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No longer seeking. There is a man, who has me simply captivated with his charm! I find him perfect in so very many ways.

Contacts with friends and those interested in conversation.

The group that I have been founder and owner of here in West Virginia called ALLPLAYWV for alternative lifestylers has celebrated a one year anniversary. We have surpassed over 400 members and continue to offer much interaction between lifestylers within the community. I am turning the group over to management by others and taking time to retreat from this lifestyle. Please contact me if you have an interest in administering the group. The individual/s should be motivated, organized, and with the time necessary to devote to ALLPLAYWV.

11/3/2008 10:38:10 PM
Crossing Paths...
It has always been my philosophy that we cross paths with others for a predestined purpose. We may not understand the purpose at the given moment of interaction, but eventually it does become revealed. Is it by chance? No, it is destiny.
10/12/2008 11:10:48 AM
Thank you to all for your well wishes after my heart attack and open heart surgery. From all experiences good or bad we grow and come to realizations. These events produced yet another awakening in me. 
My subconscious is stronger than ever before, my perception keener than before, my awareness clearer than before.
I embrace this new spiritual and mental state 

"Cry little sister (thou shall not fall)Come come to your brother (thou shall not die)Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear)"
8/24/2008 9:43:32 AM
ALLPLAYWV Website is UP!

Hey Friends,

The group that I own and founded now has its own website! Granted we have only been up a few days, but we are moving quickly. Now to get all of our 260 members migrated over from Yahoo. We welcome new friends too, so hope to see you with us.

Please check us out. Who knows maybe we will have further contact like at an exciting party.

http://www.allplaywv.com

6/2/2008 7:48:10 PM
Spring into Summer with ALLPLAYWV at Long Fork Retreat - June 7th & 8th

Highlights are auctions for both Dom/mes or subs, knife play,fire play, waxing, lunatus florentin flogging, classes, 2 dungeons (1 in a wonderful barn perfect for that M/s experience and 1 in rec hall).

I must say at my last party I experienced fire play as well as waxing and it was so wonderfully decadent and exciting. I glowed!!!

Now to find just the right mate....
4/21/2008 2:54:01 AM
Celebrate Cinco de Mayo with ALLPLAYWV on May 17th (delay due to scheduling) 


Well AllPLAYWV has been holding munches monthly as well as play parties. At the last play party I was given a gorgeous 8' black and silver St. Andrews Cross which was special made for me!

So now in May we will have a munch at a local Mexican restaurant the La Roca followed by an evening of play and fun at our Cinco de Mayo play party at my home.

The group is growing rapidly and I am meeting so many wonderful folks and learning so much from others to be sure.

My experience at our April party I got to experience the scene of a lifetime on my cross and that was Lunatus lorentine flogging. What a sheer treat and now will be a new addiction of mine!!!!
1/24/2008 12:54:25 AM
Well I am once again planning another party! This one will be a Mardi Gras BDSM one that will take place at a beautiful privately owned retreat here near Charleston. Complete with furnished dungeon, recreation facility, lodge, cabins, pool & spa this might just be a great place for me to host many of our events.

Needless to say this group is really growing and I am meeting some exceptional lifestyle folks!

The fun just never ends!
12/10/2007 12:43:19 AM
Spanking Parties are great!

The spanking party was a blast!!!! It was my first time ever playing in an open setting and to my surprise I was most comfortable in this environment. The folks at the party were the perfect group to have fun without reservations. Looking forward to the next party soon!!!!
11/27/2007 6:12:07 PM

ALLPLAYWV is a Hit!!!! 

Well the new group ALLPLAYWV has really taken off very well indeed! We had a large planning kick off dinner that was a success. In just one month we have 95 active members! In addition to having the group in Yahoo, there are Yahoo Im chat sessions, Virtual Cam sessions, a message board in Invision, not to mention many social activities planned. Our first party is a Spanking Santa / Mistress Santa Party. Spankers will don their Santa hats and spankees will wear decorations as if a present. Of course many will bring out the spanking skirts, nylons and lace panties for fun. Oh and the spanking implements too. Hope the first CFNM Party and BDSM Mardis Gras will be just as much fun as well! Of course each event we give to a charity. Secret Santa will be first, with battered women and children for CFNM and St. Judes for the Mardi Gras one. Others should receive benefit as much as we do. If interested let me know I can send you a link to join us. We are a West Virginia group.

11/4/2007 6:56:29 PM

My First CFNM Party - A Fun Weekend Indeed!!!

Well, this weekend I attended my first CFNM Party (clothed female nude male) that was held by a Wheeling native. It was delightful and most relaxing to be served for a change by some wonderful men and to receive the best foot massage ever! The women had a fun time filled with great conversation and much laughter.

In addition to this event in the Wheeling / Steubenville/ Weirton area, I decided to indulge myself in some site seeing of the historic regions to gain a view of the history and surroundings of this part of West Virginia. Everyone knows about the steel industry there, but there is a beautiful Historic area there as well, so for the
architectural historic buff it is pure joy to behold. I also stayed overnight while in the Wheeling /Weirton area at a beautiful historic location built in 1932 that is on the State of West Virginia's Historic Sites Registry, which is the Rosemont Manor Bed & Breakfast establishment. My first stay in a Bed & Breakfast and the ambience I found to be superior to the large commercial hotel setting. Simple
elegance and with a majestic view. It was a relaxing getaway for me which was very revitalizing! This completed my visit of the area to enjoy the City's wonderful hospitality.

Now regarding the party that I attended also in the area, I am thinking this would be a nice event that some of our members of the ALLPLAYWV & SUBSWV group that I own and moderate would truly enjoy, especially you submissive males who love to serve. I know for the switch or Dom female it is most enjoyable and you ladies who are completely submissive could assist with planning and preparation of the event as well. Now some of you daring switch & Dom males might be interested in getting nude for the evening and serving the females? Who knows. The reason why I state this is I am wanting to hold one of these events in the future for both the ALLPLAYWV group along with SUBSWV in making it happen.

Hope everyone had I nice weekend, I definitely did.
10/27/2007 4:52:34 PM

I am 51 today! Well, to many it is just another day. For me it is an accomplishment of life. Yes, I would love to turn back the clock and have double time, but I continue to look forward with a zest for tomorrow.

Feeling old never! Feeling vibrant yes! Feeling adventuresome always!

10/24/2007 2:50:04 PM
ALLPLAYWV

  I have started a new group for lifestylers of all kinds of persuasions and perversions. It is based in Charleston, West Virginia, but welcome to those from anywhere that will be active and not lurkers. Please let me know if interested and I will send you a link.
9/27/2007 2:37:50 PM

Different Strokes for Different Folks….

 

Many of us choose a certain path that we feel comfortable with and it makes us happy. For me, I have a burning desire to switch in this exchange. To clarify, it does not make me any less a slave or change my heart in anyway. I am able to serve fully as a slave and have been in this lifestyle and know what unconditional slavery means.  Wanting to also be worshipped as a Goddess is a fantasy that many women have a deep desire to achieve, if she is confident in herself and feels worthy of such devotion.  After going on six years as a lifestyler, I believe that we should experience our fantasies. Life is too fleeting not to enjoy it to the fullest. So, for those of you who question, it is not your place to pass judgment on others or to question another individual’s intentions. Nor should explanation of the validity of their status be needed. Normally for one to feel compelled to do so reveals a need to be critical of others to make oneself feel more secure in their own skin. BDSM and the D/s or M/s exchange is about discovery and some of us seek more variety than others and that is as simple as it gets….
9/16/2007 10:24:23 PM
Today I ponder ....Free


What it means to be really free in every sense. As I listened to these lyrics closing my eyes for a brief moment, I immersed myself in that feeling and the meaning....

Free like the river
Flowin' freely through infinity 
Free to be sure of
What I am and who I need not be
Free from all worries 
Worries prey on oneself's troubled mind 
Freer than the clock's hands 
Tickin' way the times
Freer than the meaning of free that man
defines
Life running through me
Till I feel my father God has called


Me having nothin'
But possessing riches more than all
And I'm free
To be nowhere
But in every place I need to be
Freer than a sunbeam
Shinning through my soul
Free from feelin' heat or knowing bitter cold
Free from conceiving the beginning
For that's the infinite start


I'm gone - gone but still living
Life goes on without a beating heart


Free like a vision
That the mind of only you can see


Freer than a raindrop
Falling from the sky
Freer than a smile in a baby's sleepin' eyes


I'm free like a river
Flowin' freely to infinity
I'm free to be sure of what
I am and who I need not be
I'm much freer - like the meaning of the word free that
crazy man defines
Free - free like the vision that
The mind of only you are ever gonna see
Free like the river my life
Goes on and on through infinity

Stevie Wonder - "Free"
9/13/2007 5:25:55 PM

Society Broken….Scales of Justice Unbalanced

 

I reflect today about this poor unfortunate woman Megan, who has endured such torture from those who hate. It is times like these that I wish my home state of West Virginia had the death penalty for such mongrels that prey on others in such a way. Maybe that would end the chain and perpetuation of hate. To think this treatment still exists in our time and age in society. Then one must examine the judicial system which continues to let such offenders be released continually after repeated charges, only to commit more horrendous offenses in the future. My solution would be penalties and criminal charges against judges when a violent offender is released and commits another crime. Then our judges would impose the penalties which would be commensurate with their crimes for a change. How long does our society watch with apathy and not affect change in this weak and non effective judicial system? How long do we sit back and watch the increasing crimes against our children and others while these judges who let the predators back into our world only to defile it once more? After today I know that I must become more proactive with my voice. Now to assess where to start to make an impact and with this post is my beginning….
9/11/2007 4:03:17 PM
Perpetual Sadness....

My Mom has been battling her cancer now for sometime and each day is a challenge. Today, I find that a Dom, who has been close to me now has cancer and has metastasized throughout His body. What a vile thing cancer is and yet our research and trillions of dollars has provided very little relief in prevention and cure. This monster that robs from us our loved ones and attacks them in such a way. I now have lost a brother and even my little dog to this organism of destruction and now discover its attack in the same manner with others whom I have been close to. The cruelty of this disease and the perpetual sadness that it leaves….
9/5/2007 11:21:22 PM
Delightful! and Sinful! There are actually ones on here that interaction proves to be most delightful. It is refreshing to find one that understands the nature of this bond and the power exchange. Many do not possess the understanding and can only perform as play. I do not seek play nor do I seek onliners. To know is to experience, to learn is to explore, and to act is to achieve....
9/4/2007 10:29:48 PM
Characteristics of Favorable Interaction...

First off I recognize the bottom line here is that it is a BDSM site. But that does not mean that first conversations with others should involve your most intimate details, fantasies or desires. I am impressed by someone who can carry on a decent conversation and behave as a gentleman and with some class. I want to know the person, intellect, compatibility, and demeanor. Just because a woman can be a slave to a man and have intimacy with one another and be in a M/s or D/s relationship does not make the slave trash. I don’t want to hear vulgarity and be talked to like I am trash or some kind of whore. I won’t tolerate being degraded by anyone! Absolutely don’t call me slut, cun! or meat. I don’t give a damn if you think you are King Kong you certainly would not have any chance of dominating me. So if that is your approach save us both time and the ugliness of such an exchange. Otherwise, SPARE ME…………….
9/2/2007 5:04:42 PM

The nature of failure relationships

 

Today I sit and think after interactions with other couples and with men as well and wonder why most of the relationships here on collarme.com are less than desirable. First of all, at the heart of most of the failing ones is the disastrous need to lie and not be forthright.  Secondly, the failure of most of these relationships revolve around the repetitive MO of the “typical” male. It seems even though many males would do well enough to handle one female, they have these delusions of being such a commodity or stud muffins that they have the misconception that they require many females and are actually able to satisfy them. While even a vibrator can produce orgasm, there is this thought that she only needs orgasm and she will be content. Tie her up, blindfold, spank her some and off to subspace and the world is a happier place for his efforts. How can a mature person be so naïve? Then there are the women who contribute to this out of utter desperation and plight for companionship to be accepting of the situation. Now I am not judgmental, but I see each and every one of them as utterly miserable. No one is happy or content just riding out the days with continued strife, drama, misery and unhappiness. He has to have more because he can’t be satisfied once the relationship comes to a stage of maturity. His desires always seem to be the newness around the corner and she is unsatisfied due to non ending infidelity and feelings that she is just not enough.  It has happened to them all I have witnessed through online, local groups, friends and even for me. The answer is to resign from this merry-go-round such as I have and watch the others wallow in their misery….Don’t you just love spectator sports!
8/18/2007 7:02:29 PM
Anticipation! After going through a period where my last Master, who has been the same one since last Septmeber, he became very unpredictible, combined with constant unknowns and turbulence due to another sub and continuous melodrama. So, this bond has been lost abruptly in July. Is it for the better for both of us? Well the possibilities are that I can be available and seek a Master once again.
Well it seems like I will have a new visitor next weekend that is a wonderful gentleman in every way. Our conversations have been simply delightful! He has all of the many characteristics that I have sought in a Master but have been unable to find. Maybe this time it will be one of monogamy, committment, loyalty, honesty, integrity and pure excitement! So, this slave is once again under consideration. Could it be that my slave days are not over afterall? My anticipation mounts.....
8/14/2007 3:26:12 PM
Are You Out There?
Just thinking tonight how nice it would be to have that slave that makes you whole. One that is devoted, loyal, honest, sensual and to worship me. For me I will always have a part of me that once was a slave and always will be, but it just never could fill a void for me. The Doms/Masters were mostly the same deep down, untrustworthy, not stable emotionally, insincere, deceiptful, etc. Well you get the point, players. I found once I searched within that I desire a man who will make me feel like a queen and meet my needs for a change. Guess maybe I might have a little tad of switch in me every now and then, but isn't sensuality all about finding pleasure in all ways? So, I continue my quest for someone to fill my void and that I can wake up every morning and know they are there for me. Are you out there?.....................
7/4/2007 9:09:26 PM
Intrigued…

I have become very fascinated with a very handsome and exquisite male who I think would make a wonderful slave. He has stirred a spark of such excitement, that I now crave to experience the Dominant side of the power exchange. He has intellect, is handsome and possesses the sinfully sweet sensual qualities that a Domme could only desire. So perfect in many ways …to serve me well….absolutely delicious….  
Yes, a time for a long awaited change in me.
6/24/2007 10:03:51 PM
Imminent Loss….

.How do we deal with a loss that will be greater than we think we can endure. Knowing that this loss will crush harder than any before. One that is always there, who always listens, who cares for you more than any other,  your confidant, your best friend….your one so close and dear, your Mother. I am losing her to a slow and torturous death. I try everything in my power to save her. I cry and sob these days until I feel like collapse. I pray crying out for the ONE true Master to provide a miracle. My heart breaks till nothing is left inside but emptiness... Is it so cruel to know and yet we have the time to say good bye, forgive one another and cling to one another as one lives dying and the other dies living ….Stay don’t leave me……
6/5/2007 9:32:07 PM
Touched by one so fair....

There is a female slave that has touched my heart. She is babygirl, so very sweet and innocent to this one. Her beauty radiates from within and also is seen with these admiring eyes that beholds her external beauty as well. This slave knows her more than she can ever know for there is a strong connection in spirit. She reminds this slave of her being so long ago. Thank you babygirl for brightening and coming into this slave's world...
6/4/2007 12:15:30 AM
Reality....

Sometimes lately with the realism of life this slave finds that to separate her being in living a Master/slave relationship, it only turns it into a make belief world. That can't be. There is no separation, but a meshing and interweaving of the both facets of this life, her life. Both are everyday life merged. She is that slave soul that has been the spirit of her for her entire life. She has always served and given totally.It is of giving of herself to others in all forms. It is her servitude to those she loves. It is HER....
5/3/2007 5:53:31 AM
Owned Again!!!

This slave is owned again ny her previous Master and now starting much more awaited training. The training will be thorough and from a very experienced Master. To have the benefit of His years of experience and His wisdom is a gift to me that is so rare....Now to become that  slave to One so deserving of the title "Master". He will create from His slave a loyal and devoted servant that many Masters so want and can not find. Thank You for expressing that You wanted me back. Property of his once again.....
5/3/2007 5:44:13 AM
Itsy Bitsy Spider 


Well after the hospitalization from a spider that did more harm to me than I knew could be possible from a tiny bite, I am healing. Now I know why people can become phobic about such creepy legged insects. My huge wound that grew in days now diminishes, but the knowledge of what fluke incidents can happen to us at any given moment has enlightened me.
4/12/2007 5:33:54 AM
Finding Myself ,

Yes, as we move along our path in life we find reflections of ourselves in others along the way. Sometimes we do not know why our paths cross with others in life, but I choose to think it is our destiny. Each encounter having a specific purpose and that purpose while it may be unknown at that given moment will reveal itself somewhere along the journey. Each guiding or helping us along the way in our own discovery.

I am growing as my walk in life continues and the interaction with others along the way keeps me on course.
4/3/2007 7:19:42 PM
Realizations 

After a serious illness with my closest of all family members, my Mother, I realize that I have taken for granted the time we have together. Our day to day demands often causes us to be clouded in what we place as priority. We often get wrapped up and miss those limited moments that we have with those that we love and cherish.  
3/25/2007 6:38:41 PM

Play with Others…

 

After attending a munch, this slave decided to visit with friends and see their dungeon. Well the play was exciting. This slave can now add more extensive rope and chair bondage to the list of her delightful experiences, along with wax and razor play. Oh my what fun….
3/22/2007 5:57:55 PM

Reflections of today…

 

Well,  after much searching within me despite my inclination to leave the lifestyle due to recent disappointment and sorrow, this slave has decided to continue living as she deeply desires to. She will continue her search and has encountered many who she feels are sincere on here . Will she find the One that is just right? That possesses that spark and that chemistry that she desires? She is hopeful and sees possibility. She has also met so many that are such wonderful individuals, true and supportive.

 

However, there are those on here that have brought her to such frustration because they are such idiots!!!! She wishes somehow they could have enough perception to come to a realization that their transparency is visible to those who are serious. Unfortunately, being so clueless they are unable to discern who share in similarities to them and those who are not like them at all. Maybe it is their lack of comprehension of what any of the lifestyle really is about. Some are only a little better than others at their attempt of camouflaging themselves and their ignorance. There are sites that cater to such posers. She is sure they can find some bimbo somewhere that might be gullible or desperate enough to want to entertain them. For this slave she would prefer a good book.. Why do they come here? They are not even Puppy Doms. Oh well, another day on collarme.


 

It is times like today and with these encounters that brings out the strong one in her that is intolerant, decisive, in command, firm, authoritarian and who would have thought, “IN CONTROL”.  
3/19/2007 5:28:29 PM

New lifestyle definitions :

 

Released = when a Dom or Master tires of you or is caught by His wife or other girlfriend

 

Domme = a female who has tired of men’s crap and has decided to get the upper hand for a change and get even with the male species. Either by dominating men or other females so men can’t have them.

 

Polyamorous = a chance for men to have their cake and eat it to by using this term as a disguise and convincing others it is a common practice in the lifestyle to have more than one mate, it really equates to a license to cheat in the relationship and it be accepted.

 

Monogamy = something no longer practiced today.

 

Dom / Master =  One who knows how to get His house cleaned and waited on in exchange for wild sex. Even supported in some circumstances if the woman is desperate.

 

Submissive /slave = what used to be defined as a wife when marriage was actually a recognized as being a uniting of a man and a woman before God.

 

Ok that is how this slave is feeling today, this shall pass…..

3/19/2007 6:11:39 AM

Out of a slump...

Well thanks to an overwhelming number of emails from wonderful people on this site who have also shared similar experiences, this slave is now moving out of this dark slump. There are still questions that she has on how to make the next bond successful. Part is finding the RIGHT Master. Are You out there?

3/17/2007 6:20:20 AM
No Joy in This Heart Broken...
After three days of no sleep, Am once again grieving...My heart is broken...The devastation deep...With this lifestyle came the first time to really let go and love...Real love, mature and with committment...Finally letting go and trusting...Not once but twice...Both times the same result... Crushed in such a reckless way...No regard for my feelings...The dread of this search again makes me weary...
3/14/2007 10:55:14 PM
March 14th

A day to remember. I became divorced today. As I sat there in a courtroom with a Judge that circled boxes and checkmarked them as a couple of "yes", " no" answers to His questions were uttered and then with a stroke of a pen I was divorced in less than 5 minutes. Hmmm what about the grieving I did for a year, the $100K I am in debt, what I went through, how I anguished that I was doing the one thing I said that I would never do from the time I was a young girl. The sanctity of marriage is lost in our society today. In marriage You can communicate lifetime vows (at least the vows for me meant a lifetime) with its termination no words are spoken until afterwords. My shock and awe to find myself muttering only to me the word DIVORCED!!!!!!!!! I have now joined the ranks of divorcees...a failure...
3/4/2007 3:05:09 PM
Well so much for the journey...They all seem to be a road to a dead end. My enthusiasm for this lifestyle now dwindles.

A time now to retreat....
12/17/2006 8:42:59 AM

Jingle all the way

 

With Kajira bells on her ankle, she makes a delicate jingling sound of her bells as she walks. Her Master finds it pleasing to hear her and knows where His slave is at all times. When He uses her they take on a whole new rhythmic beat. A real musical melody of pleasurable cadence and satisfying tempo.
12/14/2006 7:47:40 PM

This slave is Numbered    


She has now been registered as a slave and numbered. Her number is 311-593-137. It is a number that she wears on her flesh proudly that will soon become permanent in that flesh. It separates her from others and is now her identification.
11/29/2006 9:28:57 AM

Power Whispers…. It Has No Reason to Yell

 

Master Dark Poet is a true reflection of this quote. He is a Master because He leads by example and character. She feels power in His touch, look, gestures and His words. Power and Domination are not about abuse of others, being overbearing,  taking advantage of people or circumstances, using domineering behavior, criticism or cruelty of another person, or an excuse to be dishonest and unethical or being a user. It also is not about being skilled in the use of toys and being a mere disciplinarian. In order to be a Master moral fiber is vital and the characteristics of a good Master is thoughtfulness, dependability, honesty, persuasiveness, forgiving nature, independent, brave, appreciative, tolerant, and most of all ethical. He provides guidance and teachings for the improvement of His slave’s being. Through her submission to this extraordinary Master she feels empowerment and freedom. 
11/27/2006 12:59:52 PM

Speech and Voice  is a Reflection of Him

 

Voice and speech of this slave is a reflection of her Master. In order to communicate properly, appropriate speech and voice protocols are to be observed. A slave’s voice and tone should be pleasing and soothing to her Master. Refined speech and not to forget third person protocol are to be observed by His slave.  There are no more references of “I, me, my or mine” in her language. They no longer exist for she is now one with her Master and has acquired an identity with Him and left the other identity behind. He controls speech and voice and the consequences of lack of observation …gagged as a reminder.  Silence for reflection and meditation.
11/25/2006 1:24:20 AM

Direction + Discipline = Devotion

 

Proper direction and discipline are the essential components that her Master Dark Poet utilizes in His training and development of His slave. From His directives and discipline comes forth from her devotion to Him. His directions are for the betterment of His slave’s service and usefulness to Him ultimately and foremost. However, in His wisdom these directives serve a dual purpose and are also for the improvement of His slave’s overall well being. Part of the learning process sometimes includes stumbling and even failure. Intervention with the appropriate discipline is the key to aide her in success.
11/15/2006 7:47:38 AM

she is Yours!!!

This is her greeting at the beginning of every conversation to her Master. It affirms that her whole being is His now and for His use as he decides. The feeling this gives her is one of satisfaction, contentment and most of all security. She belongs to Him. The sense of belonging that the Master / slave bond contributes to positive characteristics in her such as security , confidence, acceptance, fulfillment, strength, and a sense of well being that no other bond has provided to her up to this point in life.

11/11/2006 6:52:20 AM

Through Her Eyes she Sees Through His

 

She finds that as the bond deepens, she is seeing differently now. Through her eyes she is now viewing through His. Through His insight she is discovering more about herself. Clarity of where she is emotionally and why she has been in turmoil and the progress she has made in coming out of this darkness.
11/7/2006 2:36:55 PM
Seeing Him 
Seeing Him  She knows that although eye contact is not permissible, but is it really needed after all? Of course not, as She closes her eyes and sees the face of whom she aims her focus. She finds Him there....
11/7/2006 1:58:50 PM

From Dark Poet on Deference & Devotion  
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The hallmark of a good slave is deference. To walk at His side with deference, to bow at His arrival, to kneel at His bidding, to respond to His direction and to make your self always available to Him.

Your Master wants your devotion, whether sitting at His feet or laying chained as He sees fit.  Your obedience is Your service, and He will accept nothing less. His whippings are for your benefit, the pain for your growth, and His touch for your care. 
11/1/2006 10:57:27 PM
He Puts the “Edge” into Play

Funny how I could go through so many years of life (50 of them to be exact) until now, not knowing that something so exquisite as “edge play” existed for me to experience. Well, Master has provided yet another first time encounter and now I am addicted to “edge play”.  Who would imagine that a cold blade knife with jagged edges could be so deliciously decadent and pleasurable! All of my senses came to a heightened consciousness! Blindfolded and bound my mind and remaining senses came to life filling in any gaps that the lack of eyesight could not provide. The mind what a spine-tingling sex organ!  My craving for the edge has become insatiable!

10/27/2006 7:19:32 PM
My Birthday
 
Well, today I turn 50! Does not seem possible really and yet I feel younger and more alive than ever before.
10/26/2006 4:09:22 PM

With Him She Matures & Grows

From her Master she is feeling more One with Him everyday. He is teaching her and has provoked a deep desire to grow and mature as a slave. Not just “a” slave but “His” slave. With Him she wants to serve. With Him she desires to please. With Him she wishes to obey. With Him she aspires to grow. Her surrender to Him becomes more complete each and everyday.

10/18/2006 10:16:44 PM

He Provides Self Introspection of My Submission

My thoughts go to the exploration of my nature of submission and identify that I am sexually, psychologically and naturally submissive. I feel fortunate that my submission incorporates all inclusively, but then being a slave it should be of no surprise.
10/16/2006 10:19:21 PM

He is 24/7  

I am jubilant, excited and overjoyed! My Master has moved in with me and we are now 24/7. I can now serve him as I should and he will be my protector night and day.
10/16/2006 2:20:23 PM

My Adoration Grows For Him

Today
I feel deep in my heart my Master's true ownership of my total being. He has made great sacrifices for me and I will as well for him. I adore him in every way. He is perfection.
10/14/2006 8:37:38 PM

He Whispers

 

I love his whisper and can’t seem to get out of my mind one phrase he whispered in my ear during lovemaking. “Be a woman”  He whispers to me and with that came a tremendous flood of orgasm so intense that there is no denial how he makes me feel…All woman…All His ….
10/14/2006 7:03:33 PM
On October 8th, I became one with my new Master Dark Poet and have become the slave that I have always known existed, waiting for the right one to claim me. It is destiny that brings us together and will make our future eternal.
subslutx
 
 Age: 23
 New York, New York