows is so aggravating unless you like and believe Trump and the Republicans. I absolutely don't. Trump is a racist and a fascist. Don't trust him he's just screwing all of use except the 1%ers. Ahhh! Life is so frustrating and there is no one to share what's in my head with. I can only hold on to hope so long. Bfn |
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Good Tuesday afternoon...in November it's 58 degrees today. Slept and laid in this morning. Going out for lunch and plan on a nice day, lazy day. Still on here looking. Should take the dog for a walk today, maybe. Hope you all have a nice Tuesday too. |
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The end of another day of my life. Nothing new or exciting or memorable. It was just another day. I lay here in a dark room unable to sleep and with nothing else to do. Good might where ever you are. |
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Good late morning...it was a beautiful Eagles win over the Cowboys. I woke this morning to find a nice caring message on my profile. Started my day off with a smile. The Lady reminded me that I needed to update a past entry. My eye is doing better and the pressure is normal without medication. Last week I had my sight checked and my surgery eyesight change quite a bit. I ordered and am waiting on new glasses.
I know it's going to be a good week. Especially if I hear from the kind and caring Goddess again. Bye for now... |
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It's another Saturday night and I'm home alone still. I'm tired of watching TV and bored to death. I guess I'll just lay down and close my eyes and think. I hope your having a nice time tonight. |
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Saw the Dead last. It was a grateful concert and I heard some songs I have not heard in concert before. I saw my first Dead concert 39 years ago and still miss Jerry but John is wonderful as a stand in. Once again for the past few years I have seen the Dead alone, with no company. I hope one day to have a Deadhead or newbie to accompany me to the next show. |
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The Dead show in Philly tonite was amazing!!! Both sets were grateful. Though I do miss Jerry but John is great. Sure wish I could find another Deadhead I hate having to go alone. Their was probably over 20,000 people but I still felt alone in the crowd. It's been along time since I had a partner to enjoy the grateful time with. It sucks seeing all the other people there with friends or significant others. Well maybe it's not meant to be for me. I hope all of you had a great night. |
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Well I'm really anxious...my anxiety is way up. I'm having the sight in my eyes checked at noon. I have eye issues and my right eye was operated a few months ago. Now I can get checked for new glasses. I'm so worried about the change in sight in my right eye. My eyes are now sensitive to light during the day and also street lights and car head lights at night. So I need two pair of glasses. Glasses are so overpriced especially for me. Oh just an other day in the life... |
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Any other beautiful day. Wednesday and the weather forecast is 51 degrees. Tomorrow night is the Dead & Company concert in Philly. The Dead take me to a sub like space. Being alone it gives me something to look forward to. Utopia would be a partner who is also a Deadhead but I'll settle of course. Anyone interested. |
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The movie was enjoyable, a little slow moving at spots but I did not guess the ending. Back home with the dog and TV. I hate being alone. Why is it that anyone with interest seems to be far away? Where are the interested local people? |
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I'm at Murder on the Orient Express! |
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I have been doing some reading about castration. I don't know why but it is an interesting topic for me. Does anyone have experience with castration. Either male who has been castrated of female who had her male castrated? I'm curious to know where you have it done, why you have it done and what it's like after it's done? I really hope someone will answer honestly. |
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Have you seen Murder on the Orient Express movie yet? Would you recommend seeing it? |
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Ordered a couple of new toys online today. Even though I don't have anyone to use them with yet. I am still hopeful even if I'm frustrated. Have a good Monday night. |
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Casablanca on the big screen was GREAT. It's one of my favorite movies that I must have seen a few dozen time. On the big screen was amazing! |
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Going to see Casablanca on the big screen, 75th anniversary. |
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Did you ever feel so down, useless and bad about yourself that you wished there was no next minuets of life. I sure do quite frequently. I don't know why I am writing this here but being alone talking to my dog does not alleviate the inner feelings. To have nobody in your life to be able to share your thoughts and feelings and needs with creates a large void in daily life. In all my sixty years I believe I have only had two individuals who really care about me. One is deceased and the other live in another country. To say life is difficult day to day is an understatement. Maybe thru all the players on Cs their is a truly real person out there for me. Well that's all the hope I can find. Back to my dog and TV. Have a great Sunday. |
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It's another Saturday night and I'm home alone with my dog and in front of the TV. Maybe one day I won't be alone, I hope. It's sucks being alone in the cold in bed by myself. Well back to my TV. |
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WOW it's 33 degrees outside now. Of course my husky loves it. Me I like it chilly but I need to get used to this cold. Well I'm sitting here alone with my TV but today I'm doing laundry. It's chilly in the house but I still can't or don't want to wear clothes. Sure wish I had special company. Well back to my alone life. |
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I'm watching the movie Gaslight.... about a husband who is driving his wife out of her mind. Doing so incredible underhanded that she feels she is flooding her mind. He calls her mad and threatens to place he r in an crazy house. He flirts with the young maid. In the end all is right and he gets his due. Control is an interesting accumine compared to being submissive. I wonder why we are who we are? What makes us feel as we do inside? Wondering why is a submissive submissive and a Dominate person Dominate. Their are a lot of questions I don't have the answers to. Why does a male have sissy desires. What do Dominate Lady's see in a male being a sissy. How are some females stronger and more in control than some males. Are these all questions by a submissive? Do Dominate people know the answers? Oh life!!! |
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Its Thursday afternoon and it's me, dog and TV. Another afternoon as usual. Checking my profile but I still feel unwanted. One day I hope someone will want me and not just say hello to ask for money. That is money that I don't have. I on my have me to offer. All their is is me, my dog, my truck and my house. That's my whole world but only you are the one missing or an I missing from your life. I guess only time will tell if I hear from somebody like yourself. |
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Today up early and took a trip to the airport to drop off my favorite sis to go home from her latest visit. I miss her already. I did check my messages early this morning and received two messages from the same person. Obviously a copy and paste because exactly the same message just minuets apart. Rhetorical question why do most responded to my first messa he or the first message from a female tends to almost 100% of the time ask for money. If not calling it a tribute then a action to show my seriousness. Such a scam. Why can't people be honest and truthful and sincere about their life and the lives of the people who contact them in good Faith? The only person who could answer this though or question must be a truthful and honest and on this site for the correct reason. I wish you a grateful day.... |
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Just had a nice visit. My cousin and sister came over with my cousins dog and we all with my dog walked. Then we let the dogs run off leash in my fenced in yard. It was really fun to watch then enjoy interacting with wack other. Now everyone left and my dog is wiped out tired and sleeping. So I home alone again as I always say me and the TV. I have to give thanks for the bright spot in my day. Now back to my loneliness in my head issues yes. Whis I was not single and alone still. |
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Feel down and out. When I read about a Cybelian relationship I get excited and smile inside and out. Maybe that is what I seek or seeks me, I hope. Since I'm an older guy I can only hope that there is a match out there looking for me. I'm not picky at all. I have myself to offer along with my home and all my possessions. I assume I'm the aspect you might be looking to possess and my material possessions will show my additional commitment. Oh may I add the only two joys in my life now are my dog and my live of the Grayeful Dead. Thank you for your time and curiosity to read my journal. |
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Well it's Monday morning the Eagles won and I still had to push myself to get moving today. I figure their must be a reason that I'm still on my own. I hear that submissive don't follow thru or drop off the face of the earth. I know I have troubles concentrating on my follow thru. I'm looking for my better half. One who will alleviate some of life's pressures of my mind daily. Maybe I long to be the child I never was or don't remember being. Ok getting to deep so back to my TV and escape from daily, daily. Maybe your out there and looking for me or not...you have a good day too. |
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Well it's dark out now. Towards the end of another Sunday. Let's see; Eagles won, Kena slept, checked out her yard and had her ice creams. Me another day spent with the TV. That's probably why my eyes and head hurt. I'm know laying on the couch with my eyes closed but the TV still on. Once again spent my day home alone with only two short phone calls and two people text me earlier. I guess some would say I'm isolating but to me it's just any other day in my life. I hope somebody out their is looking for and finds me sooner than later. Of course if that does happen I hope I don't screw it up like I have done in the past. Ok I'll bet positive I'm here and willing to do what I need to for a situtation to be a great situtation. Have a good night and a better tomorrow. |
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After I wrote my feelings in the previous journal entry I checked my new messages. Now I have a smile on my face after receiving such a nice message with kind words. Thank you, you know who you are! |
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Another Sunday morning. I feel so detached from the world and from life. I just wrote for the past half hour and when I went to save my thoughts I list the page. This sums up my place in life. Just a speck on the floor that goes unnoticed so stepped on and not stepped over. I need to go and get the laundry from the dryer or I will keep hearing that horrible buzz the dryer emotes when the cycle is over. So thoughts to be continued at a time in the future. I must end with thank you from the bottom of my empty heart with the hole in it. |
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Another Saturday night sitting clothed in front of the TV all alone again. Please help Me! ANYTHING PLEASE! |
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I'm sitting here all alone again but on a beautiful day. Wishing I had someone to share it with. I'm in front of the TV again and my dog in in the yard. My mind keeps wandering like it does most days. I can't help but think how happy I could be in a D/s relationship. I picture a nice blend of vanilla on the outside and D/s inside. It's such a nice feeling inside to not have to worry or think. To just follow and make that special person and myself happy. I have spent most of my adult life searching or hoping to be found. Well I'm here looking to make someone proud and myself happy. I would be pleased if only able to be a part time diversion for someone who knows what she wants and takes it. I guess I should finish by saying I'm here for the taking and I'm not choose. I have no right to be picky. Someone like me is willing to do what I need to to get the attention I thrive by being used for others entertainment or enjoyment. Thank you for reading my inner thoughts. |
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The feeling of being inferior and to old sucks. Is there not someone who is truthful and honest ot there who would be interested in me. Attention is what i seek, good or bad attention. With attenion for that moment i get the feelings of belonging to or usefulness. For that little while i have a good feeling inside about myself. Thank you! |
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It seems nobody has any interest in an old guy. The feeling of uselessness sucks. I wish someone could use me to suck in away. I'm so tired of being alone all the time. Growing old is not fun. It's so depressing that no one has any interest or use for someone like me. I'm a real nice guy with very few limits and w killing to try just about anything. |
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